I would like to dedicate this candle to three of my pets: Heather (cat), February 28, 2010; Draco (cat), March 1, 2010; and Brownie (guinea pig), mid-February 2010. It's a freak coincidence they all died in so short a length of time; after four years, it's not so hard to think about anymore, but those few weeks were really hard for me and my family.
We adopted Heather and her sister Jasmine (still with us) around 1996-1997. They were both one-year-old female tabbies, very similar in appearance. Being quite young, myself, at the time, I grew up alongside them and was closest to Heather. She could almost always be found near me, and whenever I was upset, she would come and cuddle with me. I remember one time when she got stuck in a tree by our house. She was too high for us to reach, and my parents had been trying to coax her down for several minutes with no luck. Then I came outside and called up to her. After a few seconds, she suddenly eased herself off the branch and jumped/fell into my arms.
When Heather got older, we discovered she had a hyperthyroid condition, and the vet told us she wouldn't live much longer. It was a huge shock, and for another few years, Heather held on. She never appeared to be suffering, though, but eventually she died one night at the age of fourteen. I was alone in the house when it happened, my mother and brother having left to run some errands. At first, I didn't think it was anything too bad, but Heather got weaker and weaker until finally she stopped moving and died in my arms. We buried her the next day.
Draco was a black male cat, about two years old and very sweet. We had owned him for only a few months before he died suddenly, immediately after we finished burying Heather. To this day, we have no idea what happened; my mother came inside the house and found him lying in the hallway. Our best guess is something like a heart attack or stroke, but whatever it was, he was definitely dead. I sat beside him and cried for over an hour. While we had had at least some time to prepare for Heather's death, Draco's was completely unexpected and heartbreaking. It took two days before we were able to bury him next to Heather.
Brownie was a, surprise, brown guinea pig who, we think, died from old age because we had him for about four or five years. Unfortunately, I don't think I have a picture of him. I bought him with my own money and we had a lot of fun playing together over the years. I would make a maze for him out of cereal boxes and encourage him to walk though it with a carrot. One day, about a week before Heather's death, my mother found discovered Brownie dead in his cage. He wasn't in any kind of strange position; if you didn't look closely, it just looked like he was asleep, which I'm glad of. I believe it means he slipped away peacefully, without any pain.
As you can probably guess, the house seemed extremely empty and sad with only Jasmine left, and she has always been a friendly but independent, do-her-own-thing kind of cat. So, a couple months later when we were able to think about it, we adopted the two cats we still have today: Cole and Luna. Both were black cats, Cole about five and Luna almost one at the time. In 2011, we adopted two black and blond guinea pigs named Liberty and Justice (originally Washington and Franklin--they were two out of a litter of four males born on the Fourth of July that year. My mother's friend adopted the other two.) Finally, last year we adopted a two-year-old pit bull named Libby, and she's been the perfect addition to our family this past year.
Of course, we could never forget Heather, Draco, or Brownie, but I think, if they could, they would like us moving forward with our lives instead wallowing in grief forever. Rest in peace, my friends.

