Seeking Advice - Struggling to RP

[xXSparkleBonesXx]

Before I get started. If this is not the correct area to post this just lmk and I'll take this down.

I'm not really sure how to phrase this so I'm going to be blunt? I really struggle to find RP partners thanks to my social anxiety. I can't find a stranger online to RP with, I always need to take time to get to know someone before it feels "safe" to be open and vulnerable about RPing with them. I did used to have no issue doing "anon" style RPs online but recently every time I've tried to find someone to RP with I've struggled to feel safe doing so.

A mix of unsure if I'm good enough and also just being worried about how cringe/lack of interesting things to add to the RP itself. And it feels weird meeting people in mutual areas to RP just to say "hey actually I need a few days to actually talk as friends before we can have our OCs interact".

I'm not really sure how to go about this? I really miss RPing especially after having a mutual "break up" with my friend and long time RP partner.

TLDR: What's the best way to either jump into an RP or the best way to find others to RP with that are ok with starting as just friends/friendly conversations?

[Maeevee]

Hello there! I am new to the site, but not new to roleplaying. I've been doing this for about fourteen years so come listen to my crazy logic.

In my experience, jumping into a roleplay with a stranger is a lot better than making friends and then roleplaying. You can always make friends with a stranger, but you may not like the way your friend writes. It can be a bit difficult to tell a friend you don't want to roleplay with them vs telling a stranger the same thing.

I'm also here to tell you, no and bad, you are good enough. If you are into one on one roleplays I would start maybe branching out into group roleplays and befriending someone's style you like or appreciate. The worst thing that anyone can say to you is no.

You will be fine and I'm sure you will find a friendly face who loves your writing. ❤️