TheComfortCorner | V.10

[marinara sauce]

so my coworker details cars … & i asked him to detail mine … and tell me why i totally thought i’d drop my car off at his house & not mine … so he could do whatever ya know … but then he asked me where my address is b/c he’s coming to my house … and i live almost 30 minutes away from him :,D i feel so bad i offered to compensate him for gas and he declined but i still feel bad because i asked him … knowing that i live kinda far from my job … jeesh i feel sososo bad i’m still gunna give him an extra $10

listen i’ve never gotten my car detailed before i presumed i’d go to them?!? i wouldn’t have asked jnkfsjfkrsjk is this common knowledge LMAO?!??

[sinensys]

now i don't know if you want me or if you're filling the hole left by her with me. i realized what i want is not what i'm getting, so now i have to wait to hear back from you. i know i shouldn't expect you to drop everything to respond to me, but it feels like more than twice a day. maybe we're not fit for each other, even if it's been fun and has the potential to grow. idk. maybe i'm just needy. i'm gonna wait until we talk to lay out my terms. if he doesn't accept, i will move on. maybe we'll still talk. maybe we won't. i don't know. i'm so tired. i want close friends, but this feels like i'm overwhelming him. maybe i'm expecting too much. maybe i'm too obsessed with the shiny new toy i've never had before. this sucks.

[DachasaurusZen]

I. . . didn't have to present in health class?
We made presentations, right? And everybody presented them. Except me? I wholeheartedly hate presenting. But why didn't I have to?
If my teacher straight up forgot about me, I wouldn't be surprised. I don't even know him through my older sibling, so I don't think he even knows my name.
But. Maybe he just didn't think that I wanted to present, given that I complained about having to present to my friend that's also in that class, and because I'm super quiet?

I don't know. Not that big of a problem.
But am I just that unmemorable?

[Onion_707]

I deleted this so i don’t have to think about it anymore (ó.ó)b

[beignet]

it's hard to feel constantly tired and sick.
it's hard to do things that make me feel better when my body hurts. it makes me feel so helpless and lonely. and worse, stuck. like i have no control over my life. i'm very heavily reliant on my partner's help. i worry i accept certain things i don't actually like because i'm afraid of not having them at all and what that kind of life looks like. but maybe it's a form of self-sabotage too. i just want to do well and be well. and i want to do positive things in the world. it feels impossible when i can't even rectify my health.

[_SmollJellyfish_]

nothing gets better
why don't you message me?
Why don't you talk to me?
I try to get you to talk, but you prefer to say you're fine
IT'S FRUSTRATING OKAY?
It's clear that you're not well, talk to me

I'm empty, full of thoughts
I would like to run away, but I can't
why?WHY?
I feel so desperate,I'm really tired
in my life I couldn't be intelligent, or beautiful, or have a talent? I COULD HAVE AT LEAST ONE TALENT?
I didn't get anything
and I honestly stopped chasing or doing anything
I want to sleeep,only sleeeep
Living alone would most likely solve 50% of my problems, at least I think
But I can't afford it
It's not easy to find a job, I have no dreams, I don't know what to do, and I'm helpless in every area
And in my remote town everything costs too much

[marciplier]

we just got in the car and theyre already arguing. cmon man. were going to a funeral can we just for once get along as a family

[LittleMaple]

I am so nauseous. What the hell

[lisica,]

feeling so sad and heavy these days. im really close to my uncle and hes been such a big part of every stage of my life and he's been ill and only getting worse and its so upsetting to see. he doesnt deserve any of it and we keep getting really bleak updates and it's something i just will never come to terms with. he's so good and he's still so himself just his body is failing him. i hate it.
also meant to be out of the country visiting my grandad for his birthday but that has been canceled cause hes in the hospital. i feel really sad and guilty cause he was over here visiting for probably the last time in august and i hardly got to see him cause i was busy and didnt make enough time for him. i thought i would be seeing him now and i said to him i'll see you next month and now im just not. i know hes really lonely too and he has been for ages and i live in ignorant bliss, which isnt my fault and isnt really anyones fault but i just feel guilty and sad and i wish i couldve stayed 4 forever
ill be okay but this is so crap and i want everything to stop and leave me alone

[beignet]

actually feeling much better and more reassured. i think i have a hard time sometimes when life or decisions are not black and white as much as i think i might like them to be. i've been struggling with feeling overwhelmed financially and with the amount of responsibility i have but i think really asking myself those tough questions about my priorities has helped to reaffirm the decisions i have made. so now i'm making space to accept those decisions and how my life has and will change as a result. and i feel happier because of it. and there's also room for the beautiful truth that i can change my mind, and it'll still be okay. /pats self on the back/

now i just have to make room for not obligating myself to accomplish everything i think i should or need to for the purpose of accolades or worthiness. i'm going to continue exploring this space, and creating room for myself to change and evolve in the process.