| TheComfortCorner | v.5

[Khrusolophos]

I've always told myself I want to find a guy that likes me for my personality more than what I look like.
Now I realize that I don't need to worry about that because my personality is all I have.
I am not pretty.
I am not beautiful.
I am not what someone wants.
I am not even what my boyfriend wants though he tries to convince me that I'm enough for him.
I'm not enough.
I'll never be enough for him.

[Paranoia]

Well, this is great.
I have no clue what's going on and the only person that can give me all the details is him.
But I can't just ask him because he can't receive mail. It's a one way conversation that I just wish I could reply to for once.
So, he's likely discharged from the army, and he'll likely be gone another two months on top of the original four and a half.
Man, don't I love no instantaneous contact with my boyfriend for months on end. I have so many questions I need answered and I just miss the boy to death.

[۵Ʋиιтʏ۵]

I've always told myself I want to find a guy that likes me for my personality more than what I look like.
Now I realize that I don't need to worry about that because my personality is all I have.
I am not pretty.
I am not beautiful.
I am not what someone wants.
I am not even what my boyfriend wants though he tries to convince me that I'm enough for him.
I'm not enough.
I'll never be enough for him.

You are enough for him and you always have been and he wouldn't ever want to see you like this he would want you to carry on being that wonderful and beautiful individual that he loves and cares about and he says that your good enough for him because he loves you and nothing can ever change that and everyone is their own kind of beautiful so don't bring your self down because you are wonderful and brilliant in every way and if others say different never listen to them because they will always be wrong no matter what and you can always pm me if you would like however try to keep smiling and don't give up because im not giving up on you nor is he

Well, this is great.
I have no clue what's going on and the only person that can give me all the details is him.
But I can't just ask him because he can't receive mail. It's a one way conversation that I just wish I could reply to for once.
So, he's likely discharged from the army, and he'll likely be gone another two months on top of the original four and a half.
Man, don't I love no instantaneous contact with my boyfriend for months on end. I have so many questions I need answered and I just miss the boy to death.

I understand how you feel however he is proud of you for managing for this long and he wouldn't want you to give up now so try to keep smiling for him and stay strong because he wouldn't ever want to see you upset and he would always want you to keep smiling and keep being the wonderful individual he adores and even when you feel alone always remember that he loves you and nothing can ever change that and you could always pm me if you would like

[caesou]

i feel life i'm downright awful at the violin. i know there's worse people, and that i have better skill at them, but i can't get anything right. my fingers are really stiff, i can't seem to play well with the metronome and i've been stuck on the same songs for the last few terms on the same problem. i just don't enjoy the violin as much as i enjoy the flute.

i honestly don't know where to go. i could quit and waste all my skills and abilities i had gained or just continue playing the violin (possibly) unhappily.

i really want some support and a hug. practice making perfect isn't going so well for me.

[۵Ʋиιтʏ۵]

i feel life i'm downright awful at the violin. i know there's worse people, and that i have better skill at them, but i can't get anything right. my fingers are really stiff, i can't seem to play well with the metronome and i've been stuck on the same songs for the last few terms on the same problem. i just don't enjoy the violin as much as i enjoy the flute.

i honestly don't know where to go. i could quit and waste all my skills and abilities i had gained or just continue playing the violin (possibly) unhappily.

i really want some support and a hug. practice making perfect isn't going so well for me.

*hugs* I understand how you feel however your trying your best and that's all that counts and no one expects anything more of you and even the every best started in the same way as everyone else and if you feel like you need a break you don't have to quit entirely you could just have a break and do something you like better such as playing the flute then go back when your ready however whatever you do don't give up your skill will build up as long as you keep going and you can do this

Edit;
Also good night/good morning (I stayed up far more than I should) I hope everything goes okay and you can always pm me and I will get back to the pms when I come online later which won't be long

[Chemicello]

i feel life i'm downright awful at the violin. i know there's worse people, and that i have better skill at them, but i can't get anything right. my fingers are really stiff, i can't seem to play well with the metronome and i've been stuck on the same songs for the last few terms on the same problem. i just don't enjoy the violin as much as i enjoy the flute.

i honestly don't know where to go. i could quit and waste all my skills and abilities i had gained or just continue playing the violin (possibly) unhappily.

i really want some support and a hug. practice making perfect isn't going so well for me.

