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[steampoweredfan]

Hello! I'm extremely passionate about music. I've currently just finished my second year in college as a music major, and while my specific music interests have changed, one thing has always remained, and that would be how much it means to me. I think that it can do so much for the world and the people in it that I've decided to dedicated my life to using it to help others. Right now my career plan is to go to graduate school for music therapy, so that I can help others help themselves through the power of music. It has the power to inspire, the power to motivate, and the power to heal. When I went through a severe depression, music was always there for me, to keep me going when I didn't even want to get out of bed. Playing on a drumline in high school was one of the only bright spots in those four years. Now that I am doing much better, music is still there for me. It makes me truly happy when I hear an awesome song, or I'm singing to one of my favorites on the radio. On my off days, I listen to or play music as a means of healthy release of emotion. I want to be able to pass that gift on to others who went through similar situations as me.
Another things in music that I'm passionate about is the debate "What is music?" So often, you hear people say "Oh, this isn't real music" or "there's no good music anymore". There are so many people who are ashamed of the music they listen to, and I always get sad when people get bashful when I say I'm a music major because they say that their music probably isn't valuable to me. I think that anything that someone wants to say is music that has inspired them or given them enjoyment should be celebrated! Just because something isn't my favorite, or their parents' favorite, or their friends' favorite, doesn't mean that their opinion is any less valid. Music is so broad and it's constantly expanding and evolving, I think it would be a shame if someone closed their minds to new types of music, you'll never know what you'll like!

That being said, if anyone ever wants to talk about music, or if you need a friendly ear, you can always message me! Thanks for reading, if you have!

I'm applying for:
1. OMGSR Cinnabun
2. Sunback
3. UR Malk

[blossoms,7]

Hi! I'm Katherine, nice to meet you!
Music is my passionate.

When I was little, 3 or 4 years old,
I was told that I had sang a great song
and sang it greatly. And I was also told
that a family member hated me. So they
said right to my face that I sang horribly.
So from after that day and on, I never sang again.
This is probably why I am shy. And, this makes a problem.
My family members hate when I am shy, and won't speak up..
Teachers always say I need to speak up and all that stuff.
Years passed.

That's just the beginning.
So when I grew up to 7 or 8 years old,
I began liking the piano.
One day, I told my dad, that I wanted to play the piano.
So he let me played the piano.
Before that though, I just wanted to add that I used
to slam on the keyboard and try to play a song XP.
Ha, I remember taking summer lessons. The funny
part was when the teacher said ' Please don't pick your
nose or touch or nose or do anything that may cause germs. '
Right after she said that, I wiped my nose on my arm XD!
I was so embarrassed! Everyone laughed. So I had to go wash my hands.
Then, we started taking lessons at her house. It was pretty fun! She gave
me stickers whenever I got a song right or whenever I played it right! I loved
stickers! But then, 1-2 years passed. I got bored of stickers. I got lazy of piano.
But I still loved music. I loved singing. I always sang along with songs when I was
alone in my room. I hated, when someone came in and heard me singing. It just
makes me so so embarrassed and I don't even know why!

One day, my dad was so angry.
He said, ' You have to choose to play the piano or not. Its your choice. '
I had no idea. I just had to choose the piano! I loved playing it! I loved when
I got the plastic golden trophy with my name on it! The next day, he said
' So? Piano or no? ' I said nothing. My mom said ' Its okay, its your choice.
You could go to the store ' Michaels ' and we can go in and do the art lessons,
because you love to draw-' My dad said ' No. She won't do anything. All she knows
is video games, video games, video games. ' I was pretty sad to hear my dad saying this.
But my mom argued and said that I loved drawing and she was sure that I wasn't quitting!
So I just said I'm sticking with the piano.

I may not like the piano that much anymore, but I am just gonna continue with it,
and someday, maybe take singing lessons.


I am applying for..
1. Blacked Eyed Galaxy Dog.
2. Cleared Eyed Galaxy Dog.
3. Sunback Dog.


