What's Your Current Mood V9

[halo7]

i think, i might be in love.

[puffball~]

Really happy for once, but I'm exhausted.

[tenor]

Tired and boutta suffer through a long drive to the mountains

[0000007]

i cant stop shaking honestly aha

[lisica,]

butterflies ahhhhhhh
Good and bad

[Lostfairy]

Happy and at peace. ^.^

[Athaerys]

Highly amused
In HW hell but still amused

[pizzas and scream]

my 86 year old granpa has been living with us and will move across the street soonish, it's agivating trying to expline to him what went wrong when he hits the wrong buttons on our tv and he thinks it dosen't work because of the cablebox and smart tv being seperete entides and it's going to be hard to set him up with his own, because everything is mostly smart tvs and everything, and oh my god. i can't teach him how to use a phone. if he forgets daily when he offers to cook dinner that potatos make me feel sick he won't understand smart phone and touchy screens being so tempremental. and jitterbug phones are not cheep.

[rena.]

kinda bored tbh. trying to find some semi lit roleplays to get into but can't really find many people to rp with and bleh.

[salvation]

Unheard. Why can’t you hear me I’m standing right in front of you! It’s not your fault I know it’s mine but it has nothing to do with you! It’s not about you! It’s about me and why can’t you get that! I didn’t want this to happen and I know it affects you! Don’t you stop to think how it affects me, how my daily battle is killing me! How I can’t stop counting and wanting emptiness! I want you to stop making it about you and just listen to me! I told you, I told you I was snapping! You told me I was dramatic. I’m sorry I’m not perfect enough I’m sorry I’m a failure, I’m sorry I’m problem and not a person anymore but what you see is what I see x100 more . You can’t just buy me off, I don’t want things. Materials and object aren’t going to change me suddenly or make me happy! Why can’t you see that! I lie to you now and hide things because you’ve ruined my trust. You make me feel even more worthless, ugl, fat, stupid, selfish, ungrateful, mean, nasty, horrible, not good enough. I know I’m not good enough I don’t need to be reminded about that every day! I just wish you’d leave me alone because I’m trying to help myself but you keep pushing me down. ‘You ask me why aren’t you getting better what did we do that was so terrible that you had to turn out like this?’ It’s not about you and this is who I am, no it’s not me, it doesn’t define me but it’s what I constantly think about! You did nothing! Because it no about you it’s about me. (I can never tell you this because you’ll think even less of me)