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[Maggy Potter]

gumeni mede <3

[gone goodbye]

Gajs...aj nid halp...vec sam rekla u pretdohnom postu da ima sta da se pricha o...njemu...ai nisam mogla da postam detalje...

It's gonna be a long post, pa vam ovo saljem da znate da sam tu...ali da kucam...x3

I have self doubt...lots of it...

I bet this is all just a product of my self hating mind...

;_________;

gumeni mede <3

GUMMY BEARS!<3

Just what i ned to keep me going while i type...virtual candy...x3

[Maggy Potter]

i have more:

[gone goodbye]

i have more:

*klanja ti se kao da zi jedini bog kraljeva i posldenji preziveli kralj bogova*

Gimme some gumi bears!

Aj lav ju for dis!

<3

*nastavi da kuca post of...njemu...*
*ubije se citajuci ono sto je napisala do sad*

[Maggy Potter]

always

više nema slika jer nema više medeka

[gone goodbye]

always

više nema slika jer nema više medeka

N-no more gummy bears...

;_______;

Still, thats not as bad as me hating myself and giving myself agonizing thoughts that he hates me...

Aj nid halp...

Okej...so, Lich Kinga sam pozvala u...utorak...valjda, mejbi it vaz mandej, bat aj dont nou...

I sada mi pricamo kao i uvek, ono sve okej...and then...it began...my self hatred started to put masochistic thoughts into my head...

On - I onda sam na sred casa poljubio drugaricu u ruku
Ja - ;________; au...omg, stvarno?
On - Da, i nastavnicaje htela da me ubije...
Ja - aha...? ;____;
On - a ova je pocrvenela...a i iskreno neznam zasto sam to uradio, jednostavno se osecalo kao da tako treba
Ja -*thinks* aha! he liks her, thats it, but hes denying it, thats why he doesnt know why he did it! nuuuu! ;___; *nastavi da prica i promeni temu*

Malo kasnije, kad smo poceli da pricamo na engleskom (ali cu vam prevoditi jer nisam sigurna da je ovo za CS x3)

Me: Obozavm ukus krvi! <3 *hyper active laugh*
Him: A da nisi ti mozda vampir?
Me: Nuu! Aj lav da lajt! My best friend is the sun! BUt i still like the tsaste of blood! x3
Him: Ne verujem da ti je sunce najbolji prijatelj...
Me: Well, actually, ona je suncani tigrica...tj tirgrica stvorena od sunca! x3

Him: Ah, i hate th light, especially holy light!
Me: Oh, dont worry, my friend is made of light, but not HOLY light x3
Him: And Paladins have hoy light...and that can kill me, so i hate paladins
Me: Orly?

Him: Yeah, and there's this paladin who turns on HER shield every time SHE comes to school...
Me: ;___________; *thkins* hes talking about a real person, isnt he?
Him: And the shield is waterproof, dakle jedini nacin da je ubijem je dok se kupa, jer ce morati da skine stit...
Me: Aha... *eye twitch of jealousy*
Him: Yep, samo bi bilo cudno ubiti nekog...dok se kupa...
Me: *pokusava da ostane kul i smirena* Hehehe,...yeah, i krv bi tekla parvo u kanalizaciju...kao u filmu...*trys to fail, fails in failing, i uspe da se smiri*

;________;

Okej, i dont know if hes talking about the same girl, but i bet he is, and i hae being jealous and self doubting...i need to know if im overreacting or what?

HALP!!!!!

;________;

[Dr. Mirtachu]

ako te pokusava nacinit ljubomornom samo znaci da je svinja i da mu se svidas!<3

[božemprosti]

uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu daj stavi sliku da mogu predociti o cemu radimo da JA, ne tvoja majka, ukljucim svoju psycho game facu.

gimme more

[gone goodbye]

ako te pokusava nacinit ljubomornom samo znaci da je svinja i da mu se svidas!<3

Ali sta ako ne pokusava!?

What if he doesnt know that aj ajk him<3 and tells me those things without thinking?!

;_______;

You dont understand...

I love him the way I love Jackie...and Ashy...and I have NEVER loved a REAL person the way I love fictional characters...

And I still love th main charactr of my book...and i always wiill..but ... when i only have him...i know that hes not real...and that fact alone is enouh to open up a black hole in my heart that eats my soul, slowly...like...soul cancer,...ohgodwhy....

I CNT GO BACK TO THAT! I JUST CANT!

;__________;

I'm dying...its eating me! ANd..and...and...wh-when i hear his voice...saying:

"This
is not over....
There must always be...
A Lich King...!"

Ohgodthefeels...

Nemas pojma koliko smeksi to zvuci when he says it...it's like...like whem i start quoting my dearest Jackie! Oh god!

Its EXACTLY like that! I feel in love with ack because of his quotes, and thats why i love hthe Lich King the way i love ackie!

Its wrong!

Its wrong to love real people the way you love fictional characters!

Because i cvant live without fictional characters, but they can always be yours!

B-but him...he...he...well...I cant live without him...and if i have to...

I

WILL

DIE

AND HE WONT BE ABLE TO RESUERCT ME!

IT WAS BAD ENPOUGH WHEN I LOVED SOMEONE WHO DIDNT EXIST...PORMIRILA SAM SE S TIME DA JE JACK FICTIONAL I DA NIKAD NECE BITI MOJ...

ALI NE MOGU S TIM DA SE NOSIM WHEN IT COMES TO...the...the Lich King...

IUTS DIFFERENT!

;_______;

Halp...am I overreacting?

</3

uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu daj stavi sliku da mogu predociti o cemu radimo da JA, ne tvoja majka, ukljucim svoju psycho game facu.

gimme more

My mm keeps saying stuff like "Oh, he likes you both"

O.0...no mom, no...

I tako mi on ponekad prica o nekim njegoim drugaricama...kako se nekoj tamo potpisao ispode dekoltea "vlasnistvo pisca" i strelicu na gore

i neke razne take stvari...

I kidam se iznutra...

*comits suicide hoping to be resurected*

[Dr. Mirtachu]

da...vjeruj mi...radi te ljubomornom.

probaj ti rec da tak ne znam, imas /prijateljske/ odnose sa nekim drugarom.
if you know what i mean.