Thanks for this opportunity!

[Moonshadow3]

One of my greatest inspirations/ passions is a YouTuber called ldshadowlady. I got into her though other gaming channels about over a year ago. Her videos have majorly helped me when I was going through a dark time, and really helped me push through. I don't know and don't want to know where I'd be without her .

Here's some facts about ldshadowlady and why she is one of the best people in my opinion.

Did you know that ldshadowlady has the 771st subscriber rate??? or that on estimate she earns $106.7 K to 1.7 Million Dollars a year??? This is why ldshadowlady is the best youtuber and one of the best people on earth . I will be explaining how ldshadowlady interacts with fans , her youtube channeland why she is a good influence on society.Ldshadowlady Aka Lizzie is 24 years old and currently running a gaming channel.

Ldshadowlady is connected to fans in many ways. As previously noted, ldshadowlady goes to a lot of conventions and panels . She loves all her fans and responds to a lot of fan art. she takes in suggestions and ideas from her fans and uses them, and is completely devoted to making people happy, like when she hand signed and packaged all her posters .

Ldshadowlady Runs a gaming channel with lots of games going, like sims 4, minecraft
, vlogs and occasionally other games. ldshadowlady most famous for shadowcraft, and shadowcraft 2.0 . she is also well known for crazycraft, a multiplayer modded series that is discontinued. her channel started on january 9th , 2010 and currently has around 2,980,00 subs.

ldshadowlady is a good influence on society because she's quirky, creative and funny.
She's not afraid to be her funny, crazy self and she's very confident. She's really kind and isn't afraid to be weird. ldshadowlady is really great and i think she is a great person.

In summary, i think ldshadowlady is a great person and role model. like ldshadowlady, you should just believe in yourself and be yourself :3



Applying for:
1. ❤️ Faves
2. Store pets
3. Ur Malk

I hope you liked it!!! ldshadowlady is one of my greatest inspirations :3

[velasco]

I am applying for:
1. cinnabun
2. pink mini husky
3. I store pets I

for : felix.'s writing contest. Thank you ❤︎

~ Death & Mourning ~

Death, we all experience it. Some of us experience it more than others, some of us experience it less than others. It’s 10:54pm on a Monday night and I need to sleep as I have a band concert tomorrow, but so many things are racing through my mind all at once about death and mourning, and I’m not entirely sure if I can even manage to write it all down at the speed it’s popping into my mind and leaving.
Whether you lose someone you’re close to or not so close to, it still hurts. I remember the first person I lost to death — I lost my Great Grandma. I was only seven when she passed, and she passed naturally, but I watched her do it. Death was never a friend of mine, it still isn’t, it takes everyone and everything I love. I would my Great Grandma around the house and we would laugh and play, all while my oblivious seven year old, naive, mind was convinced death was no such thing. Until the one night I witnessed her pass on her loveseat. It was the only piece of furniture she would sit on, and it was a navy blue color with a strange texture I can’t describe, all I know is it was extremely painful for everyone to sit on but her. She insisted it was comfortable. She was lying down peacefully on her loveseat, sleeping. I didn’t realize she wasn’t just sleeping and that she was dead until I saw her chest stop rising, I saw no movement in her body. At that moment I knew, and she was my first person I lost to death.
The second person? God, my best friend. For privacy reasons I’m going to change her name, let’s just say her name was Annabelle*. Annabelle* had seizures nearly everyday that she didn’t take her pills for them, and one day she went to the pool after staying the night with her friend. Completely forgetting about her pills because she was having so much fun, she didn’t take them. I watched her die as well. I remember the loud shrieking of multiple whistles, I remember the frantic splashing, I remember her screams for help (or inaudible screams), she was drowning. She had had a seizure in the pool, and I can’t return to that pool now. Anytime I go to that pool I break down in tears, even to this day, and this happened a year ago. It was all over the news, and fake people were showing fake love to her, acting as if they had always been friends with her. People who she’d never talked to talked about how much they missed her, and got flowers to put on her grave. Funny part about it, ironically enough, she hated flowers — anyone who even talked to her just once would know that. She said when she died she didn’t want flowers, she just wanted people to remember her.
So many more people in my life have died, and more than half of them have died in front of me — nearly scarring me for life — but the person I’m most scared to lose is my Nana.
My mom used to never be there for my family and I, as well as my dad. My nana stepped in and raised me, she raised me so much to the point that I began calling her “Mom.” She’s my rock. She’s my purpose for living. I’m not mentally stable enough to lose her, but I know her time is coming soon — she’s nearly 70 and smokes, even though she’s had cancer before. I just hope and pray that when she does die, I’m not around to see it — but knowing my luck, I most likely will be. My heart will sink to my stomach and break in two and I know it. I won’t know what to do with myself, and I’ll hate death even more than I do now.
But for now, I’ve lost a good few people and pets, yes, but I’m doing alright. Though I miss every single one of them, they’re nowhere near comparable to my Nana. I hate to even think about the thought of her dying, I won’t have someone to cry to everyday about my problems. For now, I only hate death as much as I can without losing my rock, if that makes any sense.
At this point, I’m rambling, trying to get all of my thoughts out before they quickly float away from my mind.
I’ll stop now before I cross the limit, if I haven’t already. Thank you so much for reading — felix., or anyone who has taken the time to read this. You’re all important to someone, whether that be yourself or someone else. Keep being you. ❤︎

