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Name : His real name is Haiku, but he always calls himself Joke.
Gender : Male
Age : 20
Type of Patient : Mentally unstable/ Hallucinates/ Sometimes kills/ Suffering from Fatal Familial Insomnia (FFI)
Why you are here : Although FFI is fatal in all people suffering from it, Joke's seems to be never-ending, causing the symptoms to worsen. Joke often hallucinates, interacting with the things he sees, even if they terrify him. He has killed several people out of fear and fun.
Personality : Joke's personality is a bit scrambled, and he often has dramatic mood swings; one minute he could be looking at you adoringly, the next his gaze will be murderious. He lives in fear of sleep, dreading the nightmares and creatures that will claim him if he allows himself to sleep. Often finding most things funny, Joke laughs and giggles insanely a lot and when he's referring to himself, he speaks in 3rd person. He can get confused easily, but is very creative and loves to draw and play with puppets. He is very child-like in the way he acts and thinks, but can be very serious if he goes through a mood swing.
History :
-Joke's POV-
I never did like the other kids at school when I was little. They didn't understand what I was going through. And they never will. Every day of school I had to sit in another pointless lesson. I had to be a good boy; always do what I was told. I had to sit in that classroom, knowing that at home, my parents were dying, and I couldn't do anything about it. It had taken me hours to understand what the doctors were saying about my parents. They were ill, and there was no cure. They were dying of madness. The kids at school bullied me all the time, saying my parents were crazy and that they were dangerous. My parents weren't dangerous. It was their disease that was dangerous.
The day my parents died, I felt lost. I was all alone in the world and there was nobody to care about me. That was when I was told. I had FFI too. I still do. And I'm still unloved. I remember sitting in front of the doctor while he bumbled about, trying to work out how to tell me. I get it. I'm ill with madness and I'm gonna die. The doctor had said that I couldn't have prevented it; that it was in my genes, as it had been for my parents. But I should be dead now. It should have killed me all those years ago. Nobody lives longer than 18 months. I've had it for 10 years and I still don't understand it. It scares me. The demons. People say it's only in my head, but it's real. All of it. And I can't escape it, no matter how much I try. The things I see are sometimes good, but it never lasts. It always ends badly and I hate myself for it. The creatures made me kill those kids. And the police who caught me. I didn't mean to hurt them at all.
After years of rejection and isolation, when I turned 15, I got my first girlfriend. She was everything I could have wished for. Somebody who understood what I had to live with. She helped me to cope with whatever my mind threw at me. But as wih everything good that entered my life, she too left as quick as she came. It happened again. Those demons made me kill her. I'll never forgive myself for taking away my only happiness....
((His history is a WIP because I don't have enough time, but I will finish it soon.))
Crush : None at the moment.
Boyfriend/Girlfriend : None since he lost his girlfriend. He's available though ^^
Other : None that I can think of.
-currently working on image-
Name : His real name is Haiku, but he always calls himself Joke.
Gender : Male
Age : 20
Type of Patient : Mentally unstable/ Hallucinates/ Sometimes kills/ Suffering from Fatal Familial Insomnia (FFI)
Why you are here : Although FFI is fatal in all people suffering from it, Joke's seems to be never-ending, causing the symptoms to worsen. Joke often hallucinates, interacting with the things he sees, even if they terrify him. He has killed several people out of fear and fun.
Personality : Joke's personality is a bit scrambled, and he often has dramatic mood swings; one minute he could be looking at you adoringly, the next his gaze will be murderious. He lives in fear of sleep, dreading the nightmares and creatures that will claim him if he allows himself to sleep. Often finding most things funny, Joke laughs and giggles insanely a lot and when he's referring to himself, he speaks in 3rd person. He can get confused easily, but is very creative and loves to draw and play with puppets. He is very child-like in the way he acts and thinks, but can be very serious if he goes through a mood swing.
History :
-Joke's POV-
I never did like the other kids at school when I was little. They didn't understand what I was going through. And they never will. Every day of school I had to sit in another pointless lesson. I had to be a good boy; always do what I was told. I had to sit in that classroom, knowing that at home, my parents were dying, and I couldn't do anything about it. It had taken me hours to understand what the doctors were saying about my parents. They were ill, and there was no cure. They were dying of madness. The kids at school bullied me all the time, saying my parents were crazy and that they were dangerous. My parents weren't dangerous. It was their disease that was dangerous.
The day my parents died, I felt lost. I was all alone in the world and there was nobody to care about me. That was when I was told. I had FFI too. I still do. And I'm still unloved. I remember sitting in front of the doctor while he bumbled about, trying to work out how to tell me. I get it. I'm ill with madness and I'm gonna die. The doctor had said that I couldn't have prevented it; that it was in my genes, as it had been for my parents. But I should be dead now. It should have killed me all those years ago. Nobody lives longer than 18 months. I've had it for 10 years and I still don't understand it. It scares me. The demons. People say it's only in my head, but it's real. All of it. And I can't escape it, no matter how much I try. The things I see are sometimes good, but it never lasts. It always ends badly and I hate myself for it. The creatures made me kill those kids. And the police who caught me. I didn't mean to hurt them at all.
After years of rejection and isolation, when I turned 15, I got my first girlfriend. She was everything I could have wished for. Somebody who understood what I had to live with. She helped me to cope with whatever my mind threw at me. But as wih everything good that entered my life, she too left as quick as she came. It happened again. Those demons made me kill her. I'll never forgive myself for taking away my only happiness....
((His history is a WIP because I don't have enough time, but I will finish it soon.))
Crush : None at the moment.
Boyfriend/Girlfriend : None since he lost his girlfriend. He's available though ^^
Other : None that I can think of.