TheComfortCorner | V.10

[nobxdy]

just so unbelievably upset it's kinda stupid. i shouldn't be upset over this, it's just a low grade i got on a 9 page essay i had to do, but i emailed my professor and i explained that i thought i did what the instructions and rubric told me to do (i literally followed everything that was asked of me) and he's like "you didn't follow directions" like are you kidding me? how ELSE can i follow the directions? i know how to read, i can comprehend things, i did exactly what was asked of me so literally what the hell. i even referenced the instructions and rubric every single time i got done with a paragraph and reread my paragraphs to make sure i did it properly. i understand if you hate your job but don't drag me down with you, my career depends on this.

[Space Cadet Marz]

just so unbelievably upset it's kinda stupid. i shouldn't be upset over this, it's just a low grade i got on a 9 page essay i had to do, but i emailed my professor and i explained that i thought i did what the instructions and rubric told me to do (i literally followed everything that was asked of me) and he's like "you didn't follow directions" like are you kidding me? how ELSE can i follow the directions? i know how to read, i can comprehend things, i did exactly what was asked of me so literally what the hell. i even referenced the instructions and rubric every single time i got done with a paragraph and reread my paragraphs to make sure i did it properly. i understand if you hate your job but don't drag me down with you, my career depends on this.

That is the absolute worst. It feels like being gaslit... and it feels personal. I'm sorry that happened to you.

[nobxdy]

just so unbelievably upset it's kinda stupid. i shouldn't be upset over this, it's just a low grade i got on a 9 page essay i had to do, but i emailed my professor and i explained that i thought i did what the instructions and rubric told me to do (i literally followed everything that was asked of me) and he's like "you didn't follow directions" like are you kidding me? how ELSE can i follow the directions? i know how to read, i can comprehend things, i did exactly what was asked of me so literally what the hell. i even referenced the instructions and rubric every single time i got done with a paragraph and reread my paragraphs to make sure i did it properly. i understand if you hate your job but don't drag me down with you, my career depends on this.

That is the absolute worst. It feels like being gaslit... and it feels personal. I'm sorry that happened to you.

thank you, i appreciate it. he's been taking points off of other assignments i've submitted too without any feedback as to why so it honestly just feels defeating and idk what to do.

[_SmollJellyfish_]

I can't go to the psychologist because for my family "you're just lazy" "you have problems and what about us?" "you never do anything"
"Other people have the real problems, not you" My mother infected me with this way of thinking lol
The thing that makes me angry and cry the most? It's just that my disorder, I don't know if it's mental or physical, wouldn't be taken into consideration
It's not a disorder that you hear about, I've never read or seen anyone mention it, and it certainly couldn't be romanticized by anyone BECAUSE IT SUCKS
It sucks, it sucks.
It is the main reason why I feel so inferior to others, so different. How can I feel like others with this? HOW?
My parents, why don't you help me, instead of telling me that it's my fault? I don't do it on purpose, I really wish I didn't have it

[67Phlox]

I need to go to sleep.
I am messing up my sleep schedule yet again.

Figures when you've got nothing else to do.

I should start working on stuff i promised. i should start working on it tomorrow. who cares if it's free, it won't leave my mind until it's finished.. i need to start working on it

then, when all that's done, i can improve. funny, isn;t it. started it to improve, but actually scared to mess up (messing up / knowing u messed up is the most important part of learning = improving) - i did mess up anyway, but nobody semed to care (as always); its all in my head

procrastingating sleep;

[♥ mizu]

i genuinely love my sister and i have the BEST sister in the whole world. but her texting style is so dry. i know she must be tired from everything but she never responds to my texts and when she does it'll be one sentence :( i can't place these expectations on her because it's not fair. just makes me kind of sad when i'm excited to share something with her and she doesn't respond. i don't know why i'm crying about this but i am :(

edit i need to take my meds this is not going well holy crap

[effie]

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[OKULTRA]

... my ex is back and i don't want him to be

[iHolli]

{ if I'm supposed to be alone,
why does it hurt so much to be alone?
I wish I could just feel better.
I wish I didn't get attached so easily.
I'm supposed to be happy alone.
I don't want to need people.
I hate this.
I hate hurting.

[peachy!]

still can't sleep and the sleep center won't give us any information about scheduling. i just. i need some help. on time before things get worse this time.