Names with a "*" have been changed for privacy reasons because this incident was all over the news and it was extremely heartbreaking for everyone involved and I assume everyone involved, including her, would deserve and want privacy.
(Edit: I am also sorry if this was too personal and sounded like a sob story, that was not my intentions, this is just something important to me and something easy for me to write about and flow with. Again, thank you.)

[ChaChing]

IMPORTANT!(MY FRIEND NO LONGER WANTS IN ON THE CONTEST, HE HAS WANTED A CHANCE FOR ME TO GAIN INSTEAD!. HE WAS THE COPPA PLAYER THAT SHARED AN ESSAY WITH YOU FELIX!)


Alright here goes nothing!


I have not really figured out a passion in life yet. But one of the main goals or likes that I have found in life are (prepare for the cringe), Video Games. I know it seems kind of dumb and sort of nerdy, but if I did have to pick one of my loves in life it would have to be that! I have always loved Video Games in my childhood! I think it was around Christmas 08 that I got my Wii! Now at the time I still believed in Santa. I had received the game "LEGO STAR WARS THE COMPLETE SAGA". It was about this time that my cousins were over visiting! Man we played through every single mission by the time the winter break was over! That's what really lit the fire for my love of Video games!

In third grade, there was a game called Skylanders. Still on the Wii of course, this game was REVOLUTIONARY to me! The aspect of placing a action figure IRL and watching it come to life, then being able to play as them just boggled my mind. I loved the game and then was hooked on the series as they had made more and were quickly pumping out new ones. This was also about the time I moved to California! I was living in Pittsburgh, PA. I had to leave many of my dear friends who I had grown up around and pretty much were the only people known.

I moved out here, but my love for Skylanders had somehow decreased. I didn't why though, maybe it was just to many figures, repetitive game play, or getting too old. I soon realized it wasn't any of those, (well maybe the last one a bit, but hey!) It was because I had no one to play with. . I moved into my new school and no one there was really interested in the games I played or the things I liked. For a while I was a bit of a loner, I hated it, being no one to relate to and then just feeling invisible every single day you woke up.


