TheComfortCorner | V.7

[makoto niijima]

i need help omg
so this guy i liked him but i dont anymore and he just now asked me out but i dont wanna say no
bcz if i do im scared he's gonna hate me but if i say yes ill feel uncomfortable like i wanna say no but i dont ;n;

[i<3 wolves678]

good things aren't supposed to happen to me, are they

I can't even have a moment of happiness this week.

It's been nothing but bad news and dissapointments.
Schools gotten to the point of stress in where I am having professionals suggest I drop Gcse courses, and I've had yet another teacher treat me as if I'm not even a person.

While this isn't an actual doctor or psychiatrists diagnosis, after discussing with a few adults whom are fairly knowledgable with mental health, I just this week found out that after months of feeling this way,

I might have depression.

I don't know how to cope with this knowledge
While it explains a lot, I've been struggling as it is, and with a lot of recent changes, I just feel like things are only going to get worse.

[kolechia]

I'm annoyed.

Soo I'll call her T. but-

I have this friend called T. I like her but she copies me. In my media studies class she is the only person I can speak to so that is why I'm still friends with her. She copies everything I do. Example...we were labelling newspaper covers and we got to pick which ones we did. She picked he own 2 and I picked 2 different ones. She looked over at my screen and I didn't think much of it. Until I looked back and she had the exact same two I did and copied most of my notes (but she wrote them rather badly)

She did this with CD covers too. But this is different as this is actual exam work. She chose the same cover I did and stole most of my notes. Not only that but Miss used my cover as an example and T the sneaky little-

whenever Miss asked about this cover she would give an answer by using my notes. The exact words and everything. I have tried talking to T. but she keeps dodging the question. I told her she cannot use that cover for her assessment. I'm not letting her do this as she WILL use my notes which isn't fair as she has stolen my work so yeah I'm not like being selfish or anything-

She agreed but I bet she will end up using it....ugh whyyyy

Ahhh it is rather annoying-

[slugjelly]

i know that depression is just a silly game that
plays in your mind, but it was been hitting me
hard recently.

i am a smart person, as said by quite a few people,
but my grades in school don't exactly show it, and
i am doubted daily because of my young age, as if
a teenager couldn't experience as much as a grown
adult.

my father and i are not on the best terms, but he
is moving back into my home almost a year after
moving out. acting as if you can accept something
is critically easy, but actually accepting that fact
can be the hardest thing in your life.

my father is trying to be a great boyfriend to my
mother and a great father to me and my little
brother, and i have to admit, he isn't doing half
bad, but i am still scared of the worst.

last thing, finally, bullying is coming back to me.
of a while, nobody really bothered me in my new
school, but after a while, names were called all
over again, not to mention the fights people try to
pick with me for the stupidest reasons. it kills
me, sure, but i know that I can get through it.

thank you for reading my little stupid vent, it
really helps me to get it off my chest.

much love, holly.

[flowercatt]

my parents are arguing

[critter]

I'm broken

My mom is coming home this weekend, but not my dad. I hate my dad, but he's still family and we "need" him. I want a step dad, and so does every other child he's raised. Hes cheated on my mom so many times, she only knows about a few of them, and has been to jail so many times.
I don't think he's fit to be my father figure. God, this hurts. I wish somethings would get better, but I am grateful for what I have, but I wish I had something "normal" for once.

I did, I had a girlfriend, who just recently broke up with me because "everything was going to fast", but if my dad found out, he would disown me for being gay. I am non binary and ace, that makes it really hard to find someone you "love".
You can skip me, everyone does. Whatever, I just wanted to get that off my chest(and hope for advice), but I know someone else is going to put me in their shadows. Self worth issues, gotta love em'.

[Dystopian Roach]

vic, you're the coolest friend ever!!

If you consider

a monster
a narssascist
a beast
A fanged human
A selfish person
a megalomaniac
a manipulator

your friend

Then ok

[-------]

It bothers me so much to see you hurt and to see that I cannot do anything.
If anyone needs to talk to anyone for any advice, comfort, or support, do not be afraid to throw a PM.

