TheComfortCorner | V.10

[brundlefly]

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[GoodTimesWithScar]

At some point I'm going to have to stop doing this. I just want to love my own body, but I can't do that until I love myself. I'm in the mindset of thinking that if I do this that I'll have the body I crave and finally love myself. I just want to stop hating myself, I hate feeling like this. I just want to meet the right people who will treat me right and not leave me because of themselves. I want to be loved the way they loved me in the beginning. I just want people to stop leaving me because of their own issues, or that they just don't like me. I just want to be something for someone for once in my life. It's scary though, I hate physical touch unless if its certain people, I'm scared to trust others because of what other people have done to me in the past and even recently. I have to start thinking that maybe I'm just not cut out for love?? Maybe because of what they did, I'm too difficult to love or even create a bond with. At least I still have Accardi with me, and that art server on discord. They're cool I suppose. But I just want to love.

[WarriorcatKitty]

im being petty I KNOW i am. but this is why i can't deal with people. it's not because of what they do it's because of who i am.
i know everyone who knows me too well is going to eventually hate me. so what's even the point in getting attached? what's the point of expecting anything at all?

i don't want to be so self destructive when it comes to relationships or- really anything at all- but I AM. i don't know how to change it

[Shiny Sylveon]

My birthday is in less than an hour...my sisters are throwing a slumber party with their loud friends, the dogs are likely making a huge mess that I'll have to clean up in the morning, and I have to make a nasty strawberry cake, veggie dogs, veggie burgers, and a few sides...for them. That I'll also have to clean up while not even being able to enjoy any of the food I have to make for the party. I get to make and clean up after all of these people, and it ain't their birthday. I can't wait to wake up and have my sister and her friends and cousins call me a "big back" ALL DAY while also making a huge mess.

I normally wouldn't care since we don't normally celebrate birthdays in my house. But my sisters' friends are here so my parents are trying to show off...so this party is for them, not me. I just get to make and clean up after them. Happy birthday to me.

[♥ mizu]

terrified about the future, yada yada yada. it's keeping me up. im terrified. im sooo scared. it's such a big step and i don't understand how to get there or do it. once i get into it i think ill be ok but the big world is so.. big. i don't understand anything and i'm sooo freaking scared. also i can feel myself getting weaker every day and i feel so dizzy and even walking feels. off. i can't concentrate on things. it's not even a health issue it's lack of food

[DuckquackQUACK]

Ok people keep telling me to "get more social" and "go see other people" do you know why i am antisocial and ignoring everyone? Because i am ignored when i want to talk. That is why i am antisocial i hate people!!!! Edit: literally nobody cares ok

[♥ mizu]

why does every bad decision my parents make come to bite me in the behind. why is it that i'm sobbing right now and all he can do is threaten more bad things. these issues are directly affecting ME. i was trying to feel better but NO i CAN'T i'm sobbing so hard i don't want to give details but this changes my life for so much worse i feel disgusting i want to run away sometimes i cannot deal with this.

[dakotapaws]

im so tired of this stupid disease. im so exhausted and can barely eat even though im hungry. havent been able to stay out of bed for more than an hour today and its my birthday. i want to cry. ill at least hopefully be able to restart my medication tomorrow, but what if i fail this one too?

[♥ mizu]

im bawling this might be the worst summer everi cant do thisi hate my life she ruined everything

[DuckquackQUACK]

im bawling this might be the worst summer everi cant do thisi hate my life she ruined everything

I am sorry, but what happened? WHho is doing ehat to you? Are you okay?!