Full name: Xiandria Rosetta Faeland (pro: Zandria Fayland)
Nickname: Xian, Rose, Rosey or Fae
Username: Dreamgirl2007
Gender: Female
Age[Make then high school age 13-18]: 16
Personality: At the young age of 4, Xian was very nice, caring and polite to her elders, but as she grew older, she noticed they couldn't tolerate her sexuality, and so she became very distrusting and outcast towards the adults. Xian doesn't befriend straight people very often now, as she is afraid that she may be mentally damaged if they find out and can't accept her sexuality. She understands the pain of facing being bi or gay, and she knows the mental torment of trying to deny it. Because of this, Xian trys to gently support the gay students at her school by wearing wristbands, shoelaces and necklaces with the rainbow colouring and detail to show them that they are not alone. Xian
can be the happy-go-lucky type with little intelligence and memory, and that 'strange person' hint, but she can also be that terribly frightening 'bitch' who's not afraid to stand up for her family and friends. But she is mainly a happy-go-lucky, sensative and strange type of girl.
History: Xian was brought up on the rough edge of Churchill. The stroppy street was graffited day-in and day-out by thoughtless teenagers in hoodies and chav brand jeans. Careless smokers set fire to the local corner shop. Even the post office was broken into one night and all the money was stolen. Xian was brought up by her single mother - Charity Ann Faeland - and was never curious about her father. Xian thought it normal to simply have a loving mother with a heavy, busy day always ahead of her. Ofcourse, Xian wasn't heartless. She helped her mother as much as she could when she came home from school and on weekends or half-term breaks. She loved her mother so much, and she would practically die for her if the situation came to hand. As Xian grew up on the filthy, littered St. Lodgemans' Street, she began to realise something strange about herself. She started to notice that as well as puberty and hormones, she was beggining to find attraction of the same sex and the opposite. Her mother noticed how she stared at girls in the supermarket, too. Blush appeared bright and obvious on her cheeks. This soon became a matter that mother and daughter had to discuss. Charity felt betrayed and upset to see the fact that her daughter was, infact, bi-sexual. But she said nothing, and simply verified the fact and comforted Xian as the tears were released. Xian was only 12 when she realised her sexuality.
When rumors got around town that Xian was Bi, all the adults who had been on her side before gave her nasty, bitter looks as she walked around Churchill. She heard them make comments and whisper about her as she walked down cobbled paths; head down and long hair hiding her sad, ashamed eyes. It was like that constantly after rumors spread, but Xian got used to it. She faced the fact that they would never accept her, and that she looked like scum to them. She decided to ignore them and pay no attension to their foul mouthed comments. But from that day on, she also decided she wasn't going to trust them again. Ever!
And as the days got darker and colder for Xian, they finally got brighter again. It was her 14th Birthday, and she was going to have a small party to celebrate - inviting all her friends over to join her. Her mother handed her her cards and presents in bed, and made her breakfast in bed birthday special as she did every year. Bacon, Egg, Toast and Beans. Her best friend and her two bitchy friends were the only ones who came to her birthday party, but Xian enjoyed it none the less.
The day after was the day her heart gave in. Her best friend - Annia Samantha Pryington - found out she was Bi, and moaned at her, shouted at her, slapped her and pulled her hair tight before leaving her on the hard ground to suffer both physically and mentally. She later found out that her bitchy friends had actually been the ones to put Annia up to it by persuading her with blackmail, torment and fear. But that changed nothing. Annia never talked to her again.
For a short period of time, Xian started to cut her wrists and took the dark, emo style. She frequently parted her fringe to the side so that it hid her left eye completely. She was never going to befriend anyone Straight again, she had decided. For 1 whole year she isolated herself from others and walked away from anyone who approached her. She started binge drinking to take away the pain, as well as placing a blade against her wrists. Her aura faded from beautiful and elegant to shallow and empty. That's how she felt. Shallow and empty - with not a friend in the world.
When Xian started high school again after the summer holiday, she met many others like her who were also Gay and Bi, and for the first time in months, she didn't feel alone and helpless. She felt real. She felt happy and so very grateful. She started to come out of the Emo Trend and started wearing Punk/Scene/Rock-Chick clothing and accessories. She eventually stopped cutting herself, too, but the scars never disappeared - they stayed there.
She liked many boys in the school - some payed attension to her, and some didn't. But there was definitely a girl - she still goes to the school - who she liked more.
Picture/Detailed description: 
Her natural hair colour is a dark blond/golden brown colour, and her hair length is medium; just past her shoulders. She usually wears wigs or hair extensions to save time and keep her natural hair nice and smooth. Her hair - naturally - is perfectly straight until it reaches the tips where it becomes flicked and curly.
Her natural eye colour is an odd light brown, although she prefares light blue or dark green instead. She weras contacts.
Her normal school clothing is the girls school uniform and tartan skirt with a black studded belt that hangs off the hips. Outside of school, she wears dark/black tees, funky rocker tees, various styled mini skirt, skinny jeans, converse or converse all-star and animal earred hoodies. She likes Cosplay and Lolita, too. Has a large collection of dresses to wear.
Her typical accesories are - studded or spiked belts, dog tags, dog collar, chokers, cross necklaces, headbands, bows, friendship bracelets, black bangles, wristbands and various gay pride accessories.Sexuality: Bi-Sexual
Crush: She does have a crush- and a very big one at that - but she won't admit it.
Extra[Anything special about them? Like do they cross-dress? Fetishes? Hobbies? Stuff like that]:
She has a fetish for dress-up. Xian likes 'Lolita', 'Cosplay' and 'Neko' dress-ups best.
Has a love for 'Alternative Rock', various 'Heavy Metal' and 'Classical' music. But does like most other music, too.
She likes wearing coloured contact lenses. Especially blue or green.
Other: My Choice
