Not entirely sure what happened here. XD
I have seen a lot of things in my life – lives if you think that way. I don’t remember much of before, I didn’t think much then. I just remember standing tall and proud in the forest, looking over the small animals that made me their home.
And I remember the shame I felt when I was cut down. The horror I felt as my beautiful branches struck the ground and the birds flew away from me in fear.
I suppose I don’t remember much because the great tree I used to be is more than I am now. Because I was cut to pieces, formed into single planks. I remember the first thing I felt – truly. I hadn’t ever really felt anything before that, but when I emerged a plank, I felt so alive. So much more awake than I did as a tree.
I waited for a long time before I came to where I am now, a single, insignificant plank in a fence. And yet it is home. I can watch the forest beyond me, small animals darting through it, people walking their dogs, children laughing. I can watch the small yard behind me, people coming and going, children growing into adults.
There is always something to watch.
Recently, it’s been the cat. I know, it’s strange, but in all the years I’ve been a plank in a fence here, I’ve never seen a cat. My neighbourhood is predominantly dog. And trust me, dogs are annoying. The amount of dogs that have walked passed me and – oh, never mind. You get the idea.
This cat, however intrigues me. It’s grey, mottled like the sunlight through the trees – I think I heard someone call it a tabby. And it’s so small.
The children are so careful with it, chasing it, playing with it, waving balls and string for it to chase.
But, as all things do – I’ve seen it happen so often – it grows up. Soon it doesn’t want to play with the children, it sleeps in the sun. It’s a lot less interesting now.
Then one day it leaps on top of me.
This may not seem a big thing to you, but I haven’t been touched deliberately for a long time – unless you count the dogs, or a few bugs chasing up and down me.
But this, this is different. I can feel the soft paws on my rough wood, its tail lashing back and forth. It seems agitated, I wish I could talk to it.
“They left. Left me. Left. Why? I didn’t leave them. I wanted to, few times. But they left me. Left. Left me. Do they not love me? Left. How do I eat?”
I can understand cat – it’s not so different to squirrel. And I spent a lot of my life as a tree listening to squirrels chase each other up and down me. I picked up the language.
It was then I notice something I hadn’t before – I haven’t been looking into the yard much lately, the outside world is so much more exciting. The house was empty.
I feel a brief moment of sadness but it passes quickly. I’ve seen so many families pass through that house. The cat however, doesn’t share my feelings.
“Can’t hunt. Can’t sleep. Can’t look after myself.” The cat digs its claws into my wood – it is shaking.
I wish I could help it, but I don’t know what to do. I can’t speak to it – I’m a piece of wood! What am I supposed to do?
Then I realize I can do something. I can speak to my brothers around me. They were cut from the same tree – we can pass a message down the line of the fence. Maybe somewhere there’s someone or something that can help this poor cat.
So, I reach out and make contact with the plank beside me. It seems surprised to feel me, but it acknowledges me.
“I have not spoken to a brother for many years,” it says.
“No. But I need your help. This poor creature above me has been abandoned, and has no way of surviving.”
There is a long moment of silence, before the plank beside me responds.
“I don’t see what I can do to help, but I will if I can.”
“Pass the word,” I say simply. And the word is passed. I turn to the plank on the other side of me and repeat the process.
And then I wait. The cat stalks along the fence, stepping on me and my brothers around me. It leaps down a few times, and I’m worried it will leave before help comes.
But soon, my brother beside me makes contact.
“Help is coming,” it says simple.
And soon help comes. A cat, leaping across the fences. It is white, but much thinner than the tabby cat that rests on top of me. It seems more fit and feral.
“Hello,” it says, pausing before the tabby. The tabby frowns, stepping forward.
“Who are you?” it asks. The white turns its head onto one side.
“A friend. I heard you had been abandoned.”
“How?” the tabby asks. To be perfectly honest, I want to know as well. The white laughs.
“It’s rather silly really, a dog told me – he said he hadn’t been able to mark his territory until he came all the way down here and saw you! I don’t know why, it was like the fence was forcing him here!” It laughs again and ducks its head.
“Well. Can – can you help me? I don’t know how to hunt, don’t know how to sleep outside, don’t know how to live without my family, don’t know –” the tabby was stalking up and down the fence, lashing its tail.
“Hey, calm down, okay,” the white said, holding up a paw. “I can teach you. I was abandoned as well.”
“Really?” the tabby asks, and the white nods. It leaps off the fence and smiles up at the tabby.
“Come on. We can start now.”
The tabby hesitates and casts a glance back at its house, then it takes a deep breath and jumps, landing on all fours on the ground. The white licks its ear and bounds into the woods. After another slight hesitation, the tabby follows. I can tell it won’t be coming back – it will find a home in the woods.
A sense of satisfaction fills me – I caused that. I wish them well, wherever they go.