In memory of Cole (? - Aug 3rd, 2022)

[Satanikku]

im sorry i jsut kind of keep using this thread to vent but. im still struggling so much, i accidentally rung the bell on his collar today and whirled around to see where he was and. it broke my heart realizing all over again that he would never be there again. i can't get the image of him at the vet out of my head.

i do really appreciate all the support so so much but even now it's just so overwhelming, everything is overwhelming. just now as i thought i was fine with it all at least somewhat it just. struck me so much again, and every little task seems so much. i'm sorry

[Satanikku]

adding another message because i still want people to see him. i think i'm running out of pictures of him. i'll never delete the ones i have

[MIDIraptor]

maybe you could make a photo album of him at some point?

[Satanikku]

Hello everyone, if anyone is still looking at this thread.

It's been a month and a bit since the one year anniversary of Cole's death. I saw a shirt with a cat that looked like him on it and remembered this thread and all the beautiful support I received from CS users in response. People sent me gifts of cats that looked just like him. The generosity still touches my heart.

To anyone who replied, sent me anything, even just kept me and Cole in their thoughts--thank you.