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[the sound]

nevermind

[emball]

theres so many people
in this place i’m in that just
beg for things and receive them.
they’re spoiled and complain and
-bam- there’s the thing that
they wanted. its not very fair to
the rest of us here that are working
our way to the top instead of getting
uncalled for rewards and then immediately
complaining about the next thing
on their list. it makes me feel cheated

i apologize for being on this thread so much.

[LizzytheWolf]

I can't even describe how lonely I am.
We moved all the way across the country to help my friend's grandma and it could be perfect but my boyfriend is still on the west coast, texting me like crazy asking how things are over here.

And honestly, I'm lonelier than I ever have been. My other friend came back from a vacation in Florida and she lives about half an hour away but it's been raining and everyone is busy.

To add to my bad feelings, a trade for my dream pet just got declined with a mean message, I don't know what I did wrong.

[SolsticeTheBanana]

I am scared. I am scared of everything.
I am ready. I've always been.
What if they see?
They don't really know me.. what if they don't like me or think it's ugly. It is really ugly, but I can't just make it disappear. I wish I could.
I don't even feel comfortable around my own family anymore.
I feel so mean and super petty. I hate that I am this way.
I can't even get rid of these thoughts and feel better on vacation.
I should be happy now!
School is out, I'm free of homework..
But there is still something there.
It never leaves me. Please go away.
All of you. Please leave.

What is wrong with me?

[Valac]

My anxiety has spiked to an all time high. It's at the point where if I'm not at home I am extremely nervous. Not to mention my number of panic attacks has also spiked.
I really have no choice but to pull through these gruesome two weeks before I get a break. I'm so tired of feeling this way.

[theupsidedown]

going on with my last post and how i feel like everyone on chicken smoothie is against me, i feel like when im pming someone to work something out (this has happened many many times) i just get blocked? im never aggressive so it just confuses me. i feel like im always doing something wrong when it comes to this game and many many other things. i feel like its my time to quit. i dont know, ive been playing for years and its something ive always had fun doing, im just getting tired of people hating me so bad.

[Keir;]

you know, i really dont have the energy for this. honestly, yelling and having a huge fight seems like it would be so much easier than just calmly talking about it. because i'm really not calm at all right now, i'm shaking and breathing so hard already. i'm trying to hard not to say what i want to, because i know it would only hurt you so much more, and i dont want to do that. but im so mad at you right now, and i dont think you get just how much youve upset me. im honestly too upset to even be able to cry at this point. but no, im the one acting like im not that upset, im the one comforting you, because you ended up having a complete breakdown because you upset me when you didnt mean to. and instead of comforting me and trying to apologize and make me feel better, you just get more upset and say you dont deserve to live. im the one who should be upset here, not you. and now i feel guilty, i feel like the bad person for being upset over it. because me being upset has hurt you. despite you being the reason i got upset in the first place.

[sinensys]

why do i keep hoping for things to change or to stay.
i know it's just a temporary obsession, let me have m
y way with it. just because i'm trained from a young
age to be a mindless factory, let me express myself f
or once. we all know it won't stay, so just let me hav
e something to myself for once.

--

i'm starting to get dysphoric. it's not so much what ot
hers call me or refer to me as, it's more of me looking
in the mirror and seeing myself trapped in one body. i
see what you mean, and i wish i didn't.

[idiosyncrasy]

My mom can't take her meds without milk due to certain reasons, we don't have milk at the moment so she asked my dad to get some. He was frustrated, so he started yelling at her and insulting her... Now she's crying... I hate to say this, but why doesn't he just divorce her? He's such an ass. Just because he doesn't understand my mom's issues doesn't mean he shouldn't try to. Just because my mother has a mental illness doesn't mean she deserves to be yelled at for it. Why can't he shut the hell up and help her? He said, and I quote; " You're not my wife. You're not a mother, you're barely human. Why don't you go to an asylum? They'll take care of you there. It's obvious that you don't give a *beep* about us." I feel like I should jump off a building... Either that, or he should.

[sillies]

i'm sorry but my rudeness to you is very much justified when you were the one who teased and made fun of me before i was even rude to you. and quit trying to get me into your DnD game. you know i don't have time; honestly why am i even in the discord server you made??

and how dare you accuse me of doing nothing all day/ not being busy all day when i take one moment to reply to your damn message! You don't know what i do everyday;; firstly its memorial day; secondly, finals are this week; thirdly; i don't need your sass! thank you!