Ok,so I need some SERIOUS help! Ok, so last year I met this guy named Wilbur, I liked him since the very first day I saw him. I hadn't talked to him at school but we talked on facebook and stuff and then we finally started talking and hanging out at school. One of my best friends liked him and I did to, but I was better friends with him than she was, so I would always sit with him and talk to him and I remember one time me and him were comparing hand sizes and my friend cried. I felt really bad,but at the same time I didn't cause she wouldv'e done the same thing if it were him and her. But anyways, we became really close and he knew I liked him and I asked him out numerous times and he always said no so I just stopped. I still liked him just stopped making it so obvious...I slipped up a few times and would talk to my friends about him while he was standing right behind me.
This year we got even closer (it helps that his best friend is my cousin to haha), we started sharing secrets and talking about anything and everything. I would sit with him and just talk for hours and then I met this girl named Kourtney...she's like one of my best friends now...but anyways she liked him and knew I liked him and then she told me she didn't anymore. I still liked Wilbur and he knew it. It wasn't as obvious but you could still tell. Then I decided why waste my time on him, he's never going to feel the same way about me as I do about him and so I tried over and over and over again to stop liking him but every attempt I made...failed. I cried over him and thought to myself no one knows how I really feel about him...how much I truly love him.
We didn't have any classes together all year until now but we always would hang out at breakfast and between classes. This quarter we have art together and he sits right next to me... he chose it. I started thinking maybe just maybe he was starting to like me. We talk non-stop in art and he stares at me as much as I stare at him. I got to the point where I thought about him non-stop and where I would dream about him and it was killing me! Then monday, I got up for school and got ready. I had a thought that Wilbur was going to ask me out...I get on the bus and my best friend tells me he's dating one of my best friends,Kourtney. I tried so hard not to cry and my eyes got watery but I suceeded. I then got to shcool and I was so upset and depressed and hurt that Kourtney would keep it from me. Then this guy named Tommy said sometihng retarded and I'm like please shut up and stop being retarded and he's like no if you don't like it then leave, so I did. Then I broke down and cried and cried, I couldnt stop. Then I didn't want to go to art (my favorite class of the day) and then I had to so while I was in there I was like Wilbur are you dating Kourtney really and hes like yeah and so I just walked away I didn't want to cry again. I talked to my friends, they made me feel better and then Wilbur starts flirting with me and I'm just like stop.
Everytime I see them together I want to cry, it kills me and makes me so mad! I came home and my friend tells me that Wilbur was with my cousins when he asked her out, he was like I think I should ask Kourtney out and Elijah and Colton (my cousins) were like yeah. That made me cry more I cried for like 3 hours monday and just laid in the dark and listened to music. It was horrible! So basically, I need help because I'm in love (actual love) with one of my best friends boyfriend...

And, yeah shes taller,skinnier, and prettier than me but I have been best friends with him for 2 years...does that count for anything? And, we have so much in common and we talk forever he barely ever talks to her and they have almost nothing in common...I just don't know what to do

I just feel like crawling in a corner and staying there forever.
Also, I have liked him for 2 years and he didn't even know her last year. And this year, they are in the same class and they never talk. They walk together but thats it. They don't talk, they don't do anything and whenever they walk together Wilbur just ignores her and talks to my cousins. And,everyone I know thinks they are a horrible couple...even people I don't like, and when Kourtney started dating him she stopped talking to everyone. Yesterday she finally started talking to me again and then we went and hung out with Wilbur. Even then, he was talking and hanging out with me more than he was with her. She wasn't happy, she wanted to go home...