Swishy & Broken wrote:So M and I were really close the other day, lots of cuddles and hand holding. So I left J, and I'm done talking to M probably. It wasn't fair to J, after almost two years to just start liking M more obviously. I couldn't do that to him. I can't hurt people like that.
M knows what we were doing was wrong, but he kept falling into it. And I like him too much to just know to stop. So if I'm done talking to him maybe I'll be happier in the long run.
And, yea, now that it's obvious, I'm a dirty cheater. And I think I might just have to accept that as part of me, maybe I'll stop dating people all together so I don't hurt anyone. That's probably for the best.
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suneater wrote:i feel so stupid and angry at myself..and while this isn't such a big deal considering everyone else's, i just. i feel like i just need a hug. or a friend. or someone who'll listen to me without making stupid jokes and "trying" to make me feel better but it's just making me feel worse.
basically. i dropped my computer on the floor today and the screen fractured in a million tiny pieces and it's not even a big deal but i literally felt like crying because i'm always so careful with my electronics and it just. broke. and the screen's gonna cost a least five hundred dollars to replace/fix and i don't have that kind of money and i'd thought maybe the six-month replacement warranty would still be in effect? but i came home and. i'd bought it on the twenty-third of december which means the six month warranty ended three days ago and i started crying again because i just. i have to replace it and even though the school year's ending i don't have any other technology other than my phone but how the hell am i supposed to do anything on a phone
it's so just much money for me right now and i just. feel like crap. because six months passed without my even denting it or anything and three days past the replacement warranty i break it.
i really just need a hug right now. i dunno. i'm getting too worked up over this.
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