I'm Sorry. . .

[Nimble Awesomeness]

I'm sorry I don't remember.
I'm sorry this is my first essay.
I'm sorry I thought I paid attention, I guess I didn't.
I'm sorry, so effin sorry that I even have to write this essay.
I'm sorry that my tummy hurts </3
I'm sorry you won't shut your music off. Really now.

[gam]

I'm sorry for pushing you away. I'm sorry I cant tell you why. I'm sorry you'll never understand...
I'm sorry my mind works differently than yours. I'm sorry for making mistakes. I'm sorry for isolating myself...
I'm sorry I'm not perfect. I'm sorry I make you mad. I'm sorry I can't tell you how I feel...
I'm sorry I'm not good enough. I'm sorry for not being pretty enough. I'm sorry you'll never notice me...
I'm sorry for doing what I do. I'm sorry for thinking how I think. I'm sorry for being me....

[rabbithaver]

I'm sorry for pushing you away. I'm sorry I cant tell you why. I'm sorry you'll never understand...
I'm sorry my mind works differently than yours. I'm sorry for making mistakes. I'm sorry for isolating myself...
I'm sorry I'm not perfect. I'm sorry I make you mad. I'm sorry I can't tell you how I feel...
I'm sorry I'm not good enough. I'm sorry for not being pretty enough. I'm sorry you'll never notice me...
I'm sorry for doing what I do. I'm sorry for thinking how I think. I'm sorry for being me....

*hug* this. this so much. this and...

I'm sorry I'm so afraid of being judged I can't go to anyone for help...

[moomoomilk]

A "Sister" *Ahem*,

I'm sorry there is a "Read this person's posts" button.
I'm sorry we can't talk face to face, and we have to do it here.
I'm sorry I just told strangers that somehow are posts are connected...But I don't care.
I'm sorry I posted it in the first place.
Because I just made you so confused T.T

I'm sorry if you misunderstood me... And I'm even more sorry...If I have misconstrued this even more... >.> I am not Bi <.< How awkward that was for me to "say"...I guess I'm as confused as you? O>O
I think of you as a sister and no more, one to share secrets with and to rant about the awful life of a teen.
Family indeed, and that is all ^^ The type of love I have for my brother, with a lot less hitting and yelling...
But it is true love...you can't tell but i'm blushing...I'm so embarrassed... sisterly love..not romant--... X.X URG I feel so awkward typing this...FORGET IT....

Sitting in my freezing room a few things occurred to me:

I know we didn't intent to, but we both know the truth...
We weren't suppose to see...
We weren't suppose to read the "secrets" we held for each other on this site...yet we looked...even though we knew it would hurt...

Why do we do such things to each other?
Is it simply because we care to much? At least I think thats what it is...Hate in turn for love? Written statements that make sure we aren't angry at each other? The self-want to read what the other is hiding?...Reassurance that we aren't growing apart...

The real reason I didn't want you to read was this...
The fright I hold inside of losing you is inside me...Every day... Never again do I want it to happen, once is already so frighting and painful ...I don't want to lose another friend to jealousy, lies, and hate...A healthy friendship we have indeed >.<... Its.......so close indeed..... =/ I never want to give up on a person again... I never want to say I don't care about a person again... That is my weakness, the idea of losing someone I care about...and i'm sorry, but your the one I'm the most worried about losing, because you understand me and trust me.

I'm soooo sorry:
I'm sorry there is so much you don't know about me.
I'm sorry that I told you my deepest fear...
I'm sorry that I can see threw your lies.
I'm sorry that you can see threw mine.
I'm sorry that you think you aren't "good enough", when really your the closest thing to friendship I have.
I don't trust anyone with my secrets right now...but you...its so cheesy but true...
I'm sorry I've been so emo, and have been cussing so much more.

I'm sorry that I have been "Ignoring" you, its the fear I build inside.
I'm sorry that you "hurt" my feelings, and i'm equally sorry I hurt yours.
But lets be honest we were just confused...
I'm sorry if you think i'm angry, when really I'm just as embarrassed as you are.
I'm sorry I build a wall between us...I tend to do that to the last person I want to lose.
I'm really sorry if I made our already awkward moment worse my ignoring you these last few days maybe even weeks...


And lastly--- UGG THAT DAY MAKES SO MUCH MORE SENSE NOW! I GUESS I DID COME OFF AS-- -head desk- STUPID STUPID STUPID!!!

[The Mad Girl]

I'm sorry 'cause you can't really love, I'm sorry because I wanted more from you, I'm sorry that you seem to not understand me, I'm sorry about who I am, but you are the one who made me be who I am today, I'm sorry for all the insignificance, I'm sorry, I can't be perfect and I'll never be, I'm sorry, I'm not like the children of your friends, I'm sorry for all the discussions, everyday, I'm sorry, I can't reach the perfection, I'm sorry for being the ugliest person you known, I'm sorry, I gave all I have, I'm sorry for every bad day, I'm sorry I let this reach a point we can't escape.


I'm sorry that I still love you, I'm sorry, I wish I could see you again, I'm sorry because I never told you how much you were special for me and now, you are dead, I'm sorry for not being there when you were dying, I'm sorry for the imperfect girlfriend I was, I'm sorry, I can't get over it as you would like and I'm sorry I can't love any other one after you, I'm sorry for all the promises I broke, I'm sorry to say and affirm that I'm falling apart, I'm sorry, but I can't cry, I'm sorry, I don't want you to feel bad, but you stole my heart with you death.

[rheia]

I'm sorry I'm still alive. It's clear you want me gone.
I'm sorry for being too weak.
-Lee-

[Little Miss Daly]

I'm sorry I blame you sometimes, I do the same things and I don't even think that I've done wrong but I always notice your mishaps which I get annoyed at and fly off the handle, sometimes I get so frustrated and I take it out on you, but I'm honestly sorry.

[skyl_er]

I'm sorry for yelling at you
I'm sorry for having such a low self esteem
I'm sorry for hating myself
I'm sorry for loving you ever since I first saw you
I'm sorry for believing in love at first sight
I'm sorry for being quiet in class
I'm sorry for not being perfect
I'm sorry for being myself

I'm sorry for hurting myself and others.
I'm so sorry Rhia, that I can't be there.

I'm sorry I've dissapointed you.

[rheia]

I'm sorry for making you feel bad,.
I'm sorry for not being there.
I'm sorry I have these thoughts.

[mindless.]

(To a guy)
Sorry we had an odd past.
Sorry you won't forget.
Sorry I liked you.
Sorry I ever did.

(To a "Friend")
Sorry I'm being "mean"
Sorry you don;t understand why
Sorry you don't realize you stole my guy friend, making him hate me.
Sorry you were jealous.
Sorry I was his friend first.
Sorry you never apologized.
Sorry I'm going away from you.