by ☣DeadRabbitHopes☣ » Tue Mar 20, 2018 8:53 am
HELLO.
OMG.
I'm popping in to say hello because I woke up this morning suddenly thinking about CS + this club even though I haven't been here in at least a year.
Huge nostalgia rush logging back in, lol. To think I first joined this site 8 years ago... Wow....
But yeah, welcome to all the new members!!!!! I'm sorry this place is a barren wasteland and the owner doesn't ever show up until he randomly remembers CS exists. BUT THE MEMORIES REMAIN. This site + Naruto in general honestly contributed so much to my childhood despite me kinda abandoning CS after I graduated high school. I actually found about 10 FULL notebooks of my Naruto fanfics and read ALL of them, lmao. It's both cringy and funny, and some of it honestly wasn't that bad from a writing standpoint. Kiba was my main dude, hahaha.
But I saw a deeper side to it returning to these stories 3+ years later. And I think a lot of the casual/funny/cute stuff honestly translates to the life I kinda wanted for myself and it was all just fantasy that came to me during daydreams. Basically an escape.
I kinda miss it honestly. Adulting is a bummer, but the upside is that I get to go out and actually experience all these situations that I'd toss the Naruto characters in (except the ninja stuff, but lets be real, I mostly wrote modern universe stuff). Like it's honestly pretty sad in a way because I had no friends in high school that I'd do things with so I'd write stories about the Naruto characters all being good friends and doing fun stuff together, or RP it here on CS. That's basically what it all translates to me now. And I would get so excited thinking about these characters that aren't even real and the dynamic they all had with each other because that was arguably something missing from my life when I was younger.
So I don't cringe. I probably wouldn't share all these old stories with people now, but I won't disown the obsessive Naruto phase because it gave me something to focus on when I was pretty much a loser IRL. Obviously it worked because I had an online presence - like here, for example. Honestly this club was so much fun from like 2011-2014. We filled the V2 thread in under a year, if I recall correctly. And all the RPs and flopped contests and secret santas were a blast. I bet you thought I forgot about that blasphemous Christmas RP that completely went off the rails very quickly, LMAO. I stopped by this club first, I haven't explored the rest of the old threads I was part of. But I'm gonna go pop into a few other places here and have some flashbacks, lol.
Good times.
I'm serious.
It is absolutely far quieter here now than it's been in past years but I think that's expected considering the fandom itself has shrunk significantly now that the series is long over.
Still happy to see some regulars still poking in around here. Hello Noni + Lady + all u cool peeps! (Not sure if any regulars changed their usernames and i dont recognize them - I know I changed my username a year or two ago and also for some reason my icon is Tara and now its my russian wife)
So this is me, ex-Kibachu, saying hello!!!
I'm honestly gonna bookmark CS again so I don't forget about it and feel like a jerk when I randomly disappear for a year HAHA.
<3
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Sorry for my consecutive months of inactivity. Your boy here's doing that adult thing. Bummer, right? I still check CS once in a while so PM me if you're still around and wanna catch up <3 And yes, I'm still filling my signature with stamps like its 2010!