by Jιηx » Tue May 03, 2016 9:27 am
oh dear oh dear oh dear frens i am so sorry i have been gone for a while i was in a car crash and with finals and all of the end of the year stuff coming up things jsut got crazy but i have returned!!!!
my favorite album changes a lot, because they all represent different things to me. ive found that, over the past few months, ive really come to appreciate the lyrical content of blurryface. like, i know a lot of people don't love blurryface, but i think that it's brought them to an entirely different place in terms of style and writing.
like, self titled was very amateur lyrically. don't get me wrong, i love the lyrical style and content of self titled, but it was a throw together- closer to being poetry than song lyrics. rab and vessel improved somewhat in terms of sounding like songs, which was actually somewhat nerve wracking because I was afraid that with their next album they would lose the genuine emotion and honesty in the lyrics and lose the slam-poem-esque style which i had come to love.
my first impression of bf was that they ah indeed lost it for a more mainstream style, until i was on my third or fourth run of the album and the lyrics just hit me.
'she's a butcher with a smile, cut me farther, than i've ever been.' can you think of a more tyler way of expressing love for someone? or a more accurate way? tyler writes about love so honestly in tear in my heart, it honestly makes me want to cry. he doesn't describe the big parts of love. he talks about the small things- he talks about how, when jenna is asleep in his car, he wants to do everything he can to avoid waking her up. he talks about how it's not always easy- she's the tear in his heart. sometimes she hurts him, but he loves her anyways. it's beautiful.
i don't care what's in your hair, i just wanna know what's on your mind. I used to say i wanna die before im old but because of you i might think twice. this, to me, is one of the most accurate descriptions of friendship there is or ever will be. again, it's a lyric that always makes me start tearing up.
and let's talk about stressed out. i know a lot of fans accused it of turning the boys into, sellouts, but honestly it's so popular because their writing got better, while they retained the lyrical content of past songs. this entire song is so reminiscent of forest and slowtown. "I'd make a condle out of it if i ever found it try to sell it never sell out of it id probably only sell one." that's a lyric that would never be in a mainstream song- it's 100% tyler- but it works because their writing has improved SO MUCH.
i just really, really love blurryface okay?
however the #1 spot in my heart will always belong to no phun intended. just sayin.
now in terms of songs. OH BOY THE SONGS.
taxi cab and anathema are my all time favorite top songs, but ive already made several posts here describing why i love them, so let's talk about some other songs and lyrics that i love.
forest. FOREST FOREST FOREST FOREST. tyler said in an interview somewhere that, at one point during his youth, he screamed into an empty forest 'is anybody out there?' and that that moment inspired much of this song, which i find beautiful. but let's talk about lyrics. i don't wanna be heard. i wanna be listened to. does it bother anyone else that someone else has your name? honestly this lyric is my favorite. the entire song is backwards and full of strange thoughts that don't make sense to some people, and that's beautiful because it looks just like the inside of my head. i cant even explain how much i love that lyric. i scream, you scream, we all scream cause we're terrified, of what's around the corner. we stay in place cause we don't wanna loose our lives, so let's think of something better. now, i really struggle with multiple anxiety disorders, and this lyric embodies what my daily life feels like. the world is terrifying, and this lyric is so reassuring because someone else realizes that. someone else realizes it, and someone else is fighting to find a better way to deal with it all.
semi automatic. im never what i like, im double sided and i just cant hide, i kinda like it when i make you cry, cause im twisted up inside my mind. this lyric is another one that embodies my mental health struggles, particularly disassociation disorders. i cant even express how much i love this song. i want to listen to it for the rest of forever, it's so incredible.
i could go on with more about those two songs, and more songs in general, but this post is already too long oops