My life, my way [Unique Teenage RP] Semi Lit.

[Sacred Sin]

{XD Jer would have been like }

Jer winced as Sunda slapped him on the back of the head, hard, where it had already been bruised when he had shoved him to the pavement earlier. As he was called an idiot repeatedly, he tried his best to tell himself that Sunda was drunk and not quite himself.

And don't say you love me you idiot! You don't, you just bloody don't. He bit his tongue to keep from crying out in frustration. That had been twice he had confessed, working enough courage to let the words pass through his lips that not only made his heart weary, but also created a change in his sexuality. He grimaced sighed and thought, Damn. That hurts. He doesn't believe me at all.

In the end, he gave Sunda a small grin and said, "Of course we're friends." He helped him to his feet, and stumbled over to his car, feeling Sunda's slender arm wing sling around the back of his neck, and her hand grasp his shirt. His heart thumped a little wildly, but he was too preoccupied with getting Sunda the hell out of there to really notice.

He slipped out his keys, unlocked the doors, and carefully helped his best friend into the car, buckling him in so that he was sure that Sunda would be safe. He thanked god that he hadn't had a drop of alcohol that night. He eyed him worriedly upon hearing his morose and sullen tone, before pulling out of the driveway and onto the street. He sighed, a look of perfect consternation on his face. He was ill at ease and briefly wondered if he should take him to the hospital. What if Sunda had ingested too much alcohol and drugs? He uttered a low curse, but in the end just drove to his place.

"It's one damn piece of bloody fine luck I don't live with either of my parents." He said, looking at Sunda's appearance and demeanor critically. He parked the car, and dashed around it so he could help Sunda out. He offered his arm and whole left side.
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Vanessa laughed, a bright and easy sound. "I'm well aware of that Fabian." She grinned, mussing up his hair as he did the same to her. "And of course I'll introduce you!" She said, before she sighed. "If I find a girl..." She pursed her lips, putting on another adorable pout.

She giggled as he mentioned his black underwear. "Maybe tonight will be the night your luck turns for the better." She said.

[*Skylar The Plant*]

"Yeah, and my hand will stop being my boyfriend, it's so damn possessive" Fabian exclaimed and gave a glare at one of his soft palmed hands, he really was sick of it. He'd rather a nice, pretty gay boy to be with him. He wanted a boy-friend just like Shade, only things with Shade would get awkward if they were to ever go out. So that was out of the question.

He looked back at Van and smiled hugely. "You'll find a nice girl, I'm sure of it. Your pretty" He assured and let out a little giggle, he had no problem telling people if they were good-looking or not. And he knew very well, Van was pretty for a girl, too bad he liked boy parts, not girl parts. He smiled lightly at the thought and then shuddered, he really could never imagine going out with a girl.

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Sunda.

Sunda, far to drunk to realize she'd been strapped into the car, spent about 15 seconds trying to get out the door, still belted in. It would have been a humorous sight to anyone passing, that was for sure. Eventually a misplaced hand unlocked the buckle as she nearly flung herself out of the car, damn near taking Jer out with her. Using the left side of Jer's body she managed to clamber her way into a standing position, resting fully against Jer. She managed to stumble to Jer's place with his a lot of his help, waiting for him to push open the door, Sunda's head reeled with pain. Moving her hand up to her temple, she recoiled as she felt a large bump, no doubt from slamming her head on the bedroom door. 'The same door that...' Gritting her teeth, she dug her finger nails into the forming bruise, bringing more pain along with it and stinging her already bloodied and torn hands. Restraining a sob, she simply threw herself through the door as Jer ushered her in. It was an unwise move, as Sunda stumbled to her knees at full force, causing her to slam into the hard wood floor. Giving a harsh cry she rolled onto her side and pulled her injured and heavily bruised knees to her chest to try and make the pain go away.

She gave a sob, the night just being to much for her to handle. Curled in fetal positioned, eye make-up running down her face, eyes swollen and red, nose running and no doubt covered in cocaine, bruised head, bloodied palms filled with gravel and vomit covered shirt, she must have looked like a pathetic mess to Jer and she hated herself for that. "Jer." She sobbed quietly, "I'm so sorry." She didn't quite know what she was apologizing for, but she felt like it was for everything she'd ever done, be it good or bad.

[Sacred Sin]

{So I had an idea, but I didn't want to post it without first letting you know Brute. So, I was thinking that Jer would get Sunda a clean shirt and schpeal and help "him" into it, but while Sunda was too drunk to really understand what was happening, he finally realizes her secret?}

Van chuckled and then pursed her lips. "Hey, have you ever thought of dating Shade?" She asked curiously, peering at him from behind long, thick eyelashes. She had always wanted to ask but had never gotten around to it before. They seemed like they would be a good match, but it might put a strain on their friendship.

Van smiled faintly. "I can dream I guess. I have to hang on until that special girl comes my way. Whenever that happens." She poked out her tongue and ran a hand through her snow white hair, pulling away stray strands that shone lightly in the moonlight.

[Clowesia]

((Why don't we get Jer to take Sunda into the bathroom and help patch/clean him up and he finds out that way? =o Sunda's got a lot of bruising and cuts and I want some fluff. 8D /fluffhungrymonster./ ))

[Sacred Sin]

{Sure thing. XD}

Jer struggled to open the apartment door quickly enough so that Sunda wouldn't do something like scratch at it with his hands or bang his head against the harsh wood. He grimaced as his best friend fell before he had the chance to catch him. Sunda's piercing cry made Jer immediately rush to his side, hands fluttering about like agitated hummingbirds, unsure of what to do. He had never dealt with a person this drunk before.

