Write a Letter You Cannot Send (Read the Rules!)

[lovelyhyena]

dear t

i don't know why i keep wishing for you to come back. i miss you and i care deeply about you even though i shouldn't. i feel guilty every day that i think of how much i miss you because i shouldn't. you've gone and forgotten me for the most part, so i should return the favor, but it's hard when i keep noticing you the same way i did that day years ago.

it's hard when i still care so much about you that my chest aches just writing this. i don't admit that i care about people genuinely this easily, but when it's not to your face it's easier to say that i've always left my heart open to you. even if i seem closed off i'm just waiting for you to make the first move because, just like back then, i still don't know how to make the first move, even though our friendship had filled an empty space in my life i didn't know i had.

i guess part of me is hoping it was you who said that because i just miss you so much. i miss my best pal.

-val

[ease]

[shisho]

the letter here is removed, i've changed.

[Chihiro Fujisaki]

N.

You know I'm sorry. I've said it so much.
maybe i'm just being bitter but the fact you would choose to end our friendship over something like that and not speak to me for over a month. Despite me being there for you for so long. DO YOU EVEN KNOW HOW MUCH THIS HAS HURT D!
Of course you don't, You only care about her. Despite both me and F trying to tell you what kind of person she really is you stay with her. Cant you see that she's been trying to push me and F out of your life since she found out about us. She's crazy and we're worried about you, I cant even talk to you because you'd just tell me rudely to go away. I hope you know that once its all over, once you finally see or once she's had her fun I wont be there for you. I cant be there for you...

~E.

[Jack Harkness]

dear x,
i'm sorry i'm so clingy lol
i just really want to be with you
romantically and generally. you're
the best thing besides d that's h-
appened to me and i can't bear t-
o lose you somehow. i want to talk
to you constantly and i know that
my desperate attempts to create
some type of conversation get an-
noying.
sorry.

dear d,
i wish you were around more.
i wish it wasn't so hard to get in
touch with you, even though yo-
u're literally on discord every day.
i'm sorry that i annoy you, too.

dear me,
stop. being. so. clingy.
nobody wants to constantly talk to you.
get that through your head.
nobody wants to know your latest discovery.
nobody wants to hear what you have to say
about that book you've finished reading.
nobody wants to know how you're doing.
nobody wants to listen to you go on and on
about your interests, even if you listen to
everyone else closely as they go on about
their own interests.
nobody wants to hear about your repeated
problems, even if its "healthy to vent."
nobody wants to know what you did today.
nobody wants to know what you're doing tomorrow.
nobody wants to know what you did yesterday.
nobody wants to know.
so stop trying to let them know.

[gay.exe]

dear d,,

im sorry, okay? im sorry i was a jerk once. i wasnt thinking. but leaving all my chats and blatantly ignoring me, after i've apologized hundreds of times? telling all of my friends im not to be trusted? what? what? i don't understand- but whatever. im trying to get over you. and forget about you. i really wish we could go back to how we were. though.

[♥LilPeep♥]

It’s been four years since we both first met. You, my love. You changed my life forever. You’ve made me feel so many emotions I never knew I was capable of. Cry harder than I’ve ever cried. Smile the widest smile I’ve ever smiled. Hate passionately when I never knew I could hate. So many things. I want to slap you. But at the same time I want to hold you. Grab your face and look into the coffee colored eyed and kiss you. You thought me so many things. You taught me how to love. You thought me to not be so gullible. You were the first woman I ever loved. The reason I know my sexuality today. I’d give anything for some closure. To get to know you. To do something as simple as meeting up and grabbing some coffee. I want to forget you. I want to move on. But. One thing I have learned over the many years, was that everything happens for a reason. Is that you were a lesson. And that I’m not supposed to forget you. I’ve learned to embrace my emotions. To embrace our story. —— If I were to be completely honest with you. Deep down I’m either in denial or trust my intuition way too much. But I truly do feel like you’re my soul mate. That fate will intertwine it’s strings and bring us back together. You’ve inevitably played my heart strings like a symphony and I’d give everything to be swept off by my feet and fall in love with you all over again.

[sunflower,]

dear "m"
u have been CANCELLED
like whoa ur actually a huge jerk?? how did i ever like you??
damn

dear g & k
i love you both to the moon and back
like i couldn't ask for better best friends
seriously
i adore you so much and i hope we can all hang sometime <3

dear c
i'm so so so sorry that u had to deal with me back then
i was a mess and idk how u stuck around
but thank u sm!! u've made me so happy and even if we dont talk
that much anymore, i'm glad we were buds!

dear j
im rlly sorry things ended like they did
but it was for the best that we stopped talking
you make me dread first period bc i know i'm gonna see u
you honestly bring so much anxiety and stress to my life
but i can't just switch classes now
so lets just say i'm very excited for summer

dear s
you're a really good friend and all
but pleaaaaaase keep ur opinions to yourself
i dont like hanging out with you anymore bc you wont
stop bringing up your views on sensitive topics
i respect and acknowledge your opinions but i wanna
have normal convos for once yknow


sincerely, me

[Soll]

ARIE YOU NEED TO STOP AND CALM DOWN. I TOOK YOU OUT OF MY SIGNATURE BECAUSE I THOUGHT YOU HAD LEFT CS FOR GOOD. THAT DOESN'T MEAN I DON'T LOVE YOU OR CARE ABOUT YOU, I WANT YOU TO BE OKAY. I'D FINALLY FOUND HAPPINESS BECAUSE I WAS FRIENDS WITH YOU AGAIN, AND THEN YOU WERE GONE. DO YOU EVEN KNOW HOW MANY NIGHTS I PRAYED AND CRIED AND BEGGED FOR YOU TO BE OKAY? NOW YOU'RE DELETING ME OUT OF YOUR LIFE, AGAIN, AND IT FREAKING HURTS. I DIDN'T FORGET, I DIDN'T STOP CARING, I DIDN'T LEAVE YOU, I DIDN'T WANT YOU GONE, I WANTED NONE OF THAT. YOU DID NOTHING TO ME, NONE OF ANYTHING IS YOUR FAULT, I UNDERSTAND WHERE YOU'RE COMING FROM WITH THE WHOLE SIG THING, BUT THAT WASN'T BECAUSE I DON'T CARE, IT WAS BECAUSE I DIDN'T WANT ANY OF THE ADMINS TO GO TO YOUR ACCOUNT BC AND THINK YOU WEREN'T OKAY. I WAS SCARED, TERRIFIED, AND YOU BLOCK ME WHEN I JUST WANT YOU TO FREAKING BE OKAY? AT LEAST LET ME TALK TO YOU AND MAKE SURE YOU'RE TRULY OKAY, I'M SCARED FOR YOU. I KNOW HOW YOU FEEL AND I LOVE YOU TO DEATH, CHILD. PLEASE, I'M BEGGING YOU. DON'T DO IT. DON'T TRY AGAIN. TALK TO ME. COME BACK. PLEASE. DON'T. PLEASE ARIE PLEASE. PLEASE SEE THIS. PLEASE I HAVE NO OTHER WAY TO TALK TO YOU. PLEASE. I WAS OFFLINE BECAUSE I TRIED IT TOO. I WAS IN THE HOSPITAL FOR THE ENTIRE TIME I WAS GONE. I COME BACK TO THIS? I'M SCARED OF LOSING YOU OUT OF MY LIFE FOREVER.

[dvnc]

dear x,
can you please stop berating me?
i know i'm horrible.
i know i should of helped you.
i know i'm a lazy piece of trash.
i know i don't visit you.
please. i'm only trying to do my best.