Write a Letter You Cannot Send (Read the Rules!)

[dvnc]

dear v, a, and x.
i love how you say you "miss me."
when all you guys do is make fun of me?
you always try to make fun of me in every situation.
why is it always me?
why is it always about me?
why do you want to know "what's up with me?"
because you weren't involved in that situation at all, right?
because you didn't cause me any trauma, right?
alright then.
stop lying to me and yourselves.

sincerely, n //

[artemisdarling]

S,
I love you... You have changed my life so much. Thank you so much. I'm so sorry that I can't tell you I love you sooner.

[bby ang3l]

Dear k,


I love you tiny little beast,
And they do to, I promise. I promise and even if they dont, I'm ALWAYS here for you, I won't let them take you, I WON'T, I promise, I'll hold on if it LIterally puts me behind bars, I love you, your small and innocent, your a HUNGRY little bundle of spoiled joy, I won't let you down 💛 even if it means I have to sink.

[atychiphobia]

☁
thankyou. i dont think you realise how happy you make me. i hope you're doing good. i idolise you, care for you and hope you dont doubt yourself. i hope to see soon you but it probably won't happen. thankyou for making me feel content at the times i am on the border of a breakdown. you are so important to me and i know that you dont know it. eeeaa i can't even put it into words.

[spacekid.]

❥T.
i am fully aware you moved away and its hard without you here
you say youd date me again if you were back and we were talking
for a bit then you just shut me out. i dont want to be shut out
especially if ive told you a million and one times id never
shut you out, or abandon you, or hurt you. it just sucks
that you think i would. i really love you so much. you left me
not not the other way around. i miss you so much.
love always,
your spacegirl

❥A
Uh what? "Wanna go out?" to suddenly
"Ik you like me and all but pls stop staring at me"
ouch
confused spacekid

❥M
stop letting single sadness get to you, honestly
it sounds dumb but i swear you dont need a mans
also, dont keep you he days hidden, embrace romeo.
-spaceboy

❥L
having crushes that you know dont like you back
are the worst okay w o r s t.

[Michael's Fan.]

dear you know who you are,
i love you, ily, ily!
your the sweetest guy ive ever known. your so inspirational, and helpful when times are rough.
love you more then anything <3

[Fennecfoxing102]

Dear C,

Can we be friends again? Back then, I was a stupid elementary school child who liked to throw grass at people. I know, it was really dumb of me. Now that we're older, I want to be friends and start over. I also kinda like you..

Hope our friendship is rebuilt.

-G

[Emberglade]

Dear Bumblebee,
I can't believe I'm writing you again. I don't know why I even bother, to be honest. I could pick up my phone and text you. But even that is too hard now. I know, it doesn't seem like a lot, but trust me when I say it is. Where did my motivation go? My trust? Where did I go? I walked into theatre today and I caught my reflection in the mirror. I didn't recognize my own face for a good three to five beats. I don't know if I was dissociating or what, but it caught me off guard. I couldn't associate my face to my consciousness. I can't remember who I was, not even the me from a week ago. I feel nauseous all the time, though if it's my diet or something psychological, I don't know. All of my plants are dying. My cactus Spider-man left me last week, and Steve is following in his footsteps. Ichi is going strong though. I got a new one. I named him Spaghetti... he's not a cactus. I'm rambling at this point... I guess I'm just lonely. I mean, who else am I going to talk to? The real you, who's texting me right now about Spode? That's too risky, there are too many negative outcomes to telling you how I feel again. You could tell someone, or I could be vulnerable for someone other than the strangers on the internet that know me better than I do. Things are so very fragile right now. I'm teetering, and I need to be careful.
If you could do anything for me right now, it would be to ignore me. Pretend I'm invisible. Because at least then I would find validity in my assumptions. It's impossible to find reasons to feel the way I do anymore. I'm clawing for reasons to feel bad. Because bad is comfortable. And it's so hard to get comfortable right now.
Love,
Butterfly.

[caesou]

dear c + s
i'm so sorry for not being there when you need it
i want to do everything i can to help but i don't know how
please tell me it's okay and me being worried for you is okay
please tell me what i can do to help you, sitting here by myself and twiddling my thumbs makes me so anxious because
i'm so worried for you

dear f
... i really like you, you know, but if you really do support them
i don't know what to say...
if i talk to you about it, forgive me
i just want you to be aware
i'm sorry

dear m
is this what you wanted.....

[carnivorous.]

Dear M,
You do realize it hurts when you try to bend my finger back right?
Y'know, trying to break it and ending up bruising it badly because I push you away?
I wonder what would've happened if I didn't push you away, would you just break my finger?
Just a lil warning hun,
but I suggest you don't do it again, because next time I'll give you a taste of your own medicine.
I've warned you enough. I'm surprised you think we're still friends.
- The person you've been walking over for the last 3 years.