In around 4th-5th grade I got my Xbox! I was so excited! I could now play so many more games! One of my first games I played, well my uncle pre-ordered the game for me, since it was my birthday. The game was Destiny! I had loved the game from the start, which if you don't know is a futuristic sort of shooter set on a ravaged earth. My love for Destiny has grew and grown. To this day I still play the game and play competitively. In fact I just played about a couple hours ago. Not only my love for destiny has grown, but also my confidence. I was a little shy, so sometimes I had trouble making new friends. I had found some friends to play destiny with and now I play with these guys to this day. Destiny will always have a special place in my heart and so will other games. At the time of writing I am ranked in the top 2% for one of the PVP modes in Destiny. My love for this game has not only improved my reflexes, but my communication as well. I hope you have enjoyed my essay!


I'm applying for the
#1. Orange Cerb! lol a dream and a half away, but i will do my best!
#2. UR Malk Love the green on the line art!
#3. BEG ok this guy just makes me feel so weird. I feel like i'm looking into a soul when I look into his eyes!

[myth;]

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ｍｏｒｅ ｔｈａｎ ｍｅｅｔｓ ｔｈｅ ｅｙｅ
ｒｏｂｏｔｓ ｉｎ ｄｉｓｇｕｉｓｅ


Click to view my Transformers themed staff pet collection~

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It might be a bit of a strange one, but this franchise and these series have had a massive effect on my life.

When I was young, about 8 or 9, the first Transformers film by Micheal Bay was released in 2007. I can recall the day so well... I was sat on the thick red rug playing with my Barbie dolls and her robotical horse, my older brother and his guy friends sat on the sofa watching a movie I had never seen before. I'd not really been paying attention at first, and looked up for just a moment to see what it was they were watching; it was the part where Bumblebee had been taken captive by the humans and was being tortured. Unpleasant I know, but it hooked me in like nothing I've ever known before.
The months that followed were probably the worst ones of my life, my family was slowly being torn apart and I was slowly being turned on by those I loved and the friends I had grown up with. That was until my other brother, who I'm not really that close to, offered me a DVD... the original, 1996 Transformers movie. I watched that film so many times that I memorized the lines, the lore and even all the character names. I still have that little book I kept with all the facts I discovered and where my own OCs began to be forged.
During my first few days at High School, I finally lost all that I had had before and was utterly alone, of course no one released what they were doing to me and so I continued to be tormented alone. By this time I'd seen the movie so many times that one of my siblings had taken it and hidden in because they were so sick of it... it isn't something I often tell anyone and I hate to make this sound like a sob story, but it was that time were I turned away from everyone and took comfort in horrifically designed animated robots that turned into the cutest or oddest vehicles I had ever seen. Don't even get me started on some of the design errors in there...

It's been a long time since those dark days and I can proudly say that I am a dedicated fan to the series. I've watched many of the TV series and the movies, I might not like them all, but it has done more for me than I often dare to admit. By allowing the creation of my OCs, I was bought into a world where people thought like me and understood me. I started to get into replays and began mastering my skills, creating whole worlds to escape to during the darkest times and characters that were part of me... like my children.
Though it may amuse people and they just brush it off as fate or destiny, this series has taken me to some of the greatest people I have ever known and I don't think I'd be here without their friendship and the time they dedicated to me and our shared stories. My eyes have been opened to the all-consuming despair and the horror of war, but to the pure beauty and power of friendship of brother hood; when all other light has been smothered and the bonds of fellowship broken, there is always somewhere there for you. And, dare I say it, I don't think I'll ever give up on Transformers, nor the friends it has brought me to, or forget the lessons it has taught me. <3

ＤＥＳＩＲＥＤ ＰＲＩＺＥＳ
1: Orange Cerberus
2: Sunback
3: Black Eyed Galaxy

Thanks you so much for this chance,
I'm sorry if I bored you with my fan-girling,
but at the same time I hope I provided some
level of amusement for you. c:

The image to the right was drawn by my
friend TalonV. It is of her dinobot Carnage
and my predacon Sparrow Hawk. They both
used to be enemies, but are now dear friends. <3

[Labrador Retriever]

Username: Labrador Retriever
Application for: 1. Grey Mini Husky 2. Cinnabun 3. Pink Mini Husky
Topic: Social Anxiety