Hey now, your probably not, I play the violin, and have done for eight years, and the amount of people I have met who go, "I feel so awful at this" when they really are not is immense. You should let somebody else listen to you, and they will tell you you aren't most likely. As for playing with a metronome, there is nothing wrong with playing slower than the music tells you to, because it is just a guideline do font feel you have to play it up to speed immediately. That should help if your fingers are stiff. Scales are a good way to loosen up your fingers, just play really simple ones, gradually increasing the speed as you progress.
Aww, I'm sorry to hear your not enjoying it, maybe you could ask your teacher if you can move on to a simpler piece to build more technique on? There is no point in playing something you don't enjoy. *big hugs* practice won't make perfect if you arent enjoying yourself, but if you carry on you will be amazing at it because you are super talented and if you believe in yourself you can be the best in the world xx

If you ever want help on violin, you can pm me

[Zeee]

my problem sounds so tiny compared to some people's, but it's something i need to vent about. it also sounds really lame but i'll continue anyways. for many years, youtube has been a very serious part of my life mainly just because it's what helps me get away from the world for a while. i'm not gonna bother making myself sound even more lame by saying what the youtube series is (if you're curious just pm me), but there was a youtube series. it was just some friends playing a game together, but somehow it's turned into something way more serious for me. and now the series' second season is over (some people who know the series probably can guess just by me saying that the second season is over), and it has been for a little bit, but i've now just realized how lost i feel without it. the youtubers involved have helped me through a lot in my life, and now that the series is over - the main thing on their channels that helped me keep going - i don't know really where to turn until the third season comes out. i got so involved with the series, and i talked about it like it was a tv show or something that actually happened in real life, something i was experienced. i watched the series like i was in it, and since it involved some of the things i loved most i got extremely into it. it gave me a new life besides my own that i could experience, and it made me happy. i watched the series daily, and whenever it didn't come out one day for whatever reason i felt so defeated, but now that it's actually gone... i just don't know. as i said, it sounds lame, but i feel so lost. it'll be coming back in a little while, but for right now it's just... wow. i can't believe it's over. i didn't react nearly as badly when the first season was over. idk this was a dumb post but it's really been bothering me and i had to vent a little.

[۵Ʋиιтʏ۵]

my problem sounds so tiny compared to some people's, but it's something i need to vent about. it also sounds really lame but i'll continue anyways. for many years, youtube has been a very serious part of my life mainly just because it's what helps me get away from the world for a while. i'm not gonna bother making myself sound even more lame by saying what the youtube series is (if you're curious just pm me), but there was a youtube series. it was just some friends playing a game together, but somehow it's turned into something way more serious for me. and now the series' second season is over (some people who know the series probably can guess just by me saying that the second season is over), and it has been for a little bit, but i've now just realized how lost i feel without it. the youtubers involved have helped me through a lot in my life, and now that the series is over - the main thing on their channels that helped me keep going - i don't know really where to turn until the third season comes out. i got so involved with the series, and i talked about it like it was a tv show or something that actually happened in real life, something i was experienced. i watched the series daily, and whenever it didn't come out one day for whatever reason i felt so defeated, but now that it's actually gone... i just don't know. as i said, it sounds lame, but i feel so lost. it'll be coming back in a little while, but for right now it's just... wow. i can't believe it's over. i didn't react nearly as badly when the first season was over. idk this was a dumb post but it's really been bothering me and i had to vent a little.

It's not dumb trust me I understand I'm the same with anime and its perfectly fine to feel this way about something you love as we all need a little escape from reality however I find when something ends if gives a great opportunity to find something else that you might enjoy even more and I advice looking for recommendations on YouTube as there will be some good recommendations and if you don't find any you could watch from season 1 again and just rememind your self of what happened in that season however don't feel dumb its perfectly fine to feel like this and I hope you find something soon and you can always pm me if you would like to talk so try and keep smiling you will find something

[Chemicello]

my problem sounds so tiny compared to some people's, but it's something i need to vent about. it also sounds really lame but i'll continue anyways. for many years, youtube has been a very serious part of my life mainly just because it's what helps me get away from the world for a while. i'm not gonna bother making myself sound even more lame by saying what the youtube series is (if you're curious just pm me), but there was a youtube series. it was just some friends playing a game together, but somehow it's turned into something way more serious for me. and now the series' second season is over (some people who know the series probably can guess just by me saying that the second season is over), and it has been for a little bit, but i've now just realized how lost i feel without it. the youtubers involved have helped me through a lot in my life, and now that the series is over - the main thing on their channels that helped me keep going - i don't know really where to turn until the third season comes out. i got so involved with the series, and i talked about it like it was a tv show or something that actually happened in real life, something i was experienced. i watched the series daily, and whenever it didn't come out one day for whatever reason i felt so defeated, but now that it's actually gone... i just don't know. as i said, it sounds lame, but i feel so lost. it'll be coming back in a little while, but for right now it's just... wow. i can't believe it's over. i didn't react nearly as badly when the first season was over. idk this was a dumb post but it's really been bothering me and i had to vent a little.

No that's not dumb, so many people find help and happiness in TV shows and YouTube as it creates an escape. You could rewatch some older videos or even find a new YouTuber you could watch, I understand completely the feeling, just don't worry and do things that make you happy in the meantime, and sit tight until they start again. Don't feel like you are the only one, so many other people are like you x

[Guest]

I just feel like a complete wreck. I hate it.
I think I'm going mad. too many anger issues