aquamarine wrote:
Have you ever felt alone? I mean, really and truly alone? What about forgotten? Because I've felt both and they are feelings that I would never wish on anyone, not even my worst enemy.
Not that I have enemies anymore. Can you still have friends, or even enemies after you've died?
Anyways, back to feeling lonely and forgotten. It really is a terrible feeling. I see many people pass through the graveyard, leaving flowers and gifts at graves and headstones. No one ever stops by my grave, though. Not anymore.
I suppose my family stopped by from time to time at first. My funeral was small to begin with, just my mum and dad and a few other relatives and friends. Mum and Dad always stopped by right after my death, but as their lives continued, whereas mine ended forever, they relatively forgot about me and stopped coming by.
Nowadays, no one ever stops by my grave. Seeing loving families leave flowers and tears at others' headstones is like feeling that gunshot in my head over and over again.
That's very good so far. Do more! They're a lovely couple, too XD