Since I was a young child I always had lots of friends and I never had a problem speaking to them. They were like family to me. Once I reached my tween years, this changed rapidly... I developed a horrible case of social anxiety that appeared out of the blue. Everything now made me feel so incredibly uncomfortable. I hated being around people. This made me lose friends... friends I had loved like relatives. Social anxiety has destroyed my life, or so I feel. I feel extremely scared about starting conversations, entering rooms, being the center of attention, being judged by others, accidentally offending someone, the list goes on. If I could go back to being the way I was years ago I would, but I have to overcome my fears. I've had friends who have told me to like drama and that it would help me overcome it, but they don't understand the concept of SA. It's not something you can teach nor take away. You either have it or you don't. Once you have it, you always have it. It's not something you can outgrow. Fortunately over the past years, I had found a treatment that helps me with my SA and I continue to be hopeful in my life. I don't let this get in the way of me having fun. Whenever I make new friends, I discreetly tell them ahead of time I have this disorder so they can forgive me. My quote for today is "Live life like there's no tomorrow." Enjoy the little things in life for one day you'll look back and realize they were big things. - Labrador Retriever ♥︎

[Minigunner]

(Because I hate bullies, I will write about them.)

Bullying. Physically or mentally, this disgusting act is found all over the world. From USA to Asia, there will be bullying somewhere distant in our country, whether you realize it or not. Bullying is a terrible act, and should not be practiced in any way.
Now let's just say you were walking in the cafeteria when suddenly some jock or popular girl purposely bumps into you and accuses you of being clumsy. Even though some say it's a 'joke', this is embarassing the victim. You have no idea how some 'JOKE' could impact someone else's life. They could be facing personal problems, and bullying isn't going to help them with the slightest. If you have bullied someone before, then stop this cruel act now. Whatever you do as a bully is NOT going to make you stronger, but instead will make you look like a coward who looks down upon weaker people who could not stand up for themselves. In fact, some do this horrible act for no particular reason..perhaps for fun! NO. Bullying is NOT something that society should take lightly. Do you know how many innocent kids die from this cruel act. And for most of the time, the bullies didn't receive any punishments! What an unfair world.

Bullying should be the responsibility of all parts of society whether its the government, or the people. As a normal civilian, we should stop the horrendous act by teaching the bullies a lesson. That doesn't mean that you could beat up the bully. That's no right, at all.
Instead, we should report it to the police department if it gets too serious. Look for signs that your loved one is being bullied. This includes isolation and sometimes depression. As teachers, however, we should NEVER take bullying lightly, again. If someone complains of bullying problems, don't leave it behind. Do your investigation, do research and make sure everyone's right are preserved!

I, for one, has suffered this problem when I was little, and to make sure no one ever becomes a victim of bullying again, we should do our part as the society! We should not take this as a small matter, as it may cost someone's life one day.
Do what needs to be done, STOP BULLYING!

Applying for:
BEG (my dreamie <3)
Malk Dragon (Green)
Aquarius Dog!

[Crouchy]

