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Okay, these are all normal things, I get panic attacks for similar and different reasons and I know how much the suck, but the best way to work through them in your case is to talk to her. You can do it, you will get nervous and the process will suck but once you do you will feel a weight lifted from your chest. The main thing is to not regret what you say, but you're more likely to regret not saying anything because you'll never know what they would have said in return. It may be hard but it's a big step I know you can take, you got this.
I've have hit spells where I feel sad and unmotivated as well, my mom mistook it as me being a lazy b**** ( which she called me) but you can work through it. I don't know what causes mine, because sometimes you just don't know, but the same can go for happiness as well. But don't worry, it's okay, it's okay to be sad, just ride it out and soon enough you'll be smiling again. Sadness is just another human emotion that can take us by surprise, but try not to feed into it, work yourself out of if by doing something you love, or even just listening to your favorite music can help.
I'm not sure what to do about your ear ache but based on how it " came back" may mean that you might be getting sick, just be careful and you'll be fine. Ear aches can come and go with allergies or if your stuffy. but if it gets worse ask an adult or doctor about it.
hope all this helps, you'll get through this
Desmond Miles wrote:
Yeah but the things I do involve some sort of things that remind me of Tadashi or smth
;--;
Just because it remind you of him, doesn't mean that you can't get over him. My ex is a snowboarder and so am I, it reminds me of him but it doesn't bring up old feelings, I still love snowboarding. And my most recent ex (I found out he cheated on me yesterday) plays the video game Destiny, but I still do as well. I just focus on how that task or hobby makes
me happy and not the fact that my ex's do the same. So just focus on
you and what makes
you happy.
