Facing the world around, with the anxiety at every side. Not knowing how people come off, they sound rude and mean most of the time, I have worked in a a store for almost 3 years know, and since this covid its like all the mean costumers have came out. Its annoying and its not nice to face them. Some things are so stupid sitting there and get screamed at saying i need help. A lot Never ask for it but they act like your not even there? When did be kind and respectful become so rare to find know these days? I understand how scared people feel and how they are not used to anxitey but i have had it over 10 years and its a new feeling for them but they act like they can not move on and i understand its something they are not used to, like i am. I am so tired of how people been lately and its gotten so bad i went on leave just to take a break, i cant ever get the time off i need or want since no ones coming back to work, and it takes a lot you know. A lot of time and mental illness. Dont get me wrong i love the custumers who come in, but i do wish they be a bit kinder
I am just renting, its been hard with everything going on. Am down in the mud it feels alone and not there. Home is stressful and being away from it all, is helping.
This is lexa my OC she still not finished, I am taking things slow. Maybe done by tomarrow or the next day, but she my little wolf whos very out going. She 7 years old as of januray 21st.