"Kitten fosters desperately needed," headed my facebook feed. I got a nervous feeling. I asked myself, 'should I do this?' Taking care of foster kittens could mean falling in love, and then having to let go, or alternatively, being stuck keeping all the cats I couldn't adopt out. I played scenarios out in my head. 'Will this be the time I act on my impulses to really do something I valued?'
Two months before, I had watched as the vet to put my eight-month old kitten to sleep after a sudden brain aneurism. It had killed me.
Throwing caution to the wind, I answered back, "I can do it," as I realized, finally, at this point in my life, I really could do it. I had a little extra space in my basement, and no one telling me not to. My other five cats would hate their smell, but I had a place where they could be separate.
That first litter of kittens was difficult. They were bright orange, and orange and white, and tiny, about six weeks old, filled with worms, and needing to learn how to use the litter box. They were also filled with love. Sometimes I'd have all five of their tiny bodies crawling on me, trying to get a better spot, while biting each other's tails. Someone had found them by a dilapidated house unfortunately located on the corner of two highways. All was well until the second week when one of them, Snowman, became lethargic. I rushed him to a vet but his tiny body couldn't maintain his body heat, and he quickly died. That day I cried so much and swore I couldn't handle fostering again.
Almost two years have passed, and now 56 kittens and cats have found refuge in my basement. Just three months ago I took in a tiny black tailless mamma cat, friendly, with her two black sons, still feral. They had been living in a trailer park overrun with stray cats. I was told people there would let their cats have a litter of kittens, play with the kittens for a season, and then dump them all, unneutered, before starting again with a new batch.
I thought the female I got was a kitten herself; she was still growing. Then I noticed it was just her belly getting bigger. And bigger. Three weeks ago she gave birth in my basement to five tiny kittens, none black, all with tails. The daddy had left his genetics and his babies all to her, and also to me.
These kittens are thriving. I'm so happy that none of them, unlike the first litter, will have a wormy belly, or die of sudden fever. They'll know nothing but kindness. They've had the best start in life that they can. I feel so happy and lucky to be able to hold them and watch them learn and do something new everyday. Its a reason to live.
So this is what I am passionate about: Rescuing cats (and dogs, and baby bunnies . . .). It can be heartbreaking. If they don't die, I still have to find good homes for them, which is quite difficult, because not that many want kittens, and I worry about giving them to people who won't vet them and keep them for the next twenty years. Then there is the heartbreak of saying goodbye. It is expensive, with the food (and I only want to give them the best I can afford), the litter, and the fear of unknown vet bills. It can be quite a drag cleaning out all the litter boxes. Perhaps the biggest sacrifice is not being able to go anywhere or take trips, since I can't leave them. But despite this, I do it. I do it because they need me. No one else has stood up for them. There aren't enough shelters and there aren't enough fosters, so if I don't, nobody will. Taking care of homeless cats keeps away the nightmares I used to have about loose animals that keep getting away from me. I find there's not much I can do to improve the world, but there is one thing I can do: Improve the world for one tiny kitten at a time.

Groups I am applying for:
1. Trade: Rare/VR
2. Faves
3. Store Pets

Question: I hope I got that right, we are allowed to chose a whole folder of rare pets or your faves? It sounds too good to be true. I see so many just asking for one pet. If I read this incorrectly, and am not allowed to ask for these groups, I would love 2013 Slumber party or the Jeweled Lion tail list pet, 2009.

Thank you so much for this opportunity. I enjoyed having the chance to write this short essay. All best wishes to you!

[Toothless :)]

Topic: Read to Find Out...!

Pets I'm applying for: 1.| celestial | 2. Grey Mini Husky 3. UR Dog

Okay so my deep passion is (drum-roll please).... trees! Don't stop reading now! I'm just beginning my story! I promise I will try to make this as short and sweet as possible!

Since I was about 6 years old, I've had a crazy obsession with trees. You know that expression tree hugger? Yup, that's me! When I was at that age, I was already pretty much asking questions about trees like, how do trees grant us oxygen, what would happen if there was no trees, do any trees give us bad oxygen? Mind you I was only 6. Of course half of the questions I asked my mom, she didn't know which meant trips back and fourth to the library! Technology wasn't a big thing at the time so whenever I asked my mom a question that she couldn't answer, the library was my best bet. The thing about me was once I had a question about something, I needed to know right then and there. This meant my mom obviously tried to entertain me as much as possible so I couldn't think about any practical questions. Now that I look back years later, I actually feel pretty bad for my mom and dad. When I get older, I plan to be a Arborist. If you have no idea what that is it means a person who specializes and studies... trees (gasps)! Most of us probably forget how amazing trees are I mean, without them we wouldn't be here! So I hopefully convinced you that the next time you go outside, you'll give your neighboring trees a friendly bear hug!