TheComfortCorner | V.10

[shadow~wolf]

i feel so sigma (i have the flu)

every week i consider leading myself into psychosis guyz how do i make this hwppen

[tenor]

its just one thing after another. im so tired

[Silverfang]

[
None of my message was posted in my response somehow?

I wrote about how I’m going through something similar. You’re not alone! I hope this helps even just a small bit, there are many people thinking exactly like you in this world. We can all move forward together to make life in the future easier for those like us <3 it’s good that you’re aware of the fascism around you, I know how hard it is to deal with the sympathizers, and those who simply don’t understand other’s struggles. Please be gentle and patient with yourself <3 getting involved with the community, as well as likeminded be people can be very beneficial! At least, it has been for me ^^ I’m wishing you luck![/quote]

CS be like that sometimes. I had a weird error earlier...

I cringe listening to them say the dumbest things. Why can't they read books or go to museums? Oh the ignorance.

I applied to a dozen places but have low hopes. Felt kinda good to click "I'm allowed to work here" though. Like a VIP pass...

[WarriorcatKitty]

:/ read the rules, cant talk about it here unfortunately

[kaju]

on another no sleep streak simply because i cant close my eyes and feel any amount of peace anymore
feeling myself revert to my old ways and old habits sucks, i mean i never truly got better, just been pretending to be so my miserable feelings and false sense of self didnt effect the people around me. not sure if i can keep it up now, only time will tell

i still owe therapists money so idk if i can even go see anybody for what’s going on
so

[nobxdy]

trigger warning; wrist injury; not graphic but probably uncomfortable to some people!

i popped what i believe to be a tendon in my wrist last saturday. i went to the urgent care, and all they did was some x-rays, put a brace on my wrist, and told me that if the pain continues then i need to see an orthopedic. the pain has gotten significantly worse, and there's a protrusion where it initially felt like it popped at. im going to see somebody this week to hopefully fix whatever it is i did to my wrist, but im just stressing about it. it hurts to type, it hurts to work, to have my phone in my hand or literally anything in my hand, and now my thumb is starting to ache. even just resting my hand/arm, it's a constant shooting pain. i hope this can be fixed, and i hope it doesn't require surgery. i don't think it will, but still.. idk what happened to it. my job is physical and there's a lot of repetitive motions with it, so it probably was bound to happen regardless, but this just- sucks. straight up.

[♥ mizu]

i think im actually going insane. my issues have been affecting my health for years atp. it's just a brutal cycle. i feel so emotionally disconnected yet euphoric at the same time, it's SO weird. cs is one of the only places where i feel like myself, genuinely. my cycle just started, i think. it only ever starts during times of extreme, prolonged stress (and no it's not the cycle causing the stress, i'm 100% sure it's the stress causing the cycle). my school just merged with another and it was the first day. my college courses just got cancelled last minute so now i have to figure out what im going to be doing for the next 4 years of my life all over again (and deadlines have already closed). im having reservations about my friends. my relationship with my parents is awful. im missing a lot of work. im so so so so stressed out. like it's awful. i always feel physically tired and shaky. i truly don't know when or if things will give out but i feel like they might eventually. i dont know if i can handle this. im going to go do some homework, goodnight friends

[lisica,]

feeling so trapped in my job. earliest opportunity to leave is june and i don't know how im gonna make it to then. i'm anxious all the time and i get about 3-4 hours sleep a night, i dont know what im gonna do

[Fleetwood]

My beloved snake, that I've had for almost a decade, died suddenly. I don't know how old he was when I brought him home but I am still in shock. I've had him for so long and he meant so much to me. It can't be real. He's been with me through some of the worst years of my life. I love him so much. And now he's just gone. I don't even know what to do with him - I don't think I'll be able to even bury him. I don't know what to do. I just need to vent.. no one in my life cares about reptiles and they all hated my beautiful little guy. Max, you meant so much to me. I love you and I'll always remember you.

[Ioannis]

I can’t. That’s it. I can’t. Everything is constantly coming all at once there’s no time to breath, it’s work after work after work after work. My mental health on top of that is crippling. I’ve been done with everything for years now, constantly questioning my existence and validity every single day. I’m constantly breaking down only to bottle it up and distract myself so another couple of minutes while it burns under my skin. I can’t, I won’t tell anyone how I feel, I’ve lost too many people by leaning on them. The only thing I’m allowed to do is focus on other people and be ignored and forgotten about the whole time. I’m a horrible person who has only ever made mistakes and let people down. I will never and have never lived up to what I’m meant to be, what I used to be. I’m not allowed to speak, I’m not allowed to be seen because the only thing it ever does is hurt the people in my life and then i am left alone again, time after time is the damn cycle. Im so tired of everything and everyone, I want to stop the word to get off and never get back on again. There’s nothing for me anymore. Every opportunity I have squandered, every person I have pushed away, every dream I have dashed, and everything required of me I have failed. There is no one to lean on, no one who won’t leave, no one who won’t just look the other way and talk about me behind my back. No matter what I do, no matter how hard I work, no matter the progress I make, I am still me. And I am just a conglomerate of my mistakes. What else can you be when there is nothing you’ve accomplished. I will feel like this every day for the rest of my life, nothing is safe now. I am being slit and broken apart at my core, so many times I have tried to tape and glue myself back together and it never holds. I don’t want to live to see the day I become my mother, and I believe it’s so close now I am blind to it just how she is. I hate her, I hate her with everything I have, the only thing I hate more is myself. I’m sorry to everyone who’s time I have wasted with my meaningless, pathetic existence.