Write a Letter You Cannot Send (Read the Rules!)

[Animemice]

Dear mom,
Thanks for never believing in me, or my ideas, or anything I say. I'm done with you telling me that my idea is wrong and your idea is right.

[otterbug]

Dear, me.

You dirty little procrastinator... I like you.
Yes, your mother is out of the hospital finally. Her brain tumor is gone. Yay! I know your nephew passed, but he's in a better place. Me, you need to keep yourself happy! Go outside (even if there is 20+ inches of snow!) and hang out with the group! They enjoy seeing your face. Go get a coffee with your cousin. Call Grandma and see how she is doing. Keep on doing what you love, not being all alone. Play video games with your twin brother. Have movie night and watch all the Hobbit movies with your boyfriend. What ever makes you happy, love. Oh, before I go, I love myself and love my weight and height (even if I'm the tiniest person ever). Alright, I have to go. Go and eat chocolate, watch Doctor Who, and maybe Skype your amazing boyfriend. And don't forget to write that essay.

With lots of love, hugs, and kisses,
Me.

[yeena]

dear old life,

guess what ? im not just a pawn you control anymore. i dont feel like the idiot you make me feel like. i dont think i ever will again. im not afraid of your lies anymore, i dont believe them. you gave me the most hardest challenges ever and look at me now, ive won them. i think its time to say, your over. ive gained control of you and im returning to health. you have no right to boss me around or anything. ive won this dumb game of yours, became the top one, now let me return to a new normal life. the one you thought you ruined so badly to where i couldnt ever find it again.

from, a new beginning

[F0XFANG]

Dear M,
You know I like you. stoP BEInG FLIRTY.
It's messing with my emotions.
- that one terrible badminton player you know

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Dear C,
Thanks for letting me prove my worth in the team.
I know I'm not an enthusiastic player, but you could give me a chance.
It's our first game on Saturday; I really wanted to play.
- that one non-enthusiastic badminton player you know

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Dear L,
y u no at training?
you would have let me play probably.
- that apparently okay badminton player you know

[Kazin]

Dear W,
I am very excited for the opportunity to even apply for the job I've wanted since I was 12. All those summers and winter weekends spent at camp has added up to me really wanting to be a counselor for that wonderful establishment. Yes, I'll be heartbroken if I don't get it, but I'll understand. I am not the most the outgoing person, and sometimes in a summer camp setting that can hold me back, yes. I am just excited that maybe I will get a phone call soon, and be able to set up an interview. And I just cannot wait because its something that past counselors have even told me. J told me that he thought I would make a wonderful counselor, and that just blew my mind because I didn't think the others really pictured me as counselor material. And J is not someone to just try and lift up your self-esteem, I've seen what he does. Same with N, he also said the same thing as J. I am also assuming L was in the conversation too, because he was in the car then, but I wouldn't expect him to know me. But it would be fantastic to be able to get this job, and I would literally be the happiest person in the world. Also, I am trying, already, to come up with good ideas for summer camp I think that they'll be pretty great.

Anyway, I am anticipating this phone call so much that I almost freaked out when my phone buzzed today haha. I told myself not to do that, and I was more prepared the next time. I just cannot wait, and I am nervous if I can get an interview, though I think it will be alright. I know I can be like J was as a counselor, my very first year there so long ago. She was quieter, and all the campers at that campsite, including me, loved her a lot. I compare myself to her a lot, and I haven't met a single camper who didn't like her while she was there. Unlike both Cs. No one really liked them but their 'favorites.'

That's all. My very excited almost rant type thing of excitement. I feel better getting that excitement out somewhere haha.
-Hopefully future camp counselor.

[Vindicated]

Unkind one,

You know it hurts when you say my words are not art, I put just as much heart and soul into them as you do with your lines and colors. I know I have the draw back of not being able to draw, I will freely admit that but you don't have to go out of your way to throw in my face that you don't want my random gift just because it is not drawn. I was trying to be nice, I was trying to make you smile but you turn around and bite me for it.

[apollo.]

