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[cornspurrd.]

I'm such a let down and a disappointment, I make people feel bad about themselves because I'm me. I get these bad waves of depression and everybody just ditches me because I'm boring. Nobody can freaking stand me, I'm lonley,,

Also, To all I've ghosted.
I'm sorry, You're good people.
If I wasn't such an antisocial looser
And we actually talked, You would
Of hated me anyways, I saved you
The trouble

I can't believe I've already relapsed
I've been home for less than 6 hours.
I hate myself,

[mandalorian]

i just can’t stop thinking about how long you used me. i put up with eight months of lies, abuse, manipulation from you. i had to deal with whatever you decided for me.

if today was the day you were going to freak out and threaten me, id have to go along with it
if today was the day you were going to tell me im cheating on you, that im lying to you, that my love is fake, id have to listen
if today was the day you’d wake up and decide to send me a paragraph while you knew i was asleep, telling me about how sorry you were for hurting me, i had to deal with it
if today was the day you told me you were in the hospital, despite being at home and safe, i’d have to go to your family members and make sure you’re safe.

even after our relationship ended. you used me. told your friends that it was mutual, for your own health. that you weren’t stable enough to be in a relationship. when i got together with my boyfriend, you told me he didn’t love me. said that it was a lie, i should break up with him, that i deserved better. knowing that i was too weak to fight you.

i was always so scared when talking to you. i can’t remember one time of happiness when engaging in a conversation with you.

you are the reason i stay up until 4am, crying over a girl who took my trust and never returned it. crying over the shell of someone who used to engage in conversations, who used to have friends, who used to be fun,,

you took everything away from me.

[Swishy & Broken]

I don't understand

[Svetigris]

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was it worth it? i lost 2 dear pets today
im both happy and sad&stressed at the time

[cornspurrd.]

lol hi im har and im a mess and i hate myself. :)

[sillies]

I really really wish my friends would stop calling me gay as, what feels like, a derogatory term; im transitioning into being straight - so much went wrong with my last same sex relationship and just no matter what i say they just don't listen !! It's just so irritating and makes me so uncomfortable! and I just sgd;lgdgsjlgdsal gsdlgdsl kjgsdlgdsjlkg lkjg jlk

[Snowflakette]

Honestly I didn’t want to admit this to myself but this trip so far is just the worst.

I came here thinking maybe finally seeing a sky full of stars for the first time in my life would be the best thing I’ll experience this summer, but everything that happened so far just.. made the experience so much less fun.

I hate it here. I don’t want to spend another 5 days on this tour. I don’t want to have the local people discriminate me because I have a different passport than the others. I don’t like the other people on my tour. I hate to rant but some of them just have so much negativity that it’s effecting the others and preventing them from enjoying themselves.

and now I’m waiting in a hotel that’s refusing me after they accepted me beforehand because they had bad experience with the same company as the tour I’m on and because of my different passport and everyone’s arguing. And my mother is calling the police because of their service. Great. It’s 12AM and I just want to sleep, please.

[cornspurrd.]

lol i need help :,)


Mmm sitting in a bathroom having an anxiety attack because i cant function like a normal freaking human being

[mandalorian]

if you're reading this, you're feeling negative emotions. you're sad, mad, feeling lonely. whatever you're feeling, please understand that you are not alone, despite what your mind thinks! my pms are open for anyone who may be feeling like they are lost, alone, confused, or upset in any way. the world can be a very, very scary and confusing place. you have people around you to help navigate it, and i will always be one of those people.

here's some things that help me when i am sad! i hope you find use in these.
when you're feeling insecure
this song will help your anxiety
listen to the lyrics
emergency compliment
draw a stickman!
click this to smile
focus on this for a while
take a tour of the stars
do nothing for two mintes
weave some silk

[cornspurrd.]

Im sorry i need things. Im sorry i "waste" your money. Im sorry you hate me, Im sorry im "ungrateful" I'll take whatever blame, If means you'll treat me like a normal human being.

I'm sorry that you don't understand that i just want to fit in, Blend in.

Im sorry for being your stupid bratty eldest daughter.

:/