(Still have a mountain of homework, but I've managed to make a considerable dent in it! Finally have time to make a reply! C: I'm honestly so, so profusely sorry for the wait, though.)
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A R I ⊝ I N G V A R ⊝ S V E R R I R
As Eloise grabbed his arm, yanking him forward with a violent jerk, Ari couldn't help the feeble whimper that passed his lips. Her grip felt like fire, even through the not-insubstantial number of furs protecting his skin from the icy temperatures of the world outside. He stumbled after her, terror reverting his mind to an empty slate. The Ice Girl strode quickly, longer legs covering ground with felinesque ease; Ari picked up the pace, looking for all the world like a newborn calf taking its first steps.
They passed over the first snow-clad hill, and Ari has to force himself not to look back -he knew that the rest of the group was out of sight now, knew it as surely as the fact that the Ice Girl had no good intentions in drawing him out here. But to look back would be to confirm beyond any doubt that he was beyond help, beyond salvation. The short boy felt his lower lip begin to tremble against his will, and bit down -hard- on the already tender skin. He would not cry -he wouldn't give the Ice Girl that satisfaction. Pointing to a spot a few paces to his left, she instructed he move. Ari obliged mindlessly, shuffling in the packed down snow. He watched with a rapidly rising sense of foreboding as she strode forward, dropping her sack by her side. The breath hitched in his throat as his eyes followed her hands to her sides, where she drew two lethally pointed blades from their sheaths at her hips. His heartbeat increased to a fevered pace; the pounding of feet against hard earth as the gazelle sped away from the lioness, the drummer beating out the violent rhythm of what would no doubt be his imminent death. In the few seconds that lapsed between the uncovering of the knives and the Ice Girl's next action, Ari's brain went into overdrive. I'm too young to die. What about my mother? Lara? Oh Gods, I don't want to die I don't want to dieIdon'twanttodie. It occurred to him very briefly that he might be acting disproportionately hysterical -after all, what reason did Eloise have to commit murder? The Passage had only just begun -and, besides, how would she even get away with it? The others would certainly smell a rat if she came back alone. But, would they care? Serenity would. His brain latched onto that thought, using it to give him the strength not to burst into tears as the Ice Girl grabbed his wrist in an iron grip, twisting it as she drew him in close. He was near enough that he could feel her breath on his face, white clouds billowing from her nostrils in a disconcertingly draconic fashion. She spoke, and Ari watched her lips moving, listening without truly comprehending the meaning of the string of sounds issuing from her mouth. She fell silent, a beat passed -Ari's heart pounded so loudly that surely Eloise could hear it- and meaning finally came to him, with all of the suddenness and force of an epiphany. She was not going to kill him. At least, he didn't think so. Not today. He was not going to die today. The relief that flooded him with that realization could have eradicated a village; a veritable tsunami.
But, as quickly as it had crashed over him, it left, and he was falling. Through the air, atoms too far apart to slow his fall. His back hit the hard-packed snow below him, and all the little air that had been left in his lungs deserted him, seeking a better host. The dull thrum of pain simmering just beneath his skin, and then tears, again, pricking at his eyes. Don't cry, he begged himself, please, no, don't-
Beads of moisture escaped from the corners of his eyes, threading a path halfway down his cheeks before freezing solid. More followed; tracks of ice burning their way across his skin. The Ice Girl's words floated back to him, whispering themselves tauntingly in his ears, viper-hisses off of serpent-tongues. The weakest link in this chain. A wave of self-loathing so strong washed over him that he barely flinched as the Ice Girl threw one of her knives down, seven inches from his head. He rolled onto his side and grabbed it with his right hand at her behest, drawing himself to his feet sluggishly. Raising the other hand, he wiped the ice from his cheeks, red and raw with the cold. Cold green eyes scanned him, and Ari could hear the mocking words spelled within them as clearly as if Eloise had been hurtling them jeeringly at his face. Impassive eyes watched as she lowered her centre of gravity, knees bending as she rearranged her body into a fighting stance. Ari tightened his grip on the knife instinctively, but the overwhelming terror of earlier had dissipated entirely. He was the weakest link; he was the one putting the survival of the whole group at risk. If one of them died -if all of them died- it would be all his fault. The Ice Girl was doing this for him -for all of them.
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ϟ G W E N D O L Y N
Gwendolyn sank her claws into the snow as Cuán bunched his shoulders. The slow trickle of fear that had been seeping through her veins turned into a river; it had begun in response to her helplessness, and grew as that sense of powerlessness did. Cuán could beat her with ease -especially in this state. Her head throbbed more incessantly with every thought that flitted through her neural pathways. Please, just go away, she begged silently, swallowing her pride as she deferred to whatever deity sat on their gilded throne above them -if such a god, or gods, existed. Gwendolyn didn't like to ponder the existence of a higher power; it meant she was just a pawn in their game, with no will or strength of her own. Helpless, even at her best. But, if prayer would send this lumbering beast far, far away, then she would do what she had to, even if a vile taste permeated her mouth, rising up from her throat with all the bitterness of bile.
Go away, she prayed once more, eyes closing in response to an especially sharp burst of pain.
And, when she opened them again, Cuán was backing away, grudging words rolling thickly off his tongue. Relief loosened her muscles, stance lowering and then falling apart completely as she flopped gracelessly into the snow. The mountain lion lay in the soft, white powder, neither cold nor hot against her golden-beige pelt. Now that the wolverine had gone, she was free to turn her full attention back to the pain -which gave the impression of increasing as her focus sharpened. Her other half had suffered trauma to their head, that she was certain of now. Uncharacteristic worry caused her tufted ears to flicker, metronomic pace of her tail picking up to beat out 6/8 time. She stifled it, unwilling to let the cool logic of her mind to be muddied by emotions. Even in her head, the word was sneered derisively. One breath. Two. Eyes open. Close. Open again.
She was under control again.
This head injury might even come in handy, Gwendolyn mused as she lay limp in the snow. If she could recover well enough to get moving soon, it could make it considerably easier to find her other half.
If she could get up.
One step at a time.