by Baagishii » Mon Jul 17, 2017 9:07 pm
dear g.
i wish you didn't go across the world,
i wish you stayed here with me enjoying our lives even if you didn't feel that it was right,
i wish you could understand that i sometimes didn't realize what you meant.
i couldn't understand how your family felt,
i couldn't understand how you felt,
i couldn't understand how i felt.
i wonder what it would be like to go hide in the forest where i live,
i wonder what it would be like to make a tent and spend a day together,
i wonder what it would be like to finally meet you again after a year.
i wish,
i couldn't,
i wonder.
the tears are overflowing past everything, hiding behind smiles. no-one here knows how you're doing and we're all scared for you, i just wish you could come home soon and not choose to stay there. i realize i'm not the best girlfriend you're able to have, but i just want you to know i'll still love you. i still think about you every day, and i hope we can get through this year and come back together with so many stories to tell each other.
327 days to go, you midget.
-DDD