TheComfortCorner | V.10

[flooxii]

my toxic friend finally confessed.
she does in fact hate me
haha

[Serious.]

[Just chattering for a bit, no responses please <3]

[also TW: cancer, family death]

mutual: ughhh idc about this ship, i hate seeing on my feed! get it away from me!!

me: *just posted about how meaningful this ship has been to me because it's the only thing making me happy while my father is suffering with cancer that will likely take his life away in the next few months* ok

Granted I don't think they saw me post that update since it was on a different platform that they're not super active on. But like...bro, I'm sorry you don't vibe with this ship, but sometimes ships and characters have personal meanings to people. Please mute me if you don't like what I post, I promise it's okay to do so. But I'm not going to stop posting about it just because you don't like it.

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Wanna be yours.

[flooxii]

I'll forever live with the guilt of not answering your question.
and in the last day I'll see you for years.

[Cheebsurger]

life has always been unfair and unkind to me, everyday I struggle to get out of bed. I'm excited to go back to college to get away from all the issues I have to deal with at home. I know I'm young enough to be of help with everything but why does that mean I have to be the adult. I just want to enjoy my youth in my reckless fun way but everything I want to do has to be a secret. I have to do it behind their backs. One day I want to be truly independent and not pay all the bills for my parent. I want to be taken care of, I want to be treated as if people need me but don't expect me to be bled dry for you. I wanna write poetry, and sing, and scream at the edge of a building. I want to be loved whole and I want to give love. I want to have friends and laugh, go to parties and get my degree without being homeless again and again. I want a car so I can have the freedom I've wanted since I was a little girl. I want to see beauty and learn and grow. I want to be happy. I want to be myself without judgement. I want too many things all at once. I want a better job or my dream job. I just want things to go right for me. I believe that things are fate but how can fate be so cruel to me when all I do is try to make everyone happy. I've been diagnosed with mental illness in the past and probably need to get treatment for it again but I'm too busy working. I have hope things will get better. I truly hope I can have a story like in the movies. I will work towards that forever. Forever for all of us <3

Edit; lol life got worse, shocker. paid &2100 for a car that died as we left. all the money I have saved for college this year gone. Homeless, car-less, and now broke again. I want karma to be cruel with them. I begged him to take it back with tears in my eyes. They left. Why does it always just get worse.

[vist]

.. i wanna tear myself away from everyone ..

[arcadia.]

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all i want to do

[♥ mizu]

i feel really violated. idk i think it triggered some stuff that has happened to me and my mother keeps blaming it on me. she yelled at me. i just feel so uncomfortable. i want her out of my dad an i's house. i want her out of my life. i'm sick of her. she's not in her right mind. i am so uncomfortable. i want her out. i just want her gone. i don't want to see her anymore. i love her but i can't be happy around her. i want her gone.

[flooxii]

sorry I didn't answer your questions.

[felo]

I'm not proud but I guess I kinda just did some light trolling? I don't consider this interaction to be actually *mean* on my part, I just like, expressed a somewhat negative opinion, they commented, and I engaged them and dragged it out a bit when I didn't need to. I mean, we've all been there. we're online. we want attention. we do a little trolling. but uh. I don't want to be an *upsetting* person even if I am not mean. truly I think my op was fine. it's a thing I can say. they didn't need to be as upset as they were. so again, not feeling like a meanie, but the back and forth....I feel bad about that. it's trivial, like this means nothing to either of us, we blocked and moved on, but I guess I just know that I wanted negative attention and I went for it and that just doesn't make me a pleasant person like I'd like to be. hm :/