Dear friend,
Hey. Thanks for saying hi and hugging me today, it meant a lot especially with the compliment. I'm really happy for you, your new friends are perfect for you and I'm glad they make you so happy. I'm really glad you're finally completely over him too, he was a jerk even though I know you loved him, he left you alone, heart broken and set off your depression. That's not what someone who ever loved you would do to you. If you can ever find anyone half as amazing as you, he'll be perfect. I know you go through these phases where you don't think you're good enough, or good in general, but you're amazing. I envy your strength, and you're a good person. Love you bro.
- your old friend apollo.



Other friend,
You ask me about 6 times everyday whats wrong, then go through this stupid "Tell me or else" portion of the conversation. It would be a nice gesture if it felt like any of it was sincere. I was miserable today and you absolutely couldn't have cared less today. I can't believe you ditched me to sit with a table of guys without even asking about how my new classes were. Then at the end of the day you don't say anything to me, except for rant about how easy and amazing your new classes are, if I hear one more time about how easy math is, or about how you're the only one in your class that can answer all the teachers questions I am going to have to start screaming. I made the wrong decision choosing you over my other friends. And now there's nothing I can do about it.
- apollo.

[city of angels;]

Dear ___,

I know you're lost. I know you're hurting. Anyone could see it. You try to hide it, but it's just not possible. You look so empty, so angry and so bitter. I wish that I could help you. Maybe if I close my eyes and think of your face hard enough, you'll feel that I care about you. That you aren't so alone.

You said your greatest fear in life was to be alone. Well then, my dear, you must be living a nightmare because even when you're with your friends, you're alone.

Please don't hate the world. There's still some good in it.

Love,
me

[Eurydice]

Dear friend ,

Stop making me feel like a side kick. I'm independent. Im a leader , and I can do stuff without you .

Dear me ,

You are in everyone's league cause your gorgeous fabulous and most importantly , you.

Dear other friend ,

Stop leaving me out. I can handle your stupid Walgreens Drama.

Dear ex friend,

I'm glad we aren't friends cause frankly you've been bringing me down. You (let's just leave this empty or I would get a board warning ) .

Dear other ex friend ,

Your mood changes faster then he'll, you think your the best thing since sliced bread , and frankly you aren't any better then me . Your a bipolar weinch , and you always use people to become more popular, but you know it's lonely at the top, so have fun up there.


Dear satan ( different ex friend)

I have so many comebacks , and I guess u really just couldn't take me being able to stick up to bastard like you, so you decided to tourtière me in 7th grade becuase.... My other ex friend used me to get to you , and said I hated you. News flash : she's a tool. Now your trying so hard to steal my life , and it's to bad you know nothing about me to do that.


Dear friend #1,

Next time save me a seat at the darn movies , you saved one for everyone but me . I thought we were BFFS, and it isn't hard to save me a seat. I've lately been feeling replaced, and i know I can't stop you from making other friends , but when you can save those other friends a seat , and you can't save ur pal from 6th grade one .

Ya know it feels great .


From ,
GW

[ZeroTheKitsune]

Dear _____ & _____,
Why can't you see?
I don't understand why you can't see this.
_____, you can see it a little, but why can't _____?
It's not just that I don't have interactions with others as much as I need.
Most of the times people have come over recently never ended well.
K doesn't care about what I like.
M just makes fun of me.
I feel left out. Why can't you figure out why I leave? Why I sneak away to my bedroom?
Is it that nobody can understand me?
Or is it that you just don't care anymore?
Is it both?
If so, why?
Why don't you care?
Just tell me why I can't be included like the rest of you!
I just want you people to NOTICE me just once more!
I need to know that you still care!
Any time I'm brought up in the conversation is when _____ or M makes fun of me, or blame me for something.
I want to participate. Please, please, at least try to understand how I feel.
Now, as I am writing this, I hear you out there, laughing. Are you really that oblivious? Why is it that I'm the only one who ever knows how I think or feel?
Tell me. Why.
Why do you not understand me?
Why am I how I am?
I just want you to care again, I just want friends again! Is that too much to ask?!?
Please.
You didn't even notice how scared I was until I asked for something so I could defend myself.
Just try to listen more... please.

-Zero


Dear Eri,
Why haven't you responded?
I'd just like to know why you've vanished.
I know school takes up time, but you haven't said anything since November.
I'm getting worried. Please at least PM me a hi so I know your not dead.
-Zero