TheComfortCorner | V.10

[♥ mizu]

i'm SO mad the bathing suit i bought was sooo cute and white and pretty n i just tested it in the shower and LO AND BEHOLD IT'S ALMOST FULLY TRANSPARENT. i need a new bathing suit for FRIDAY and i don't want to flash the entire school!!!!!!!!!!! why do bathing suits never fit right!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! istg going swimming is always a whole chore. i want to shave, get my skin looking right, do my hair, sunblock, etc. make sure i have sandals, a towel, AND figure out my bathing suit situation?! are you kidding me?!!?!? this bathing suit shows almost EVERYTHING it's supposed to cover!!!! what a waste of money ugh

[WarriorcatKitty]

i dont know where my life is gonna go tbh im scared

my mom is very homophobic and im hoping I can move away soon, but i'm also terrified that i'm gonna suck at living on my own

edit: i feel like im about to have a panic attack qwq

[NiightCult]

this is such a petty complaint but a package of stuff ive been really excited for was delivered somewhere else and stolen. why arent people nice anymore. where did morality go. why would you keep that stuff when it wasnt yours. my name and info is on it, it was delivered up the street and they wont give it back. everyone is being useless. i used saved up money for it and no one wants to help me. on top of everything else im dealing with, why did this have to happen too. i cant even afford to replace my phone thats been shattered to the point i cant run my finger across it without cutting myself. i cant afford to replace those items. im so upset. i dont wanna do this anymore

[ToxicDark2173]

I'm so tired and worn out by getting hurt over and over by the person I love. He just can't accept the fact that I actually love him. He has been hurt so many times in his other relationships. And he overthinks everything. I also do to but not like him.

I feel so happy and so safe when I'm with him. He dosnt have much. And I don't care. I want him for him not for what he has and dosnt have. But he accuses me, or is always thinking I'm cheating and only want one thing. I have tried so hard to show him that I'm not like the others. I don't wanna give up on him. He actually blocked me but he always comes back. He only does this when intoxicated.

But I also gotten hurt in the past. I don't know what to do. I'm lost. I'm hurt.

[demodog]

i feel like im from outer space honestly. i hardly understand my own emotions at this point, i just get so anxiety induced it makes me feel like a crazy person. I'll just be chilling, doing perfectly fine and BAM!! i'll just start having a panic attack. I dont like it at all, its very discomforting and agitating but im sure that much is clear to literally anybody ._. i just wish i wouldnt have these random fits or that i'd be less worried about everyone around me. thats another thing too, i think i'd describe it both as paranoia and anxiety
''oh gosh they've been so quiet!! im so worried about them i hope their okay!'' i just over think things far to often, i'd literally do just about anything to just be able to..live peacefully?
buuuuttt... at the same point sometimes this anxiety isnt wrong, these feelings are correct (but this sometimes thing is stretching it , it isnt often) so maybe just better safe than sorry ?? i dont know if this makes any sense. im dreading a presentation essay at the moment so !! yap yap..
have a good day everyone and remember you are loved <3

[Discontinued]

God, I feel crazy sometimes.

My anxiety is so bad so much of the time, I swear it ruins everything for me at some point.
Enjoyment, fun, friends, family, my future; they all get affected by my thought process.
Like, I never feel good enough. I'm chronically ill so I'm barely around, I'm shy so I don't talk or post much, and when I do I backtrack half of what I want to say or do. I have zero confidence in myself, so half of the time I hate what I said, created, or thought up.
Sometimes I wonder if I'm cut out for my future goals, because man have I been feeling like I'm just a fraud and simply wasting my time.

I just wish I could believe I'm good enough and that people really do like me, but I'm worried I won't be able to at this rate.

