I'm Sorry. . .

[Pamlight]

I'm sorry I didn't forgive you sooner

[Dawnstorm111]

I'm sorry for being annoyed at you even when you were bullying me
I'm sorry for being a jerk
I'm sorry you don't have a partner, you're beautiful and perfect
I'm sorry he doesn't love you the same
I'm sorry I'm not good
I'm sorry for not spending time with you, I will never see you again

[Sakuraah]

i'm sorry for bottling up everything
i'm sorry that all I do is cry in the mornings
i'm sorry that i'm letting my grades slip
i'm sorry I caused so much pain
i'm sorry that i'm not a neat person and can't keep a space clean
i'm sorry that i waste time that I could be studying by listen to music
i'm sorry that i hate looking at myself
i'm sorry i hurt you
i'm sorry that i can't understand why you are so happy
i'm sorry i turn down plans but complain that i have nothing to do
i'm sorry i let people's words effect my mental health
i'm sorry that i don't seek help
i'm sorry that my mind is clouded with bad things
i'm sorry i feel so underappreciated even though i have people who support me
i'm sorry you had to see me like this
i'm sorry my mother isn't sane and makes me even more upset
i'm sorry that i can't trust others
i'm sorry that i made you read this
i'm sorry for being here

[drift.]

I'm sorry I overreacted...
i guess i still don't believe that someone as amazing and understanding as you could even remotely like me...
so when you said you were leaving i realized that i had let myself hope... and i wasn't mad at you, i was frustrated with myself that i let someone tear down those walls that i had worked so hard to keep up.

I'm sorry that i have these walls that block you out,
it's taken years of heartbreak and disappointment to perfect.. and you broke them in no time, like it was nothing.

I'm sorry that the harder I fall the more guarded I become..
i want to let you in, but im still wrestling with the fact that you might not be like the rest of them...
that you could be different from every abusive, onesided relationship i've been in..

I'm sorry that you felt the need to use me, C...
was that really all you wanted me for? to make her jealous?
Why didn't you tell me, instead of wasting my time... I would've helped you..
Now look what you've done. We're not even friends anymore.
I hate you.. just like i hate M, and J, and all that come before you..
I thought you were nice?

[mercury.]

to c
im sorry i don't tell you thinks i should.
im sorry i put so much pressure on you.
im sorry for relying on you so much.
im sorry for never being grateful.
im sorry i don't spend enough time with you.

to r
im sorry i never told you the one thing that could have made you feel better.
im sorry for keeping secrets.
im sorry for not encouraging you.
im sorry you're gone.

[partly cloudy]

im sorry to myself because i dont appreciate how unique life is.

im sorry but its the only way for me to know that im still in existence

[crucifying.]

im sorry i wasn't at the hospital with you
i'm sorry i couldn't say goodbye
i'm sorry i cry because i miss you
i'm sorry that my depression makes me not want to be around anyone
i'm sorry i wasn't a better friend when you were around
i'm sorry that i miss you
i'm sorry that there was nothing i could do

[threezeum]

im sorry i wasnt the good friend you expected
im sorry i was rude to you
im sorry i was jealous of you
im sorry my jealousy took over
im sorry that i cry everyday
im sorry that youre the reason why i feel so insecure
im sorry that im not enough
im sorry that im sorry

[Yinni]

im sorry i’m not who you want me to be
i’m sorry for not being the best girlfriend
i’m sorry for not being good enough
i’m sorry for being a bad friend
i’m sorry for having bad anxiety and not being able to around you sometimes
i’m sorry for having mental illnesses
i’m sorry for not being perfect
i’m sorry for hanging out with my friends too much
i’m sorry for not being able to be with you all the time
i’m sorry for not being as pretty as the other girls
i’m sorry for not being as skinny as the other girls
i’m sorry for not being as smart as i’d like to be
i’m sorry for not being able to control myself when i’m too upset
i’m sorry you had to comfort me so many times
i’m sorry i’m so upset all the time
i’m sorry i’m never genuinely happy
i’m sorry i’m me

[Jenny;]

I'm sorry that sometimes I lack understanding.
I'm sorry that I'm not social like you and have many friends
I'm sorry that I haven't gotten my licence yet
I'm sorry that I haven't figured out what I want to do for further studies yet
I'm sorry I haven't gotten full time work ):
I'm sorry I isolate myself and find it difficult to open up to you
I'm sorry that my stubbornness is stopping me from messaging you...I really want to..
I'm sorry that you don't always feel as though I love you..I do..I just don't know how to show it..
I'm sorry I'm so hard to read and that you don't understand my actions...neither do I..