My life, my way [Unique Teenage RP] Semi Lit.

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((Maybe you could get Jer to ask a girl out to the party. =o
He'll be feeling confused and maybe he thinks it'll help him "get over" Sunda and remind himself that he's straight? xD
SUNDA WILL NOT BE PLEASE.
THERE WILL BE BITCH FIGHTS. >:U
And other things, ho ho ho~ >;}))

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[[OOC: I have nothing as well D: This is a horrible/[censored] post!]]

Lilliana smiled back at Sunda and nodded, walking over to the table to sit as well, across from Jer to be exact, though she wasn't really trying to, just the first seat she got. She leaned forward, looking at the table.

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{Hmm...I like that idea. So should I just make up a girl? And should we do the time skip? I really have no clue what to make my charries say. XD}

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((Just do something like I did with Jack? =o There are plenty of girls that would be willing to go out with Jer, I'm sure. x3 And I'd do it now, before the time-skip. That way Sunda can brood on it. xD))

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{Kay.}

Jer was overly conscious of Sunda's arm around his shoulder and he tried to remain calm, but it was becoming exceedingly difficult for him. A tap on his back made him turn, and he shrugged out of Sunda's embrace, using the distraction as an excuse to spare him a blush and embarrassment. A beautiful girl with shoulder length chocolate brown hair stood staring at him from behind a rim of long, full eyelashes. Her eyes were a light caramel, almost like his. Her full lips were pulled into a shy smile, a slight blush coloring her high cheek bones.

His gaze inadvertently traveled down the length of her. Her body was slim and she was dainty, but was perfectly toned and had fantastic legs. Jer met her eyes with a charming smile and her own widened, though whether out of confidence or perhaps out of fixation no one could be sure.

"Hello there," He said in his velvety voice, interest clear in his sandy eyes. "What can I do for you?" He put his arm on the back of his chair and leaned forward. His blond hair fell into his face a little.

"Hello J-Jer. My name's Bella." She said, her voice was as sweet as a little dove and he found that her shyness was beginning to make him more attracted. "My friend is holding a large party tonight and I was wondering if you would like to come with me?" She blushed furiously and looked down. By her demeanor, it was clear she had been as brave as possible, but was expecting to be let down anyway.

Something about her humbleness made Jer decide to give it a go. "I would be delighted. Is it the one at nine?" He asked, grinning softly. Her gaze flashed to his, and she nodded, wordlessly. "Well then, where shall I pick you up?" He asked.

"A-at the park maybe? Right here by the school?" She asked, almost speechless. He smiled and nodded. "Sure thing." She let out an adorable gasp of excitement and then suddenly seemed to realize that he had an entire group of friends who had heard the whole thing.

{This is sort of what she looks like. http://www.cosplayfu.com/images/charact ... 4f82d4.jpg}

[*Skylar The Plant*]

((Theres always Chloe wandering around~ Rawr, that would cause Fabian to be maaaad XD

And yes, a timeskip is a good idea, cause I dunno what to post T.T ))

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Sunda.

Sunda just sat there, mouth agape, trying to take in what the hell had just happened, regaining her cool she cut Jer a glance. "What the f*ck was that?!" She hissed lowly so the others couldn't here. When the girl had come up to them, Sunda hadn't thought anything of it, when she had asked Jer out, Sunda had simply been waiting for him to pass the girl off. She never would have expected Jer to actually accept! Sunda had no idea why, but at that moment, something cruel and ugly reared up inside her. She'd never felt so angry and betrayed before. Standing up abruptly, the chair squealed against the floor. "I have to go." Sunda bite out sharply, trying to rein in her temper. "I've gotta go talk to Jack, I forgot to ask where he wanted to be picked up from." She all but hissed out.

"It was nice seeing you again." She said with a nod to Shade, Van and Fabian, "Pleasure meeting you as well Lilliana. I'll see you all at the party." Turning swiftly on her foot, she spared no glance backwards as Sunda all but prowled out of the cafeteria, her anger so harsh that she damn near threw a boy out of her way, sending him splattering to the ground. She ignored the looks as she stalked across the school grounds to where her car was parked, having no intention of finding Jack; that had simply been an excuse. 'I can't believe Jer.' Sunda thought, digging her hand into her thick fringe as her jaw tensed. 'I thought he said I was enough for him.' Easily opening up her car, she slipped in before kicking it into drive ad roaring out of the student parking lot. She needed to cool off.

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Jer was taken aback as Sunda sort of blew up and stormed off. He looked back at Bella, giving her an apologetic smile before saying, "I'm sorry, but can you excuse me?" She nodded and bit her lip, looking horribly guilty. "Did I do that?" She asked quietly. He shook his head and his eyes widened. "Of course not! He was angry at me before." He lied smoothly. She seemed to relax a little and he sighed, getting up.