He watched Sunda curl into a fetal position, his soft gaze tracing over the mussed and disheveled black hair, running makeup, puffy red eyes, torn and bloody palms, cuts and bruises, and lastly his dirtied shirt. He had never seen Sunda in a condition like this; it was so shocking in contrast to his perfect, organized look that dictated not a single hair should be out of place.

Sunda's sobbing words reached his ears and his lips trembled a little in worry. "You don't need to apologize." He said quietly, placing an arm behind his head and lifting Sunda to his feet in one fluid motion. Despite his height, he wasn't heavy and it didn't take a lot of Jer's strength to haul him off to the bathroom, his expensive Italian shoes squeaking against the hardwood flooring.

Jer quickly grabbed his medical kit, complete with disinfecting wipes, bandages, and a variety of other things he was sure Sunda would need. He sat his best friend down on the toilet seat and knelt in front of him, dabbing at the blood until it was cleaned. He spent the next several minutes applying bandaids, wrapping his hands, etc. The smell of puke was beginning to make him feel nauseated, so he slipped off Sunda's shirt without really thinking about it. He planned to deal with any wounds that were on his chest if necessary and just grab one of his shirts from the closet later.

He tossed the dirty and vomit-covered shirt across the bathroom floor, trying to keep it as far away as possible before he turned back to Sunda. His eyes widened at what he saw...(I'll let you, Brute, decide what the wrap or whatever Sunda's wearing looks like...)

[*Skylar The Plant*]

"Shade doesn't like me like that I don't think" Fabian admitted and shrugged slightly, he liked Shade a lot, but he wanted their brilliant friend ship not to be broken if they were to ever break up. He looked at Van and smiled lightly at her and then brushed his fingers through his blond hair and let out a small sigh and cocked his head to one side.

"It'll happen soon" He assured and smiled bright at Van and he blinked his pale eyes in a friendly way and lightly put a hand on Van's shoulder, his eyes suddenly serious. "It will" He added.

[Clowesia]

Sunda.

Sunda's mind wandered off in a daze, slipping from one realm the the next with each drunkard sway of her body. She'd flinch every now and again as antiseptic stung across her wounds, applied by Jer's delicate hand in an attempt to heal her, though all she could do was swear like a sailor as Jer continued his treatment. She couldn't help but grunt and flail, however, as Jer managed to wrestle her shirt off of her, revealing the odd, sports bra-esque thick, beige binding that pressed down all her womanly figure and showed that of a male. It was horribly constricting, and drunk Sunda did not like that, so with a quick struggle she managed to get it up and over her head, showing off a standard white sports bra, just before Jer turned around.

Giving a scratch to the top of her exposed cleavage, she gave a docile blink as she watched Jer's expression change before her. 'What's up with him?' She slurred mentally, having at the moment lost use of her mouth. Giving a shrug she waited for Jer to get back to his job, unaware that in her horribly drunken and drugged state, she had undone years of secrecy just for comfort.


((I made it that she took off her bindings, since I remember I wrote earlier that Jer had seen her bindings before. x3 I was originally going to make her topless, but that would be stretching and maybe breaking the rules. =o! And was thinking of making Sunda forget pretty much everything when she wakes up! Especially the fact that Jer knows she's a girl. xD Then Jer can struggle with whether or not he's going to tell Sunda he knows for a couple of days or something. >;} If you want to do that. xD))

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For several long, devastating, silent seconds, Jer couldn't move, could barely think. He stared at the white sports bra while his mind desperately tried to formulate some explanation for why Sundra was wearing a girls bra, because surely his best friend would have told him about being a girl? Right?

Wrenching his gaze from the damned thing, he felt a wave of betrayal, but on that wave, rode an undeniable feeling of relief. This had been why he had fallen for Sundra, he--no--she had been a girl all along. It explained why her charismatic demeanor, good looks, and suave speech and action, though intended to by masculine, had made him fall for her. His mind flashed back to earlier that day when she had used her "girl voice" on him, only know he realized that must be her real voice.

The room sort of spun and he grappled for something to hold onto as he sat back, his bruised head lightly hitting the wall. He didn't wince as pain spiked through it, instead thanking it for its sharp sting. It seemed that most everything he had believed to be true was a lie and the seams of her facade seemed to fray before his very eyes. It made sense now: why she had kept Van at a distant, why she was always very careful about how she touched him, and also why she had chosen Jack, because, after all, he knew her secret, didn't he?

Jer's sandy eyes flashed back to Sunda's face and he bit his lip, unsure if he wanted to leave her to gather his bearings. In the end, he just cared about her wellbeing too much to not finish cleaning her up and dressing her wounds. When he was finished, he helped her up, and headed to his room, sitting her gently on his single bed and rummaging through a nearby drawer for a long, and relatively loose t-shirt. Averting his gaze so he couldn't feel guilty later, he managed to wrestle on the piece of clothing.
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Van nodded looking thoughtful. "I can see why if he does, he probably wouldn't tell you. Your friendship means a lot to Shade." She said, smiling fondly as a mental picture of his bubbly face appeared in her head, sparkling tiara and all.

"You find the right one soon too." She grinned, punching him lightly on the shoulder. She was a little startled by the sudden seriousness in his eyes and she reached out and hugged him tightly whispering, "Thanks." She wondered if she was doing a poor job at covering up her disappointment regarding Sunda.

(Nah, that's good. I like it.)

[*Skylar The Plant*]

"Our friendship means a lot to me too" Fabian admitted and smiled slightly, he could live with just being Shade's friend, he'd mind someone just as good as his bestfriend one day. He hoped. He smiled lightly at the thought and then let out a small squeak as he was punched in the shoulder.

He was shocked slightly when he was hugged, but he hugged her back. "No problem, your one of my best friends, support and being truthful is my job" He said and smiled slightly, his pale eyes darkening with worry for Van.