by jaques » Thu Nov 13, 2014 11:14 am
(ASSESSOR)
I find myself walking down this road again
Confused as the where it will end
Never really questioning the truth I hold
My lusus had always said to be bold
But I held in the truth for far too long
Wishing to be something I should have be all along
Now it's too late and I've got one choice here
Just gotta got roll and hide my tears
I'll never know
Never see
Never touch
Never feel
The feelings are just too much
Never say
Never do
Never know~(Bestri and assessor)
(BESTRI)
The wonder of everything they have
That I'll never have
With all my claims
And all my pain
However when I stare out onto the unknown
I know now that this is its how it'll have to be
What I'll have to see
It's all on me
I'll always be alone
waiting next to a phone
Forever to be left to wonder
And watch as I trip and plunder
I'll never see
Never feel
Never touch
Never know
The feelings that they feel
Never say
Never do
Only to stare as their lives are made great
And I'm sitting here, taking the bait (Bestri and Seirna)
Not like I actually care about anything
All I have are my fictional stories
I'm still under a lock and key
whispering
Why do I even care, when all I want
All I need
Is myself and how I live
Not like I have anything to give
Left to my own devises
The ones I love, entices
Here I am, all by myself
Placing my heart on an empty shelf
Because...
I'll never see
Never touch
Never feel
Never know
The feelings that everyone else feels
Never say
Never do
Just me, myself, and I.
(Song for my forever favorite troll line)
I could make a parp if anyone is interested.
We can keep it forever cx
adult - artist - she/he/they
just j is fine, too.