TheComfortCorner | V.10

[builderman]

why am i like this? why can't i just be better.

[builderman]

i messed up, and nnow hhe hattes mme. i hhate myysellf

[GalaxiesAway]

My mom passed away earlier this afternoon. Now I’m sitting on the couch cuddled up under a blanket with my little dog watching a marathon of The Librarians in an attempt to not think. I’m signing off after I post this and I don’t know when I’ll be active again. I just need time.

[♥ mizu]

we were taking photos for photography class and i aimed my phone at the bright exit sign and i think i might've damaged the lens sensors... :( now when i aim it in the bright light of like a lamp/ceiling light i get these weird vertical lines that move horizontally too. i'm so freaking sad, genuinely. i feel so incredibly guilty because i just got this phone. i want to take it to the phone guy to see what he can do but how do i tell my dad this? the day was extremely cloudy so i couldn't tell if it's going to affect my photos with normal sunny lighting. but regardless i don't want this on my phone camera. i feel SO bad. i feel soooooooooo bad. i've not felt this bad in a long time. i feel so stupid and awful and terrible. google and my teacher both tell me that an led light couldn't damage it but in my heart i think it is. i didn't even focus it for too long. it was genuinely just a few seconds. i've aimed this thing at the sun before but this is what does it? i'm going to cry. i was so happy and proud of my phone. i might still have the warranty on the thing too. i think im going to go tell my dad now. but i still feel so guilty. he needs to know though. i'll tell you guys how it goes. :( i have such a deep, heavy feeling in my chest. but i NEED to tell dad, that's all that will help me. im not in a good place right now and it's not good for me to feel like this for a prolonged period lest my bad habits come back. i was feeling so much better and now this.

update i went to try and talk to him and he's still on the phone with his friend and got kind of mad at me for interrupting but he doesnt want to talk rn. i would call my sister for her advice but she sleeps at 10 and it's 10:31 i feel so freaking guilty oh my god im going to cry

update: dad had no idea what i was talking about and just got confused frustrated and angry then told me to shut up lol it got very heated and i feel even worse but im praying so hard the lens is ok cause it's not doing it in every light

[gamer]

This isn't normal.

[crashedOut]

everyone abandoned me and accused me of fishing for attention because of stuff i cant say here. im so alone. everyone hates me because i struggle with mental health. i ruined everything

[kotak]

birthdays are complicated and I’m struggling to keep my composure. I don’t want today to be gloomy but it’s like it’s coded into me

edit: haha it pretty much only got worse i feel so unimportant and miserable i know i have no reason to but i’m actually suffering
technically everything worked out
but i feel so empty
looking forward to something and then having it go this way and then having to return to my normal scheduled programming with no solace in sight tomorrow is actually killing me rn

[☣Uzi Doorman!☣]

I just had to quit Ovipets because the staff and Members (Won't list specific staff or members here) were being incredibly bigoted and homophobic towards me. I'm literally so upset rn

[Moiraine]

My mom passed away earlier this afternoon. Now I’m sitting on the couch cuddled up under a blanket with my little dog watching a marathon of The Librarians in an attempt to not think. I’m signing off after I post this and I don’t know when I’ll be active again. I just need time.

Sending you so many hugs and good wishes. Take all the time you need and look after yourself. You are loved ❤️

[demodog]

im so tired of feeling so anxious, constantly worried and in fear.
i have no reason to be afraid yet i am. ill always be afraid.