username: Kyar
name: Paradise
story:
Holding your hand now, it feels so cold.
Your eyes rest so blissfully shut, the soft rosiness of your porcelain complexion like a doll, lovingly crafted, and desperately loved. Hospital beds, grays and whites, they don’t suit you. You belong in the garden, toes sinking into freshly turned soil with the bounty of the sun raining down across your amber-kissed curls. Months pass and seasons have fled from the institutional windowpanes, drifting silently by while you rest, here, and so impossibly far.
My hand cradles yours, my brutish fingers so careful now as I feel every groove of your gentle palm. If I could read these lines and pull from them your bright, endless future, I would give my soul to do it. You have captivated every moment since our hands, such opposites, first clasped one another. In my heart, in yours still beating, I scarcely dare let go. An endless year spent in the company of perfect strangers, waiting for you to pull my joints and crack my knuckles for me, just to stop me from doing it myself. At night, as we sleep side by side at such distance, I whisper these things to you in your dreams.
Faith on foundations, my heart was only ever yours. If I waste away in this sterile space, I would wait forever at your side. One day, you will rise like the first breath of spring, ignite the love of the world with your melodious life. As you journey, this dream outside of time, I wait and call out for the day you return, soul settling back to body, and awaken with the squeeze of a hand. I’ll be here, at your side, calling. When you’re ready, I know you’ll come back.
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