by AnImperialAffliction » Fri Feb 17, 2012 8:57 am
Dear J,
You are my neighbor. You're my friend. And yet, ever since you moved next door in third grade, you've been something else, too. It was never really this... serious, until last year. You started acting differently; I mean, we're still totally at ease with each other, and we remain best friends, and yet... somethings changed. The way you look at me. The way we laugh together, making jokes about my brother. But when we started middle school... you went to a different, private school, while I went to this public school. Now, I only see you on weekends. I don't even have to courage to tell you that I like you, no, not that I like you, that I... never mind. Just like I'm sure you don't have the courage to tell me, how you feel. But it's okay. I know. I'm sure you know about me. But right now, I kind of just want to stay friends, you know? It'd be awkward, if we were more, I think. But maybe someday, in a couple years, you know?
A girl can dream.
Sincerely,
Your next door neighbor. You know who I am.
