TheComfortCorner | V.8

[Swishy & Broken]

Would it kill you to explain yourself?

I still don't understand why you did what you've done?

M, was I just not good enough for you?

[cornspurrd.]

You, You always make things so so much better.

[uniiversally]

i just wanna let everyone know that you're wonderful and beautiful, and i'm always here for you if you need to rant, or if you just need a friend <3

[SolsticeTheBanana]

Help me have the strength to stay.
Help me to be brave and hold you up high.
Help me to show you again to the face that forgot you.
Help me to not be afraid.
[size=85]rant; do not reply unless you absolutely feel you have to,,

Help me to trust.
Help me to love.
Help me have patience.
Help me be humble and forget of my own troubles.
Help me to be honest.
Help me to be loyal.
Help me to follow you.
Help me to listen.
Help me not to assume I know. Because I don’t.
Help me to understand.
Help me to be silent.

And above all else, help me save her.



I need a lot of help right now. and I know you are waiting to give it to me. i just don’t want to be afraid this time. i am so tired of letting fear control my life.

I have so much on my mind right now but I can’t find the words to write it out. I have so much emotion right now but I can’t find a way to name it all.
Why do people have to be ass holes? Why do people have to not understand? Why do so many people just judge and judge and judge and never listen. Why, why do people judge other’s bodies when they have no idea what those bodies have been through, or what they are currently going through. Why do people hate others just because of a stupid opinion!? Why do people refuse to have perspective and refuse to take a change and just... listen. because.. I know she wouldn’t feel this way if you... god I don’t even know what to call you. If you just... let her be herself. Let her tell you what she feels and let her be ok, let her feel safe. You’ve made her feel afraid, you’ve made her ashamed to be the person that she wants to be. You’ve pushed and extinguished every living hope of being something acceptable to others in her mind. And what, you keep telling her the same things. Get better. Stop moping. Grow up. You don’t even try to understand. You don’t even hear her.
And as for her. Leave her ALONE! Please... stop it. Please stop calling her names. Please stop judging her body. Because she is so beautiful and if she doesn’t realize it then I know it’s your fault. She works so hard and is a saint in my eyes, stop treating her like she’s anything less than a saint for a friend. Just go away.
And then you. Of corse it’s you, I don’t even know what to say to you. You started this. All of it. All of it. You took them away, and yeah, I get it, I do. But... you don’t understand my side. Their side, our side. Her. Side.
And now we are trying so hard to bring them back here. Trying. We told you in advanced. Months before. And now you are refusing to let them come back just for ONE WEEK! It has been. TWO YEARS! I think you can let go of her for just a week. Stop pretending you care so much, you caused all this trouble. You broke her in half and now you won’t let her go back to the place where you ripped her from. Seriously? We are PAYING for it, and you still are making excuses. Whatever. It’s not like I can talk sense to you. Everyone has already tried... I don’t dislike you. I just dislike what you are doing and the reasons you do it for.


Damn, I don’t really consider myself an angry person but I feel like punching the next person to walk in this room right in the face.


God I just want to protect you all. But I don’t know how. I just wish that people would stop being horrible. Stop hurting the people I love the most, ok? Stop. Please.

[idiosyncrasy]

i'm such a failure
i'm so pathetic
so idiotic
so worthless

anyways, note to self;
i can't freaking believe you relapsed... i'm so disappointed in you, you're dead to me
just when things start to get better, you hit rock bottom again
when you climb back up to the top, you slip and fall into the darkness once more

if only people could read your mind, oh my~
you act innocent and kind, but if they knew what was going on in your mind.. they'd run like hell
you just bottle things up until it gets to be too much to handle, then you take it out on yourself
don't bother telling people about your feelings! you know what happened last time..
don't open up, they'll just send you to a mental hospital again

and you'll never be a boy, no matter what you tell yourself
they'll keep calling you she and her
there's only two genders, idiot!
you're female. you have boobs and other female parts. isn't that enough proof?
people see you as a girl and they always will
you're name is jeanne, not reese! you can't just change your name like that!

oh, and you know what else?

go burn in hell.
go jump off a bridge.


nobody needs you here

[|Cornelius|]

I need help. Everything has gone wrong in just the past 12 hours. I’ve had countless panic attacks already. I’m on vacation, I’m supposed to be relaxed. But instead I’m sitting here nauseous, shaking, stressed, and struggling to breath. I guess it’s a good lesson for me. What goes around truly comes back around. I’ve learned what people think of me. Stuck up, rude, ungrateful. And I’m forever sorry but she’ll never forgive me, she made that clear. As she said, I lost every I loved. And it hurts. A lot.

[cornspurrd.]

Why right before the lake.
Why.
I was fine all summer
But of course.

Being a women fing sucks.

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Im stuck in a car with my sister who smells becasue she's been wearing the same dress for the past week, a fat smelly dog, And annoying music,,, for the next 3 hours... :)

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I just realized, i left my rat home with little to no food and i wont be at the house for 3 days

[Mooshidog]

it sucks knowing your best friend is in the same state as you

but you can't meet her.

and just thinking about meeting her and hugging her makes you sob because you love her so much.

[forestfolke]

sorry for the deletion, just needed to vent!

[onion]

im really not doing okay tonight