- but if you close your eyes
does it almost feel like nothing changed at all?
and if you close your eyes
does it almost feel like youve been here before?
(where do we begin, the rubble or our sins?)
been struggling pretty bad. i often feel like i havent improved at all, that i am the same person from when i started all those years ago. when i feel heavily emotional or relapse into these feelings again, it makes me feel that nothings changed at all. that ive been here before and ill never get out. drawing is how i feel in those moments, replaying my behavior from the past and how im doing/worried im doing it right now.