[beignet]

im so tired of feeling so anxious, constantly worried and in fear.
i have no reason to be afraid yet i am. ill always be afraid.

i relate to this. i went through a period in my life where i tried one new thing a day
for several years and it gave me a lot of confidence but then i made HUGE life changes and all of
a sudden i was doing ALL new things. it's hard to not feel like you're failing all the time when learning.

i hope you can be gentle with yourself and find ways to reduce your anxiety. personally i've been
trying to spend more time outdoors, with my animals and using mantras to remind myself what
the truth is, not letting my anxiety or fear tell me things that aren't true.

sometimes your fear has good reason behind it and is valid and other times it's lying. it's ok
to be afraid sometimes.

[size]My anxiety is so bad so much of the time, I swear it ruins everything for me at some point.
Enjoyment, fun, friends, family, my future; they all get affected by my thought process.
Like, I never feel good enough. I'm chronically ill so I'm barely around, I'm shy so I don't talk or post much, and when I do I backtrack half of what I want to say or do. I have zero confidence in myself, so half of the time I hate what I said, created, or thought up.
Sometimes I wonder if I'm cut out for my future goals, because man have I been feeling like I'm just a fraud and simply wasting my time.

I just wish I could believe I'm good enough and that people really do like me, but I'm worried I won't be able to at this rate.[/size]

i hope you know that there is people out there, like me, that relate to how you feel.
i have been recently diagnosed with an autoimmune disease that they're still attempting to fully diagnose at this point
and i feel even more alienated from friends, family and goals then i ever have before and i think a lot of it
has to do with how much my identity has been wrapped up in how "productive" and "functional" i am as a human being.

my anxiety has never been this bad in my life either. just know that you can take *as long as you need* to achieve your
goals. don't measure or compare yourself to anyone else because they're not you and they don't have your specific set
of skills or obstacles to overcome. if you ever need someone to chat with too, im just a pm away<3 im shy too but i
find it's a lot easier to start a conversation with someone who understands where you're coming from.

[FNAF]

having a best friend who genuinely cares about me is making me realize how little you ever did. i constantly think about every little bad instance ive had with you - big and small. they might have mean nothing to you but you've affected me in more ways than you could ever realize. our friendship has always been SO one-sided yet you're so ignorant. you've always made it obvious how little you care, no matter if you've realized it or not.

[♥ mizu]

i dont wish for a different mother i just wish for a better mother, though sometimes i wish i woke up in a new body. everyday my mother fights with the people around her. her cognitive challenges have made her personality both easier and harder to bear at the same time. she's unbelievably needy and spiteful, but she relies entirely on other people. she needs to go to a retirement home. dad and i cannot comfortably look after her and live a good life. we were so much happier without her. she's such an idiot and is so freaking mean and damages my things. and she doesn't pay me back and she's rude and cruel and slaps me and abuses dad and i verbally. i want her gone. i want her out of this house and into another. she was a mean person before her stroke, too, and at least now she's less so. but she's needier and i hate that. she put dad and i in such bad positions. she tries to control everything i do. under her rule, i wouldn't be able to walk anywhere alone, cross the street alone, wear 2 piece swimwear, go to amusement park rides, or talk to my online friends. thank god for dad. he's full of anger and hatred and bigotry, but not towards me and i am grateful for him. i love my sister too but she doesn't live with us and sometimes i wish she did. she would raise the roof on my mother istg.

[littleredstrings]

I've been in a bad place for a long time, but, at its peek, my partner and I broke up, just before pride month (we were a t4t queerplatonic couple, so we would've been celebrating). We loved each other but our relationship was very toxic and I was being neglected constantly. They were the first person I ever really felt some kind of romantic feelings towards (as someone who is aroace) so this break up feels worse than the other two. I can't stop thinking about it. We were together for three years and had matching profile pictures for two of those years. I just changed mine and something about that hurt so bad. I still have gifts I have to send them and vice versa. Our anniversary was on my brother's birthday, something we'd all joke about, and I don't know what I'll feel like when it rolls around again.

They're in a discord server with my brother and I, and I don't know if I want them in there anymore. We're still friends, but seeing them in there makes me not want to be right now and I'm not really sure how everyone else in the group feels about it (though I know their reputation is a bit damaged based on their neglect of me and one of their former friends).