i can't say whether or not you are that's your own personal journey to figure that out for yourself even though I've been awaken for a decade now I'm still trying to figure out what I claim as my theriotype is actually! well id say I know for a fact that one of my types is an appaloosa horse as my other types are some sort of big cat (lynx/bobcat/or mountain lion) and canine.. its a life long journey id recommend reading about other peoples stories of how they figured out their kin and just giving it time but I wish the best of luck to you!
also being in the rain is so relaxing it causes shifts for me and I frolick around in it like a happy foal or pup <3