by Valac » Tue May 29, 2018 12:44 pm
ugh sorry for double posting but I just feel like absolute garbage and just need someone to talk to as currently I feel so alone. I am dreading the day tomorrow. I just want to go to bed and never wake up. I cannot do work tomorrow but at the same time I can't take a day off, at least without being heavily scolded. I'm so tired and so done with everything. I cannot do these final two weeks. I have a horrible feeling that something terrible is going to happen if I step foot outside my house. I am so tired of always being afraid. I'm tired about how absolutely pathetic I am. I hate myself and I just can't do this anymore. I just wish I could be comfortable.
Returning player. Not sure whats going on anymore