Hrm I wish I had time for all the new RPs. ouo
All of the people in Blackstar in MT need to post or Tanha is going to get really far ahead. xD
Paradise; wrote:Dᴇʀᴇᴋ Tᴀɴɴᴇʀ LᴇRᴏʏ
❝ I wish it was yesterday so I could lock the gate; We'd say the things we never thought we'd say; And never let you get away ❞
The awkwardness was forming around us almost like a bubble. I couldn't help but fidget shifting positions over and over again to distract myself. I was even cracking my knuckles, a habit I hated and was trying to break, but I needed to try and get my mind off of how strange this felt. How strange it felt to be so close to Ally yet so far away at the same time. Normally I'd be sitting on the same couch as Ally with her leaning into me, but now I couldn't even sit beside her in fear that she might panic. Instinct told me to reach and grasp Ally's hand in my own but my head kept me from doing so. Even looking at Ally was starting to become painful.
My eyes kept finding their way to the heavy looking cast that supported Ally's damaged knee. The wheelchair was beside the couch and I couldn't help but cringe. Not being able to walk, to take care of yourself, was the highest sign of vulnerability, one of the worst feelings in the world. It probably didn't help Ally knowing she was as vulnerable as she was, with a guy she didn't know, but was supposed to. The thought frightened me. I would have hated to be in her positition. So would anyone in their right mind though.
"Favorite movie?" I repeated under my breath. "Well that's an easy one. The Notebook," I responded my voice sure. My memory was filled with countless hours of watching that movie. I had never been a very big fan of chick flicks but I was willing to put up with them when it came to being with Ally. To be honest, after the first ten times of watching The Notebook, the movie had grown on me and I had come to enjoy watching it. I swear though that Ally cried every time we watched it. I will admit though, the first time I saw the old man cry I let out a few tears myself. I think it impressed Ally though in the end. In my mind it shows I have a good heart. Thinking about the movie brought forth a memory that I knew I would remember forever.
"Please? Just one more time?" Ally begged me. I sighed, having known the whole time she would win out and we'd end up watching The Notebook for probably the thirteenth time. "Fine," I said rolling my eyes and putting the disc into the movie player. Ally let out a little girlish squeel and patted the spot on the couch next to me. Grinning, I took a seat next to her and wrapped my arm around her shoulders, pulling her body up close to mine. Ally squirmed a bit against my side until she got comfortable and then rested her head on my shoulder. Most people if they didn't know Ally and I's past would have assumed we were dating, but those who knew us knew better than to assume that. The two of us always watched movies like this, but both knew we were just friends. Well, knowing we were friends and wishing we were more are the same, but different stories. "I want a guy like that. I wish I could have a Noah like Ally's Noah." I barely heard her words she muttered them so softly. "You want a guy to woo you in front of your date with his pants around his ankles?" I asked jokingly, chuckling to myself. "Yes I do. I want a guy that's daring and bold. That cares about me enough to try something that stupid and isn't afraid to make a fool of himself to win my heart," Ally responded stubbornly. I could tell she was serious. "Well, I guess I'll start taking notes huh?" I commented. Ally giggled and nodded. "Then maybe you can be my Noah someday." I knew she was just playing along, but Ally would never know how close I held those words to my heart. Throughout the rest of the movie, and every other time we watched it I took mental notes. I studied Noah, trying to find out everything I could about the man of Ally's dream. I vowed that one day I would be that guy. The guy Ally dreamed about and wished for.
"Do you want to watch The Notebook?" I asked, glancing over at Ally as the memory faded. I grinned softly as I imagine myself getting up and sitting beside her as she rested her head on my shoulder one more time. I stood up from my seat, but instead of going over to the couch Ally was seated on, I approached a basket filled with movies. I searched and searched until I saw the familiar blue case. As tears threatened to spill over I ran my index finger along the spine. Trying to mask the raw emotions I was feeling with a smile, I pulled the movie out of the basket and stared at the cover. Noah and Ally looked so in love. My Ally and I could have looked like that one day, I already looked at her the way Noah looks at Ally. However, it seemed that it wasn't in the cards for us anytime soon. Instead I would have to work to get her to trust me again. Maybe love was in our future, but for now I had to stop thinking about that and concentrate on the now. "Here it is," I stated, turning my attention back to the present Ally, the real Ally. I flashed her the case, hoping some recognition would flash across her eyes.