"I'll see you tonight." He said, winking. She giggled softly, waved goodbye, and dashed off, no doubt to let her friends know that she had been able to get a date with him. However, he felt oddly that she wouldn't brag or flaunt it. He hissed out a breath, nodded to the others, and ran off after Sunda, having a feeling that he wasn't actually going to meet Jack.

"Damn it." He snarled, seeing Sunda already in his car. Praying that his leap of faith wouldn't get him killed and that Sunda wasn't angry enough to run him over, he made his strong, lean legs carry him over the distance until he was in the middle of the school parking lot, blocking his friend's path.

"What the f***k is your deal?" He shouted, crossing his arms. "I didn't promise I'd be her boyfriend!" His eyes were angry now as the puzzle pieces seemed to fall into place. So Sunda could go out with someone and have a date but Jer couldn't? Damn it, Jer had told Sunda that he could date Jack, the biggest bastard in the whole school, but when a cute girl that might just heal Jer's heart a little came around and asked for one, single night, Sunda had the gall to get pissed?

He stood in the middle of the road, fists clenched, pointedly waiting for Sunda to get out of the car.

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Sunda.

Sunda slammed on the breaks as Jer seemed to come out of nowhere, jumping in front the car. "Get the f*ck out of my way!" Sunda screamed, slamming her fists on the steering wheel, no idea why she was so livid. She gave a growl of irritation as he didn't move, but as Sunda's prepared to simply go around him, Jer said something that had Sunda kicking open her car door in fury. "Be her boyfriend!? Her Boyfriend?! Why the f*ck do you need someone else?!" Sunda screamed, storming up to Jer in the middle of the parking lot, her eyes alight with fury and her hair disheveled by her own rage. Sunda needed Jer, she needed him far more than he needed her, 'And as soon as he finds that out, he's going to leave me. This girl would just make him realize that faster.' Her long and angry strides carried her quickly across the paved road, the click of her expensive Italian shoes the only thing heard in the dead-quiet parking lot.

As she reached Jer, she shoved him violently, this was the time she had ever physically touched him in anger and it did little to make her feel better. "I've had it, I've just had it." Sunda voice broke a little; she didn't know what was happening to her, she didn't know why she was angry, why she was taking this out on her best friend. All she knew was that she had to get away from everything, she needed to get lost. "I don't know what everyone wants from me!" She screamed, shoving Jer again, "It's always Sunda this and Sunda that, Sunda are you coming on Sunday? Sunda are you going to kiss me? Sunda am I your girlfriend? Sunda what are you doing! Sunda! Sunda! Sunda! do you know what it's like?! No, you don't! Because you're the perfect quarterback, the perfect and most handsome student! You have the bloody answers for everything! well guess what, it isn't like that for everyone!" Sunda blew up, unsure what she was really saying as everything poured out. Every insecurity and stress she felt; it was so hard maintaing her "I'm not affected by anything" air day in and day out, and in this moment, with everything that had already happened today, Sunda let it out.

If Sunda was truly in her right mind, she would have been doing this in the seclusion of her bedroom, by herself, rather than in the car-park of her school taking it all out on her bestfriend.


((OHNOES, DOES THIS SPELL THE END OF SUNDA AND JER'S FRIENDSHIP?!
DUN DUN DUNNNN.
Tune in next time. =o
Sunda has had a bit of an emotional break-down, it seems.))

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For a moment, Jer was pretty sure Sunda was just going to drive around him, maybe flip him off, and then drive away in his murderous rage, but instead, his best friend stormed out and came right up to him. Jer stumbled back as he was shoved, but he didn't try and fight back. He regained his balance and felt Sunda's heated words pour over him like acid, and god how they burned. He bowed his head, eyes covered by his long, blond hair so that his expression was unreadable. Why do you need someone else?! His words echoed in his mind and he felt both anger and sadness swell inside of him.

"Why do you need someone else?" He roared. "So you can have someone special to you? You can date and go out with guys and girls alike? You can decide what I need?!" He demanded, hands curling into tight fists. His nails dug into his palms, creating crescent-shaped indents.

He grew silent as Sunda yelled at him some more, letting out all of his anger and frustration. He was shoved again, but like before, he didn't lift a hand to stop Sunda or to defend himself. Only this time, he didn't have enough time to regain his composure and fell back, head smacking against the street. He winced, but sat up, feeling the world spin a little.

"damnit I don't have all the answers!" He shouted, his own voice cracking from the emotions that tossed him around like a stick in a ravenous ocean. "I'm more lost than I've ever been before." His eyes flashed with pain and a wildness that was so unlike his usual aloofness. "I don't understand why I feel like your hidings things from me, and I don't understand what's wrong with me. I always thought I was straight but now every time I look at you I swear to god my heart beats faster." He took a step back, anguished face pale.
"Every time I see Jack with you I ask myself: why can't that be me? Damnit!" He shouted. It seemed like both of them were exploding.


{Wow. o.0 Looks like they both lost it.}