[ωolfie]

ugh

So my school has this hotlunch program thing. I ordered some today, but somehow my money got lost and they didnt recieve it. The lunchlady was my friend's mom, and shes really nice. So I told her my situation, and she gave a lunch to me, and someone else didnt recieve any lunch because I had hers. The lunchlady gave the lunch to me because she knew my mom gets worked up easily. I almost laughed because I knew this was 1000% true! I told my mother what she had said for laughs, but unfortunately I wasnt thinking, and didnt realize the consequences of it. My mom was fuming, and she was so mad at the lunchlady because she thought what she said was mean. She was so overreacting, and started to call her a mean parent, horrible, and crazy. I even told her she gave me a lunch and she was STILL mad! My mom wanted to go to the school and ask her why she said what she said, but I really dont want her to! She always takes things in her hands and makes it worse!! I knew I shouldntve told her. And now, my friendship with the lunchlady's daughter will probably be broken.

This probably sounds so stupid, but my mother always does this!! This is NOT the first time! Ugh, I'm just so irritated.

[Tsukỉ]

i know that depression is just a silly game that
plays in your mind, but it was been hitting me
hard recently.

i am a smart person, as said by quite a few people,
but my grades in school don't exactly show it, and
i am doubted daily because of my young age, as if
a teenager couldn't experience as much as a grown
adult.

my father and i are not on the best terms, but he
is moving back into my home almost a year after
moving out. acting as if you can accept something
is critically easy, but actually accepting that fact
can be the hardest thing in your life.

my father is trying to be a great boyfriend to my
mother and a great father to me and my little
brother, and i have to admit, he isn't doing half
bad, but i am still scared of the worst.

last thing, finally, bullying is coming back to me.
of a while, nobody really bothered me in my new
school, but after a while, names were called all
over again, not to mention the fights people try to
pick with me for the stupidest reasons. it kills
me, sure, but i know that I can get through it.

thank you for reading my little stupid vent, it
really helps me to get it off my chest.

much love, holly.

Sigh, the problematic "I'm smart but my grades are falling" issue.. I gue
ss you could talk to your teachers on what exactly you failed on (if you
haven't done that already) as being smart has nothing to do with follow
ing guidelines. It does have a part with it, but I'd attack the problem in
the root. The doubt is quite annoying, but it's best that you prove that
you can be believed before making people believe you. I'm not 100% su
re of your situation here, but if you haven't tried yet, why don't you hav
e a little talk with your teachers? That solves my problems. Most educa
tors can pretty friendly, and even the unfriendly ones tend to not blast
in your face when you ask questions.

I guess I've also been there (minus the father issue) But I just gotta say,
have you told a teacher about the bullying? Do they not care? What I us
ually do is I just tell the authorities of the school. That solves everythi
ng in most cases, and if they continue, I'd constantly tell people about
it. That's sucks, because if they have no reason to pick you out and they
just do, there's no telling how you can talk them out of it. It's sadistic t
hat people do this.

I guess he's trying, so you should give that to him. I'm sure your father
loves you guys to try so hard, wouldn't you think? I don't have much mo
re things to say because I myself aren't in the 'best(est)' terms with my
own folks, (not the ooey-gooey lovey type) so I can't give you parental
advice.

vic, you're the coolest friend ever!!

If you consider

a monster
a narssascist
a beast
A fanged human
A selfish person
a megalomaniac
a manipulator

your friend

Then ok

You shouldn't think of yourself that way. Please :c

ugh

So my school has this hotlunch program thing. I ordered some today, but somehow my money got lost and they didnt recieve it. The lunchlady was my friend's mom, and shes really nice. So I told her my situation, and she gave a lunch to me, and someone else didnt recieve any lunch because I had hers. The lunchlady gave the lunch to me because she knew my mom gets worked up easily. I almost laughed because I knew this was 1000% true! I told my mother what she had said for laughs, but unfortunately I wasnt thinking, and didnt realize the consequences of it. My mom was fuming, and she was so mad at the lunchlady because she thought what she said was mean. She was so overreacting, and started to call her a mean parent, horrible, and crazy. I even told her she gave me a lunch and she was STILL mad! My mom wanted to go to the school and ask her why she said what she said, but I really dont want her to! She always takes things in her hands and makes it worse!! I knew I shouldntve told her. And now, my friendship with the lunchlady's daughter will probably be broken.

This probably sounds so stupid, but my mother always does this!! This is NOT the first time! Ugh, I'm just so irritated.

I don't understand why your mother did that. Does she know the thorough circumstances?
You should remind her that this lady did it out of the kindness of her heart to basically gi
ve you lunch when your transactions were lost. Shouldn't a mother be grateful? I guess pa
rents having a bad relationship doesn't help with their children's friendship, but that's pre
tty messed up. You should go tell your mother this irritates you.