by deerbroken » Wed May 26, 2021 3:36 am
The next morning Graham feels jittery; to know that he's to be married sometime in the evening, to a man he's been close with all his life, feels a little strange, a little exciting. He doesn't know what to think of it. It's for politic's sake, of course, but it's hard for Graham not to feel a bit touched by the whole idea of it. The king, leaving shortly after their ceremony, entrusting an entire kingdom in his hands... He can't fathom what he's feeling, the emotions of it a whirlwind in his chest. Feeling a bit sentimental, he decides he'll go see the king prior to their secret meeting, his leather journal in one hand, taking a jaunt down the main hallway to his room. He sees the door cracked, and freezes up a bit, not wanting to interrupt his breakfast, or whatever business might be in the process of being conducted. He waits, but he leans closer, resting his side against the doorframe.
"I can't believe you," he hears from the room, the voice not belonging to Aquilo. "To do this to me, and then run away. You're a coward."
"It's for the safety of my people," the king replies, and he can hear him huff, the sound of him shifting in the bed, perhaps to cross his arms or something of that manner. "And you know that they wouldn't accept you as their king."
There's loud pacing, the other person in the room, perhaps Aorm, grumbling under his breath. "You can't do this!" He says again, slamming his fist down on what Graham assumes is the desk in the room. "I won't allow it."
"It's a political marriage," Aquilo starts, and he sighs again, the sound of it more sympathetic, understanding, rather than the frustrated ones he'd been giving Aorm moments ago. "I don't love him, Aorm." Aorm, Graham thinks. He was right. "I have to protect them from my brother. You know what he'll do if he gets his hands on the crown."
There's a long silence, and Graham starts to realize that Aquilo is talking about him, the voices in the room fading out of his perception. It's a political marriage, the king's words echo in his ears. I don't love him.
The words cut like a knife, and Graham stumbles as he pushes away from the wall, trying to walk away before he's caught eavesdropping. As he struggles to walk straight he trips over a table, barely catching the ceramic vase that rests on top of it. He forces a breath from his lungs as he puts it back, scooting the table into place again before he continues. A staff member looks at him, but he must look like he's seen a ghost, for they look away respectfully. It's a political marriage, he hears again, and again, and again. I don't love him.
When the time comes to meet the king in the basement of the old church down the street, Graham is much less excited. After hearing his exchange with Aorm, it begins to feel more of a duty, a part of his job rather than a secret declaration of affection. He sighs sharply as he enters the cellar of the decrepit building, candles littering the room with a soft light casting on the crowd of three in the center of the room. He closes the doors behind him quietly, and tries to put on a smile when he approaches the group, but it's hard to hide the way he's feeling.
"Are you alright?" Aquilo asks, and while he'd once taken comfort in the way he cares, the sound of his voice just reminds him of the conversation this morning. I don't love him.
"I'm fine," Graham says, and smiles a little wider, surely knowing that the expression looks forced. "Shall we begin?"
The bishop, a man he's seen before, and another member of the royal court, someone he and Aquilo both trust, are present to bear witness. The man of holy stature suggests making the ceremony short and to the point, and all of them agree, sharing brief looks with each other. Graham struggles to hear the words the bishop utters, staring blankly at him as he fails to focus on him. Those words start to come again, and he chastises himself, looking to the floor. Stop it, he tells himself, shaking his head in frustration. Cast your feelings aside. This is important.
When he looks to the king again, the other man smiles at him sympathetically, squeezing his hands. He didn't realize he'd taken them in the first place, and his expression changes quickly from irritable to shocked before he catches himself. The bishop begins to ask the questions towards the end of the ceremony, and Graham puts his attention to him, trying to listen intently.
"In sickness and in health, till death do you part?" He raises his brow as the bishop looks to him, and he nods, still holding the king's hands in his own.
"I do."
"And do you, King Aquilius Blackburne of Mercurio, take Graham to be your husband, in sickness and in health, till death do you part?"
"I do," the king says, and the bishop nods, closing the bible within his hands.
"Then I now pronounce you as husband and, erm, husband. You may kiss the groom, should it please you, my lord."
Aquilo shrugs, laughing a bit awkwardly as he looks to Graham for confirmation. "Um, alright," he says, feeling a bit odd about the casual nature of all of this, despite the importance of the ceremony.
They kiss, very briefly, almost chaste as their lips barely touch. "Thank you, Graham," Aquilo says, giving him a genuine smile. He shakes their hands together before releasing, giving a short sigh as he steps back. "Now I can go in peace. I thank you, all of you, for helping me with this endeavor. I truly look forward to my time away, though I shall miss you all. Please, take care of my kingdom for me, Graham. I entrust you with that, and with my life. Till death do us part, I suppose." He laughs, running a hand through his hair.
"Now I must go," he murmurs before Graham can respond, and gives a short bow to him, the bishop, and the other court member. "I will be off in a mere matter of hours. I thank you all, again. I am forever in your debt." He smiles before he takes off, rushing to the stairs that lead inside the church itself. The bishop begins to speak with the other man in the room, and Graham sees himself out, stepping into the brisk air of the evening from the cellar doors. He sighs, his hands rested on his hips, as he tries to make sense of his feelings on the whole matter.
He doesn't sleep that night, or the next, confused and lost within his own mind. The meaning of the ceremony is lost on him. Perhaps it is only political. But then why did they share a kiss? It's not required, is it? After a matter of days, he shakes it off, trying to focus on his work. Running the kingdom is an important job, and be it romantic or not, Aquilo has left it up to him. He notices Aorm, a few days after the king's leave, surprised to see that he hasn't left with the monarch himself.
"Aorm?" he asks, his voice very genuinely confused. "You're still here?"
"Yes," he says, his voice seeping with bitterness. "I could not go with-- I could not take my leave, with our ambassador." They've agreed, between the few who know of his leaving, to discuss it as an ambassador leaving the castle, telling the public that the king is still present, though in need of recovery. "I don't think I shall see him again."
Aorm frowns, staring daggers into the floor as Graham stands only feet from him, his journal clasped in his hands protectively. "I'm sorry," he murmurs, unsure of whether or not he should comfort this man, given that he's caused so much turmoil for him.
"It's no trouble. I have a job to do." Graham nods as the other man looks at him, trying to look sympathetic. He can understand, too, how the guard must be feeling. Having to give the person he loves over to someone else is no easy task, regardless of the importance of it.
"As do I." Graham smiles a bit more cheerfully, and touches the man's arm, a bit hesitant when the look Aorm gives him could kill him if he wasn't already numb. "Um, thank you, Aorm. I um, appreciate your presence here, nonetheless."
The guard grunts, but he gives him a stern nod, before taking his stance once again as he stays by the king's door. Graham rushes off down the hall, worried that Aorm might become a problem in the future, but when he glances back at him the man's expression softens a bit, and he looks to where Graham had touched him. Perhaps they might get along, after enough time has passed. Perhaps not, he thinks, but he can dream of it.
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deerbroken on Thu Jun 03, 2021 7:29 am, edited 8 times in total.