by Athaerys » Sun Aug 06, 2017 12:18 pm
Dear myself,
You happy? You keep screwing up, hurting others, manipulating others, and keep making yourself feel this sick. You shouldnt have opened up last night. Im just annoying as always. Stop commanding everyone, look where its gotten you. You just upset everyone around you and dont deserve anyone. Your problems dont matter, your pains dont matter, your feelings dont matter, you dont matter. Why isnt everyone leaving you? You fell in love with two of them at the same time. You cant forgive yourself, now can you? You really are a freak, and they are going to leave someday, and you know it. Youll be alone again, like always. Your new school is going to be hell, youre in hell at home, youre destined for hell your entire life and after, arent you? I mean, what person sings in different languages when they arent your own language?! And really, more than one?! What is it; Japanese, French, Spanish, and youre going to learn Mandarin Chinese in your new school? Just stick to one or two languages, and leave the others alone. Youre probably butchering them anyways. You started this, as always. Just accept whats thrown at you.
-Yourself
WIP
Call me Harper and use She/They