❝ We DIE
the goal isn't to live forever
it is to create something that
WILL ❞
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Age: sixteen years old
My name is Jack John Wilder. Jack means to steal or take something and Wilder well I don't know what it means but it stands for being Wild. My middle name is just after my dad John Wilder. He wanted me to be a second but my mother didn't want me to. So they compromised. I am kind and funny. Ill admit I kind of act like a kid. I am open never been hurt really badly beside getting kicked out of my house. So no scars. I am friendly but can also be serious when necessary and who ever I am with I hate upsetting. Upsetting people upsets me. If I see someone upset and I am in whatever they are upset about Ill feel like its my fault. I am very hidden and don't show my feeling ever. I get sad like every human but never show it. I hide it and never tell. I let things slide and never get mad, ever. If you see me mad or sad something big happened. I have thick brown hair a type of brown color that most people don't have and usually dye it that way. I am fairly strong and have a six pack ill admit. But I am not super large. I am tan year round which is one luck for me and is a average height and weight for my age. I was born in New York City and lived with just my father and mother. I was a single child almost had a little brother when I was ten but my mother miscarried and now watched over me obsessively hoping I don't leave her too. My father always wanted me to do sports and what not but I preferred trick and magic. Nothing big just little gimmicks. I would show them my tricks with spoons, cards, and even quarters but they would just nod and then dad would talk about ports. My whole life he made me do almost every sport mostly football and baseball. I hated it and explained to my father that I hated it and hated him for making me do it. Picking my career and telling me what to do during my "free time" as he called it. Currently at that time my father had bought me a car and even let me stay downstairs. We started to save up for college and got me a room on campus. It was a lot but my mouth slipped and I explained how he never did anything for me. He got mad and kicked me out. Threw me down the stairs and I turned for my mothers help but she just watched. She wasn't even crying. I lived my mother and thought that she cared. I called for her now being pushed out of the house into the yard and she then started to cry at my yell. But she did not move just watched. Let me go.
I was ruined and left like he said. I stayed in school and even got a job at a restaurant doing gimmicks and what not. I liked it but in the back of my head I thought of the afternoon. I am a normally happy kid but I broke down after that and now only near friend am I who I used to be. Only for a short while. If I trust you enough almost love you Ill be who I was. But even near my friends I am different. I have three pets. Two cats named Harry and Arturo they are tabby's very dark colors and both love each other. Both male and are brothers. They have everything in common including their hatred towards the wild and reckless Johnny. He's a German Shepherd puppy growing quickly currently reach 9 months in being in this world. Five months with me. We get along nicely and he know fetch. he liked to play football with me. Very wild is the reason the lousy cuddly cats hate him. He tends to get me in trouble, a lot from all the damage and commotion. Neighbors hate him, my boss hates him, my friend hates him, and so do my cats. But I love him. He eats more than me, causes trouble more than me, and sadly apparently he's strong than me. To back that fact up it started with me taking him for a walk. Came home with him walking me. Other than that, I am all wrapped up and you know everything you should know about me. Again I am very friendly and would love to talk but I never go up to people. I don't man up and talk to people for I don't know if they won't talk to me. I don't want to talk to people I would like too but I could live without doing so, so I just don't bother. I try not to fight people but if needed I defiantly can it shows how my daily exercise pays off.
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