I was looking through the forums and well, it hit me quite hard that mostly everyone above the semi-literate level has like atleast one perfect character. Uhhh- like excuse me??? Tess and Nick said quite well that perfect people aren't allowed. o.o but they still make them. Every time I make a roleplay, atleast one joins.
The reason behind it is because most of us roleplay somebody we want to be. Most "lit" people base their characters off of themselves (but a better version). That is why they can write so much. So much of good stuff. When it comes to bad things- ehh, not so much (well, 'cuz who citizens their own personality?) trust me, when I first started roleplaying, that's what I did.
Pssh- yeah, well I really can't take it anymore. The next time I open a roleplay, it is going to be about flawed characters. Characters that are so flawed they are made to perfection. This roleplay will be so awesome that people will want to edit their Mary-sue/Gary-sue to join it.
but for now, this is a wip
Flyn & Risu wrote:Hrm I wish I had time for all the new RPs. ouo
All of the people in Blackstar in MT need to post or Tanha is going to get really far ahead. xD
Artesian wrote:Flyn & Risu wrote:Hrm I wish I had time for all the new RPs. ouo
All of the people in Blackstar in MT need to post or Tanha is going to get really far ahead. xD
I could try, Kiro, but it feels like double-posting. >-> Should I?
mint. wrote:I was looking through the forums and well, it hit me quite hard that mostly everyone above the semi-literate level has like atleast one perfect character. Uhhh- like excuse me??? Tess and Nick said quite well that perfect people aren't allowed. o.o but they still make them. Every time I make a roleplay, atleast one joins.
The reason behind it is because most of us roleplay somebody we want to be. Most "lit" people base their characters off of themselves (but a better version). That is why they can write so much. So much of good stuff. When it comes to bad things- ehh, not so much (well, 'cuz who citizens their own personality?) trust me, when I first started roleplaying, that's what I did.
Pssh- yeah, well I really can't take it anymore. The next time I open a roleplay, it is going to be about flawed characters. Characters that are so flawed they are made to perfection. This roleplay will be so awesome that people will want to edit their Mary-sue/Gary-sue to join it.
but for now, this is a wip
well, that was posted like a few days ago. my hopes and dreams are finally becoming reality. I am not opening spots up for everyone, since I literally hate people always reserving all of the females. the "sweetheart" role will be for the lazy person that wants to play a basically flawless person. m'kay, spots are below, and open for reservation until 9:00am central.
the saneone - male
quite cray-cray- female
the alphapersonality - male
simply too shy-female
the sweetheart- female
the goof- male
the illiterallyblindone - male
an asian to the knee wrote:I can try being the blind guy ^^
Can I reserve him please :3
Artesian wrote:Flyn & Risu wrote:Hrm I wish I had time for all the new RPs. ouo
All of the people in Blackstar in MT need to post or Tanha is going to get really far ahead. xD
I could try, Kiro, but it feels like double-posting. >-> Should I?
mint. wrote:I was looking through the forums and well, it hit me quite hard that mostly everyone above the semi-literate level has like atleast one perfect character. Uhhh- like excuse me??? Tess and Nick said quite well that perfect people aren't allowed. o.o but they still make them. Every time I make a roleplay, atleast one joins.
The reason behind it is because most of us roleplay somebody we want to be. Most "lit" people base their characters off of themselves (but a better version). That is why they can write so much. So much of good stuff. When it comes to bad things- ehh, not so much (well, 'cuz who citizens their own personality?) trust me, when I first started roleplaying, that's what I did.
Pssh- yeah, well I really can't take it anymore. The next time I open a roleplay, it is going to be about flawed characters. Characters that are so flawed they are made to perfection. This roleplay will be so awesome that people will want to edit their Mary-sue/Gary-sue to join it.
but for now, this is a wip
well, that was posted like a few days ago. my hopes and dreams are finally becoming reality. I am not opening spots up for everyone, since I literally hate people always reserving all of the females. the "sweetheart" role will be for the lazy person that wants to play a basically flawless person. m'kay, spots are below, and open for reservation until 9:00am central.
the saneone - male
quite cray-cray- female
the alphapersonality - male
simply too shy-female
the sweetheart- female
the goof- male
the illiterallyblindone - male
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