Username: mahogany
Name: Lointaine "Taine" (pronounced "ten")
Gender: Taine's gender has been described as the distant, feminine, mystical songs of the entertainers that practice in the snowy mountains, faded softly through bouncing and flowing echoes, almost like a sparkling river of sound cutting through the sky (although entirely disconnected from the aurora borealis). uses any pronouns, but prefers ones related to spirits (other/worldly), distance (here/far), music (note/melo(dy)), the atmosphere (clear/chill, like the weather or temperature), or femininity (she/shy. DOES NOT use shi/hir, Taine isn't intersex)
Rank: Bookbinder (Dreamer, wants to be an Entertainer) -> Fairgoer - Entertainer
Storage Link: Morphos Prompt: Presentation is everything to Lointaine. Small, intricate details, cautiously scratched into rock and fiber, indigo water filling the crevices, a soft yellow tint made with love and time -- everything to make the craft worth it. The face of an angel, a constellation you pray to -
There
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■■■■■temple
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■■■■■■■■■■welcome!
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and
■■■■■Your world is
■■■■■■■■dying as you
■■■■■run
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■■■■■far away
■■■■■■■■He is
■■■■■■beneath
the
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Lointaine cares about presentation-
Lointaine doesn't care about presentation. Making books full of words worldly doesn't believe isn't something that matters when-
Lointaine doesn't care about presentation. Making books full of words wordly believes-
Lointaine doesn't care about presentation. Making-
Lointaine doesn't care. Making books is just a job. Just a job that used to bring dist so much pride, joy-
Lointaine doesn't care. Lointaine doesn't care at all-
Lointaine-
Lointaine was renamed by-
Lointaine named frontself with assurance from-
Lointaine doesn't care about presentation-
Lointaine doesn't care-
Lointaine cares-
Lointaine is a charmer-
Lointaine makes blackout poetry from the texts mel used to copy down with ink, blue ink, navy blue ink, and bindings, red bindings, crimson red bindings. Lointaine presses a watercolor brush to paper edges and watches it bleed.
Taine knew a boy named VIBRANT. His name was written in capitals. He came from the capital.
Taine is a-
Taine-
Taine is-
Taine and VIBRANT were one another. Taine and VIBRANT were something more. Taine watched VIBRANT fade. Taine said nothing. What was there to say?
"-taine? Lointaine?"
"This is- that's me."
"Wonderful. Now, dear, you take care in there."
"I- yeah, yeah, sure."
"...Thank you again. This means a lot to me."
"Honey, I understand. All kinds of girls come around here to say a final goodbye."
"...You don't owe him anything."
"I know I don't know you. I know we've never met."
"But I know a hundred girls like you."
"Left behind in a world you can finally live in, right?"
"Right... That's exactly, I mean- You're... right."
"Once you leave the city, if that's even where you come from,"
"Never come back. Girlie, I never want to see your face again."
"You know what I'm saying?"
"I do. I do, I do, I do. Thank you. Thank you, ma'am."
"You're welcome, love."
"And, Lointaine?"
"Leave two boys in that grave."
Lointaine was visiting VIBRANT's grave in the dead of night. The wind was still. The soil was cold. His cinnamon-dusk-nightfall-light-eyecatching-memorable-sweet-tabby-soft-VIBRANT coat with twin sets of twin tails-
VIBRANT was deep under the same soil Taine stood on. VIBRANT was not coming home tonight. VIBRANT was not coming home the night after. Or the night after. Or the night after.
Taine...
was happy.
The bitter tang of cobalt blood made everything feel okay again. Taine sat on that grave and cried until she couldn't breathe.
Tears of joy. Tears of relief. Tears of freedom. She could bleed red again. She could get up from the ground. The chill of lowercase letters fell over him.
Presentation is everything to Lointaine. Bold, brave performances, swirled over rock and fiber, mulberry water streaking through the crevices, a soft teal tint made with healing and impulse -- everything to make the craft worth it. The face of a devil, one everybody believed, was settled on a stone she carved herself, miles away from the Fairgrounds. Morphos felt like home. She had a support system again. The world, ironically, felt vibrant again. Taine sat down on the ridge, tucked chills tail over her paws, and watched the constellations blink into the existing dusk. This far north, something magical happened.
Taine watched temps own fur wind itself through the sky, green and blue and purple speckled with stars, constellations... The stars felt like Taine again. Not like him. The stars felt like her again.
Taine felt like her again, sitting and watching that aurora in the still, quiet night. Taine didn't feel like the blue-blood boy's shadow of a boyfriend. Taine didn't feel like a boy. Taine didn't feel like the world would fall down around melody if mel spoke wrong, moved wrong, let anyone know shy didn't feel like being called their son-boy-husband-boyfriend-man-dude-bro. Under that aurora, with two boys together in a grave far away, Lointaine felt like
her again.
(
little bonus doodle of her reaching for the stars)