TheComfortCorner | V.10

[RaeOfHope<3]

I got out of bed and showered today.. that’s it.. nothing else.. 😔 depression sucks.

[Maple03]

I got out of bed and showered today.. that’s it.. nothing else.. 😔 depression sucks.

I’m so sorry. I know depression stinks. I have anxiety myself with a bit of depression.

[demodog]

sick of being stupid like
im just hard to talk to because i lack social awareness and i dont know what to say and what not to say
sigh. that and i just hate being alone for too long, after awhile of being alone it finally clicks that my lack of friends or anyone at all in general is concerning.

[♥ mizu]

dude why am i crying i can't stop thinking about how my parents are going to die sooner than they should oh my god

[mitski]

it's been very hard to keep my mind from wandering lately. it feels like i have to constantly keep myself occupied.
it's a feeling i can't quite pin. ugh

[Maple03]

dude why am i crying i can't stop thinking about how my parents are going to die sooner than they should oh my god

I am so sorry. I could not imagine losing my parents. I am here if you want to talk.

[SwirlyStarz]

I’m so tired and miserable…I live in a group home, and I’ve been dealing with bed bugs for about 3 months now. Have been telling staff the whole time, and they’ve refused to look into it, but it’s gotten so bad that I’m constantly incredibly itchy, plus I’m suspecting I’m allergic as I’m having hives and a runny nose as well. They said they’d send an exterminator about a week ago when I finally caught one of them, but it’s been a week, and I have nowhere to sleep except the downstairs couch because the bed is so badly infested, and I’m just tired and miserable and want to be taken seriously tbh. I’m also just. Incredibly paranoid now because of them, every single itch I worry it’s one of the darn bugs crawling on me and yeah.
Sorry for the ramble, just needed to vent about this 😭

[Maple03]

I’m so tired and miserable…I live in a group home, and I’ve been dealing with bed bugs for about 3 months now. Have been telling staff the whole time, and they’ve refused to look into it, but it’s gotten so bad that I’m constantly incredibly itchy, plus I’m suspecting I’m allergic as I’m having hives and a runny nose as well. They said they’d send an exterminator about a week ago when I finally caught one of them, but it’s been a week, and I have nowhere to sleep except the downstairs couch because the bed is so badly infested, and I’m just tired and miserable and want to be taken seriously tbh. I’m also just. Incredibly paranoid now because of them, every single itch I worry it’s one of the darn bugs crawling on me and yeah.
Sorry for the ramble, just needed to vent about this 😭

I have a disability too. Thankfully I don't need or want to live in a group home. Group homes have a really bad reputation and the staff are so patronizing. I empathize with you

[SwirlyStarz]

I’m so tired and miserable…I live in a group home, and I’ve been dealing with bed bugs for about 3 months now. Have been telling staff the whole time, and they’ve refused to look into it, but it’s gotten so bad that I’m constantly incredibly itchy, plus I’m suspecting I’m allergic as I’m having hives and a runny nose as well. They said they’d send an exterminator about a week ago when I finally caught one of them, but it’s been a week, and I have nowhere to sleep except the downstairs couch because the bed is so badly infested, and I’m just tired and miserable and want to be taken seriously tbh. I’m also just. Incredibly paranoid now because of them, every single itch I worry it’s one of the darn bugs crawling on me and yeah.
Sorry for the ramble, just needed to vent about this 😭

I have a disability too. Thankfully I don't need or want to live in a group home. Group homes have a really bad reputation and the staff are so patronizing. I empathize with you

It’s been nothing but condescension since I moved into one honestly… None of the staff will take me seriously, and treat me like a child instead. I sadly didn’t want to move into one, especially since I feel I’m able to still take care of myself + maintain a regular life despite my disability, but family pushed me and i’m regretting it majorly

[♥ mizu]

im sorry to post twice on the same page but god i'm really not feeling great. it's irrelevant to earlier. i just feel so miserable. i don't know what i'm going to do in life. i want to succeed and head a company and do corporate stuff because i think i would enjoy it, genuinely. but i feel like a failure right now. i've gotten excellent grades but i feel so disappointed in myself because i've never had a job. i don't even have my license. most of my peers haven't either but they're from other countries and that's the norm there.

god and not to mention my parents i just cannot handle it. i have little to no parental guidance at this point. they're pretty much just people i live with and argue with. i was trying to clean the house but it turns out dad gets annoyed by that too because he says the jobs i'm doing are too small to make a difference and seeing them just looks pathetic. i feel so freaking sad i'm crying i hate my life. i just want to be normal. like i can handle problems, i CAN. but this is so much. it feels like my chest is bursting right now i hate it i feel so dramatic i just cannot take this. i dont want to grow up to be a loser. i dont want to grow up and contribute nothing to society but i cannot handle all of this right now. i just want to do well but i am struggling so bad. also i think my mouse just broke and i was trying to do artfight this year but looks like that will be pushed back a bit. i hate my life i hate everything i just want to be content is that too much to ask for. i'm losing weight like crazy and i feel shaky and tired every day. even my friend noticed how i was shaking just standing with her. i want my life to go somewhere but it feels like it won't and it makes me even more disheartened and it's a neverending cycle. i don't want to go to sleep forever i just want to be content but i think sleeping is the only safe thing that will bring me comfort right now


edit im now trying to double post im wrtiign ths with my eyes with tears sorry for the mistakes i hate my life dad called me stupid i want to die i hate my everything im so stupid i want to leave