Honestly all I want to do anymore is sleep.
But I really hate this house so I never sleep when I'm upstairs.
I just want us to get out of this house and go back to the city.
I just want to go home.
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Ugh. Lioden is the most irritating thing because I still don't understand a lot of it still. I don't send trades without making sure that they're fair, and I always try to absorb what I can, but it's been hard. Not really learning the game, so much as dealing with some of the players. I don't know if it's because they've been playing longer than me, but they're kind of snobbish with me. I don't know, it's probably all in my head. I haven't found my niche over there yet, so that might be it. But I have maybe one friend on CS and I've always felt welcome here. |: Maybe I'm just trying too hard with them?
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I had the worst night of my life the other night. My cat got out and was gone for almost three hours. We searched the neighborhood and we couldn't find her anywhere. My mom took the truck and I searched the house again. My mom pulls into the driveway just as I finish with the house and I'm getting ready to leave again when my mom calls me from the driveway because my cat was on the porch. I went out and she darted under the house. I had to use an old gutter to drive her out, all the while getting bit by every bug ever (I was on the ground so I could see her under the house) but instead of running the way I wanted to (towards my mom), she came towards me and I was able to jump on her and grab her scruff before she got away.
That being said, I'm on serious high alert with my animals to make sure no one gets out. Tonight my mom and I were walking the dogs and I get my Shepherd to go and I take her in and I look out the kitchen window and my mom's standing out there waving around like a lunatic, so I instantly think that our Terrier (she's a runner and will take off at any chance she gets) got away so I go running out and here all she wanted was for me to take our Poodle in, even though if you tell him to wait he can be left on the porch (half the time I take him without a leash, since he listens to me the best). Needless to say I was freaked out and after I got my dog in I felt like jello I was so upset. >.<
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Woo, sorry for the huge rant. I've been bottling for awhile.